Portfolio of a Wallflower

[vibes]

Have you no imagination!?!?!11? D: ...

I thought this thread was about exhibitionism, not imagination ...

 

[Wallflower20]

I was BlackManFux years ago, and we used to have a lot of fun on this thread with you.

AW, MAN!!
*big hugs!* Oh, it's so good to see you! =^ ^= Why the new account? (if it's not a personal matter... you know what, just ignore that... >.< )

I'm adding writing to the first post in an index. :3

I thought this thread was about exhibitionism, not imagination ...

XP *blows raspberries* You say like you have to choose....

 

[Pervy_Sage]

AW, MAN!!
*big hugs!* Oh, it's so good to see you! =^ ^= Why the new account? (if it's not a personal matter... you know what, just ignore that... >.< )

I'm adding writing to the first post in an index. :3


XP *blows raspberries* You say like you have to choose....

Oh, I change up my usernames over periods of time. I’d wondered what had happened to you...even missed you. I’m glad to know that you’re alright, and looking as beautiful as ever.

 

[vibes]

XP *blows raspberries* You say like you have to choose....

I ... don't

 

[Wallflower20]

I just had a friend say I should be more demanding...
Here's a log from just such a circumstance.
You can thank Mr. gentold for the following...

*Whew* That actually took a deal of editing. I hope the wait was worthwhile.

S = Sir

Tuesday, December 4, 2018: 14:33
S: Been a long week. Stuff happens

I figured. Get good rest.

S: What do you think I've been doing? xD

I had thought you were doing duties until today and were getting ready to pass out and just sent me a little something beforehand.

S: I'm just trying to give you attention so you don't wear yourself raw for lack of attention

Though I appreciate your attention, you needn't worry about me if you see me as another duty, right now. Remember, you weren't privy to these things from before we have gotten closer; these bouts of arousal aren't new, nor are my ways of tending to them.

S: But I PREFER teasing and edging you ;D

Mmn, as do I.

S:And you were masturbating yourself silly to thoughts of my tongue and the sounds of me counting even before we got close? How oddly specific

Do you know how many times ive played through that music playlist and gotten flashes of memory, just what happened at that point in the music...

Even before we got close to... what, now?

S: Close was your choice of words

Ah, I understand the context now. It was a little further back in conversation than I was looking.
No, silly. I wasn't saying the subject matter was the same, only that I can relieve myself (repeatedly), if I need to.

S: I just prefer that you don't. Especially when you need to ;P

Hmm, I see.
You really want to see me as mindless as I was in the hotel room last? I thought I was too dull.

S: Honestly I wanted to get you there again, give you a noodle, and watch you go xD

S: Even barring that, though, I like you to always be a little bit flustered and pent up.

I'll work myself up to that again, then. Are you planning on scheduling on my books, or are you just going to plan a Friday night together with me to have another after-hours massage and romp?

Do you really think I *need* that extra edging to be flustered and pent up?

I'm sure you *prefer* me to have that extra denial of myself for when you get to me, but I'm genuinely curious if there is a noticible difference in my demeanor.

S: Honestly, while having you work me over during work hours is intriguing in theory, I think we would have more fun after hours. Plus the scent of our musk would be hard to cover xD

I could always edge you during your daytime massage, or even maybe pop you during it, and limit you to looking at or caressing me. That wouldn't generate much smell at all.

S: Aww, have you coopted my fantasy now?

Of course, it's your fantasy, so if you're content with just an after hours noodles fest, I'm alright with it.

Knowing you're being absolutely turned on is a serious factor for me. Also, though, since you *have* had me break the rules I set for myself, I do find myself wanting to have you in my domain, when I am at my most powerful, and maybe have a chance at giving you a little touch of that domination you long for.

S: Your locus

I meant time as well, but yes.

S: Why can't a locus be situated in time as well as space?

Fair, fair... I guess I'm more spatially aware than chronologically. Just didn't occur.

S: Anyway, setting up an appointment online seems improbable and I'm not up for putting on my people face right now, so plans will have to wait xP

S: I would also have to avoid just sinking my teeth into your throat at work.... hmmm...

Cool thing about having me work here is I can schedule an appointment for you, if that is something you want to do. I did kinda get the impression that you wanted to show up unannounced, so I didn't offer before.

S: Again, an interesting idea, but pragmatically speaking I don't think we could manage it if we wanted to plan out further than JUST the appointment, you know?

I don't think do know. How would it be hard to plan past the appointment, if it were on a Friday? Unless you're still needing to make yourself available to leave with relative expediency..?

S: Because once I showed up frying balls you would be somewhat implicitly in charge, making it difficult for me to improvise xD

Hmm... Why do you feel like there would be a need for you to improvise?

S: This is getting a very psycho- therapy-ish vibe xD

^ ^;; Not intended that way at all. I'm just trying to see if this is something I can solve.
If it's a control thing, like your reply suggests to me, I can't help and your dream is lost.

S: It's not a control thing. It's a... it's hard to make plans where the other person needs to be the one in charge without telling them ahead of time? Or do you think you would prefer that kind of arrangement?

"Prefer" isn't the word I would use, but I feel like I am entirely capable of taking care of you. Now, I admit, I wouldn't want to take noodles at work after hours and still have that responsibility.

S: Yeah, that's what I mean! The more plans and accommodations we need to make in advance, the less random and spur of the moment they can be.

Of course, if you took noodles beforehand and showed up in the middle of my work day, I wouldn't be able to be responsible for you for the rest of my time on the clock, which may be the problem you're seeing?

S: /eyeroll
I'm not going to wander off into TRAFFIC Hana xD

I'm just saying, I don't see the problem if that isn't a consideration.

You offered to drive us to a hotel after whatever fun we would do at my work after hours, and that seems like the end of that to me.

S: See, I assumed you would need to plan that out in advance xP

For this, I am more than willing to pay the last minute cost for a hotel room.

I had not planned on arranging a room ahead of time.

S: So... you hadn't planned on planning ahead ahead of time?

LOL Now you've got it!

I would actually say that I had planned on not planning ahead ahead of time. Just a little bit more accurate.

S: I believe in the you that believes in yourself.

S:And I'm still not sure you grasped how much I got off on having you tear into my body with massage and following it up with exhausting sex. I think that you could blow my mind with that formula and a little refinement.

I don't think I did grasp just what that did to you.
Do you have any suggestions for refinement?

S: Different music, for one. Something binaural that tickles the brain. Also alternating the therapeutic massage and more sensual contact. Going back and forth more often during a session seems like it would have both erotic and therapeutic benefits. Definitely keeping a hard line between the two though; your professional air is alluring for all kinds of reasons even while it declines my invitations ;D. And maybe I should bring something specific for the purpose if you want to stick things in my ass.

I can definitely do more switching between theraputic and sensual touches. I'm good at keeping them separate, but do you like when I do both simultaneously? One hand professional, one hand sensual? Or is that crossing streams?
I honestly didn't mean to put anything up your ass, it just happened last time. Now, I actually do think I would like to insert something on that day. Please do bring something of your preference.

S: I didn't mind. The only problem was a lack of suitable lubrication.
And as far as crossing the streams goes, cross away. I enjoy having my mind and nerve endings pulled off in different directions and it's so hard to do when I'm cognizant.

Ah, very well. You'd best bring lube, considering my possession of personal lubricant at work in anticipation of your eventual arrival would be suspicious, to say the least. Yes, bring it to your massage, if you're planning on getting one. Again, my last day there is Friday, December 21st.
I'll do my very best to pull you in as many directions as I can muster.

S: And you work every Friday? Learn to milk my prostate and you can probably neglect any other skills... my one intense experience led me to believe that mastering the prostate is the key to mastering the male orgasm ;D

I do work every Friday.
I look forward to practicing and learning.

S: You always say that. I think you look forward to being manhandled and orgasmed

Why not both? Have I not eagerly taken you into my mouth at every opportunity, and have I not gotten better and understanding your arousal while giving head?

S: The way you fondled my balls after your flight back made me skeptical you hadn't been practicing on someone at home

No, I was just left with my memories and thoughts of how I may better myself based on what I observed in you before I left. I thought about how I might have taken you to a corner and have my way with you, minutes at a time, before returning to friends. And for you to do the same with me, though I wonder if you would secret me away or be encouraged to let others watch your teasing of me.

S: Maybe when you're in a more dominant mindset we should TALK about you having your way with me. There are parts of me that are intrigued by your phrasing...

Intrigue that you don't want to address now, I take it? I'm in the mood if youre up for asking.

S: I think that if you let that hunger out of your shell, combined with your physicality and knowledge of what I like... you could dominate and control my lust. Have me teetering on the edge, both literally and figuratively, with your fingertips. I think I could go deep into subspace for you, under the right circumstances >_>;

Control your lust, hmm? That idea piques my interest. Do you mean that you see me becoming capable to halt your advances and bring you to heel despite your ardent lust, active desires, and strong sense of possession over me?

S: If you learned how to play your cards and my body correctly? Yes. I am vulnerable to my carnal pleasures when someone knows how to tempt, indulge, and starve me of them.

I'll certainly work toward being able to do that.

I have to admit, that seems very daunting, but I do very much want that, both for myself and for you.

S: Oh, I know you want it, though you'll rarely admit it to yourself. I think occasionally, when you hear me moan or see me writhing under your touch... you want to "have your way" but you second guess yourself.

S: Do you never wonder what it would be like to have me flushed and anxious at your words? Or even have me dripping and on the verge of an explosive, embarrassing release inside the restraints of my jeans? ;D I refuse to believe you've suffered it without considering turning the tables.

T-truly, I never have thought of turning the tables to that extent. I've thought of riling you beyond your calm and making your arousal spill over into action, and I have definitely come into the thought of mesmerising you and bending your will. Even so, the thought of bringing you nigh climax is... pretty unfathomable.

S: Unfathomable isn't the same as undesirable

Not at all!
I just... Can't imagine how I would do it. Maybe I'm being self-defeatist, but I don't see myself being able to get past... Okay. The thing with me is I'm *really* empathetic, and so when you whimper, I can feel that in my body, too. And that weakens my resolve, my sternness, my dominance whatever have you. I don't know if I am capable of dominating without breaking myself.

S: Empathy is HOW you dominate. Duh.

When I have been successful in dominating someone else via text, it was always someone I liked well enough for me to see them happy, but not close enough to them for me to understand just how turned on they are and where they feel their arousal, what they're thinking and where they're wanting to be led next. Sure, some of the latter, but... Not like what I feel with you, as cheesy and embarrassing as that is to say.

Maybe you already picked up on it, and I feel like I've expressed it before, but I do pretty literally feel your pleasure, and when it's something that turns you on and turns me on aside from that, it's really hard for me to maintain myself.

S: This isn't like some secret koan or forbidden magician's knowledge. You can't dominate someone unless you can understand where they are and how to get them where you want them to be. The difference is entirely context: instead of trying to please me and, by extension, please yourself... do it the other way. Masturbate using my body. Indulge yourself, tease yourself, explore YOUR wants and desires through another's flesh. It's all perspective. It's why I find it so easy to switch because I'm not making any deep, fundamental change

Another reason I find it so intimidating is because I haven't gotten into masturbating from anything other than my clit. Never climaxed off of self-penetration, and I've rarely gotten off on only penetration even in sex. (Much more during my times with you, but it is still a challenge I face.) And another thing is my want for pressure. I haven't found a good way to do that for myself using another's body; it's *always* better when force is imparted *onto* me.

S: Why do women always assume that dominating someone means having to do ALL the heavy lifting xD
Part of the fun part of domming someone is making THEM do the thing you like. And for ME that sometimes involves pinning you down and fucking you while you squirm and writhe. But once you've got someone deep in subspace and they want to please? You can lay back end tell them to suck your cock and they will do ALL the work.

Hmm... Something may have clicked for me. I guess we will find out sometime soon.
It is hard for me to think like that, because you don't *have*to dom me for me to want to go to work for your pleasure.

S: Do you feel like I DON'T work for your pleasure, despite being in charge?

No! Please don't take it like that. I know you work very hard for me.
It's just the way you phrased it earlier. I understand you were saying it as a general statement, but I find it difficult to relate because there isnt that switch over from just wanting you to being willing to do anything for you after being dominated by you. I would do as you ask even when not prefaced with manipulative tactics.

S: Which is how you know my manipulative tactics were successful ;D

S: I understand that the switch may not be as easy, but I also see the stirrings of it inside you. You have some of the urges, but you sabotage it with second guessing. You really need to stop rationalizing why things WON'T work

Thank you for that.

Just checking, but you *do* know having a positive potential for growth, particularly in this arena, is a huge turn-on for me, yeah?

So long as there is a light, I'll work through the darkness to reach it, even if I can't see my way.

Sorry if that was too flowery or poetic for your tastes.

S: What ISN'T a huge turn on for you, eh? Yes. I'm well aware, which is why I'm attempting to cultivate that potential into something we can both enjoy at length.

^ ^;; I have my fair share of turn offs. You stumble into them sometimes. Not often, and half the time I recognise it's how I've perceived something, and can't shake the misconception.

S: Hyperbole, dear. Hyperbole. XP

I really want to reward your efforts. Makes me afraid of fa... but you said before that you won't let me fail... ~^ ^~ ... u.u I don't feel good about puting the onus on you, though.

S: Failure in this context is such a nebulous term

I see it pretty plainly as not coming to a point where either or both of us enjoy my efforts to be a dominating figure over you.

S: See, that seems like something that would require an extended period of poor communication to come about. Not, like, a single moment of ruined immersion.

While that's an appropriate assessment, I can see me snowballing after a slip, or getting confident with misplaced ideas of what you're looking for.. or something along those lines.

S: Oh no, anything but you being CONFIDENT xP

^ ^;; Yeah, the world'll end, right? Gravity wells and spontaneous combustion and the reversal of gravity...
Sigh. u.u I'll work on that.

S: Just try things! And sometimes they work! Or they don't! It's fun!

I fear I'll be a mockery to your intelligence and your sensibilities as a Dom.

Okay, when did something not work out for you last?

S: That job interview ;D

As a Dom.

S: Anyway, being a smug, self important jerk is okay when you're domming. Hell, you already have a flair for the dramatic, LEAN INTO IT.

S: I dunno. A lot of stuff with my last ex wound up not hashing because of her other baggage?

Basically, I've never really seen you have a learning moment, so I instinctively feel like I'm imposing or insulting you by bringing to the table less than what you've brought, which is preeeetty close to a perfect track record with me.
Also, you make fun of me for my inclination toward "theatrics" or "drama" or whatever else you may describe my excessive inclination for evoking emotion through word and touch.

I feel severely underqualified. XD and, yeah, imposing myself on you and working through my flounderings is how I get past that, and I'm getting more and more toward feeling comfortable doing that.
The last time I imposed myself on you, I felt terrible, and the time before that with my cellist crush in high school was disastrous. It's a hangup of mine, and I've already come quite a ways, whether it's obvious or not.

S: Well, maybe your instincts in that case are wrong? Part of my skillset is maintaining composure, and you must have noticed by now that the few times I've lost it have been followed by intense eruptions of pleasure... I simply thought you would build on that premise. And just because I tease you about it doesn't make it BAD. It has its place and I might even be more open to your theatrics when you're playing a different role. /shrug. You know I talk to maintain control during sex. I showed you this intentionally

I've also got a strong practice of letting others speak over me. >.< I've been focusing on simply not letting your words keep me *still*, so the next step to that challenge would be to find ways to silence you. I'm not sure when I'll get there.

You are *hot*. You overwhelm me frequently. You'd think I'd get used to it.

S: I'm just telling you what my tools are and giving you a chance to circumvent them. Since I know it's difficult for you to analyze my methods when I'm practicing

Even when I see what you're doing, I find it hard to *do* anything about it. ...Or, more often than not, by that time I may not be *wanting* to do anything, a fly caught in your honey.

S: But you can see that's mostly an initiative thing, right? That balance could easily flow the other way

And we both know I suck at taking initiative in all arenas. I'm one of the least agro people.

S: That's why i'm trying to seduce you into it with thoughts of me writhing, moaning, and spasming at your touch and attitude ;D

I still think that, at least with how I am right now, I will be best for that while I'm inebriated. I've been trying to hold back from hyping it up, because I feel like I'm making some big shoes to fill (or a big grave to lie in ^ ^;

You'd smile if you saw how often I collapse a little or extend my ass even in massage sessions, thinking about you. I lick and bite my lips, thinking of what lovely things I would do to you, and you to me. It's all I can do not to moan and chuckle huskily.

S: I have a plan, don't worry ;D. I mean, if you were here right now you'd stand no chance. I would smoulder over you and leave nothing but a quivering, mewling puddle in my wake. But that's the whole point of putting me under your power at your locus

H-having you under me at my locus is for... *you* to hopefully become a quivering and mewling puddle on my table? Do I understand you well?

S: I'll probably be quite a bit more... rigid than you would be if I could get my hands on you right this moment, but otherwise, yes. Giving you every advantage to try your hand at suppressing me.

I believe "in my wake" were the words you used. You certainly won't be rigid in the slightest by the time I'm through with you.

S: Oh promises, promises. I'm achingly rigid right now and you've done nothing to help with that.

Good. Only suitable. I'm achingly swollen, and pillowy soft, slick and ready to be had.

S: Then c'mere ;D

I've still got the lingerings of my illness, though. You held off while you were contagious; I owe you the same.

S: Are you sure? I think I could make it worth your while with all of my pent up frustrations... but I can't promise you they'll be here for you to enjoy tomorrow.

S: I was hoping we could try making you orgasm with long, deep, repeated penetration.... without the clitoris getting in the way

Am I sure I'm contagious? Yep. I'm honestly really gross right now, and I can hold it back for propriety, but there won't be any holding it back when I've stuffed your cock in my throat a few times, and when you have to touch my poor-quality secretion.

If you're unconcerned, I'll leave right now, if you tell me.

I'm not worried about it not being with my while. I KNOW it would be worth sleeping only three hours.

S: The reason I refrained before you left was because I didn't want you traveling while sick. Now I have no such compunction. It's down to how badly you want some cock. Or if you're going to make me wait

Now who's being flowery?
Is it a booty call, Sir?

S: Well you were being contrary, I assumed it was my turn to be flowery

You didn't answer, dear. :3

S: B-but it's so hard to focus with my cock hard and my balls aching...T-T

Are you calling on me to meet you, where you would get to empty your seed and frustrations into me, consequences be damned?

S: Mmmmnnn... Hana...

Here I was thinking you were too busy stroking yourself to answer me.

I won't make the decision for you, Sir.

You need to tell me.

S: I have two hands...

Oh, so you were *ignoring* me for minutes on end, while I patiently awaited your reply? Staying warm and naked under the covers, wondering if I will need to get my clothes on again to meet you and be fucked senseless by you.

S: Given the attention I've given you tonight it can hardly be called ignoring

Oh, please, I know it got at least a smirk out of you.
If not a little something else... Wetter.

S: You could get so much more if you were here...

I could indeed. I could milk your balls and prostate, suck and squeeze you dry. Of course, not at the same time as you pounded me from behind like an animal. I might have some talent, but I'm not *that* good.

S: //////.... so what's stopping you?

You are, Sir.
Are you
Calling me
Out
To you?

S: That seems unlikely

S: You wouldn't hear me all the way over there. No matter how loud I was.

You've yet to give me an explicit response, so your pleasure-torture is on you, dear.
I said it before:
Tell me you are unconcerned with my remaining illness, and I will leave immediately.

S: But with my aching, raw cock and throbbing,swollen balls.... I can't be trusted to make good choices >//>

Oh, so you want me to make the responsible choice for my dearest Dom turned blushing boy?
If you ask me to be impartial, you will be denied tonight, Sir.

Do me a favor, will you?

S: That's hardly impartial.

Hook your fingers under your scrotum and drag them slowly across your skin, curving around to the front. Use feathery touch where you can. When you reach the base off your cock, sink your fingers into your soft flesh beneath your shaft, and press forward, undulating your fingertips. What you do from there is as you wish.

I believe denying you would be considered impartial, not considering my ravenous lust, nor yours, but thinking of health and safety before hours of lascivious indulgence.

S: H-Hana... why are you being so mean to my cock that just wants to be inside you...

Your cock? I believe I teased your throbbing, flushed balls.

S: Unfortunately the three are connected

Hmm, I suppose I couldn't reasonably ask you to stick a toy up your ass and tweak it a bit then, huh...

S: Wouldn't it be better if you did it for me?

It would be, but I have no confidence in my restraint from ravaging you in at least one of many forms.

S: ...and?

S: I'm eminently ravageable right now...

We went over the whole "decision to not have explosive settings for the sake of not getting Sir sick" deal.

Would you like me to instruct you, Sir? Shall I tell you what I would do to you? Do you want to try to imitate my masterful hands and mouth?

S: But I would be soooooo good... I can take vitamin C before we start ;D

I doubt that would save you.

S: But it would be cripplingly satisfying...

Again, if you make the decision, I will dress and rush to your side.

S: Don't you want me?

Sir, I want to strip you and plunge you inside me while I bite at your lips and grip into your body wherever my hands can reach. I want to fall on you repeatedly, and I want to arch my back, press my ass into the air, and have you pound me savagely while grabbing fistfulls of ass and moaning with abandon.

S: T-then... do... >/////<

To clarify, you are having me come out to you, in full knowledge that you may contract illness?
Yes or no.

S: Why sooo strict about this one thing T-T

It's a simple thing. Just a yes-no question. But it's important to me that I be expressly given permission to have you despite my sickness.

S: And what will I get in exchange for this concession?

You will get my hands, mouth, and pussy on your body in a variety of delicious ways with no inhibition on my part.

S: Then yes.... please come and take the aches away...

Hop in the back. (4:02am Wed Dec 5)​

After I edged and milked Sir's prostate, balls, and shaft down my throat, and after he calmed down, he told me, "You actually did quite well, though you should have strengthened your position at the end when I asked what the exchange would be between us." And then he fingerfucked a couple orgasms out of me.

 

[Pervy_Sage]

Masterful!

 

[Wallflower20]

Masterpiece!

Oof, friend... Trim the hedge wall for me, would ya? XD

 

[Wallflower20]

Oh, I change up my usernames over periods of time. I’d wondered what had happened to you...even missed you. I’m glad to know that you’re alright, and looking as beautiful as ever.

Huh, interesting... >.> Up to shady business? <.< Y-ya wanna let me in on it? XD

Aww, it's nice to know I was thought about. Shucks, thanks, hun. I'm glad you think I'm still lookin' good almost a decade later. XD

I ... don't

 

[blazin24]

intensely erotic sight

 

[Wallflower20]

*thumbs up to Mr. Perv*

 

[sexywriterfla]

And Sir is one lucky MFer. Just saying.

 

[Wallflower20]

intensely erotic sight

Oh, my! The whole of it, including my writing? XD Oh, how to woo a girl!..

And Sir is one lucky MFer. Just saying.

Oh, and I'm his lucky rope bunny! ;D I really do feel so very blessed that I get to do this with him. We've been friends for a decade now, and we have so much intellectual fun AND sexy fun! It's such a dream! *swoon*

 

[Wallflower20]

:x I wonder if I killed it with the long post.

 

[sexywriterfla]

Oh, my! The whole of it, including my writing? XD Oh, how to woo a girl!..

Oh, and I'm his lucky rope bunny! ;D I really do feel so very blessed that I get to do this with him. We've been friends for a decade now, and we have so much intellectual fun AND sexy fun! It's such a dream! *swoon*

Indeed and good for you! I've had some experience with the bdsm world many years ago. And not the online play variety either.

 

[Wallflower20]

Indeed and good for you! I've had some experience with the bdsm world many years ago. And not the online play variety either.

Oh, I'd LOVE to hear a recounting or two sometime. Or even just some wistful reminiscing...

 

[sexywriterfla]

Oh, I'd LOVE to hear a recounting or two sometime. Or even just some wistful reminiscing...

Of course.

 

[msub50some]

You are quite an artful submissive. A switch, maybe?

 

[Wallflower20]

You are quite an artful submissive. A switch, maybe?

Yup! I'd categorize myself that way. I'm working on actually taking initiative, but I'm building confidence. Sir is very good at helping me with that. (The above chat log is a more recent bearing of fruit in that regard.)

It's an interesting way you phrase your compliment, or maybe it's just how I'm reading it... Is there something about being particularly creative or artistic that makes a submissive more prone to switch, in your experience?

 

[Dazer3]

You might be my new favorite person!

 

[Wallflower20]

You might be my new favorite person!

Woohoo! XD One point for Hana! /score!

May I ask what makes you say such a lovely, drastic sentiment?

 

[Dazer3]

Woohoo! XD One point for Hana! /score!

May I ask what makes you say such a lovely, drastic sentiment?

You're obviously intelligent and beautiful. You seem to have a great sense of humor, a sense of humor that I enjoy. And, you appear be strong willed. I find you to be a pleasure, and I enjoy reading your words and following your posts! (Nothing creeper intended!)

 

[Wallflower20]

You're obviously intelligent and beautiful. You seem to have a great sense of humor, a sense of humor that I enjoy. And, you appear be strong willed. I find you to be a pleasure, and I enjoy reading your words and following your posts! (Nothing creeper intended!)

Thank you for expounding on your thought! ^ ^

No, no! Please don't think I meant to imply you had any 'creeper intentions' or anything of the like, I just think that intelligent people should have reasons for making their statements, and I was curious as to your reasoning/motivation.

 

[Wallflower20]

So, I'll leave this little tidbit for ya'll to see how I describe my Dom.

(Sir's edging himself and talking lovely filth with me.)
"Oh, you WISH you were here... I may not be having sex but I smell of lust and musk and wanting to bury at LEAST one part of my anatomy in your lady parts."

Whew. I did ask if you were free tonight, and you made it sound like you got home at midnight and that was all for you...

"I suppose I did, didn't I? ;D"

(About ten minutes pass with me unsure how to respond before making a realisation.)
Y-you did it on purpose... didn't you?

"Just try to imagine my smug, languorous licking of lips and smirk. It'll fail to capture the depth of my indulgent self-satisfaction, but it'll give you an idea."

I'd rather have you leering over me and feel it as you see the realisation dawn on me. For whatever you put me through, I can't get enough of the air, aura, energy, emotion, whatever it is that you give off when a plan of yours comes to fruition. It's like a flammable gas leak that slowly accumulates. It goes undetected by me, and in retrospect it seems like you have a sense of anticipation through the whole thing. My noticing what's going on is the strike of the match, and the longer your trap or design goes unnoticed, the greater the effect. And then there you are, the happy pyro, watching a pretty fireball go up around you, more and more proud the longer you machinations stay in place, delighted in your work.

"See, that's why people are scared of me. Also, I need a lip to bite, can I borrow yours?"

 

[Vman55]

Best Wall Flower I have ever laid my eyes on....

 

[Dazer3]

Thank you for expounding on your thought! ^ ^

No, no! Please don't think I meant to imply you had any 'creeper intentions' or anything of the like, I just think that intelligent people should have reasons for making their statements, and I was curious as to your reasoning/motivation.

I'll add that you seem to be a genuine, caring person to my reasons as well!