Raven's Loft.

[Ravenloft]

Something I made in like a minute one day several years ago one day when I was bored...

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

(was being a sticky beak and noticed the picture didnt show up its just a red X )

 

[monique_minx]

Raven! I think you and I will have a lot more to talk about
Love the songs from buffy, love evanescence and the goo goo dolls plus Edgar Allen Poe and Lord Alfred Tennyson - my personal favourite of his is 'A Slave's Dream'.

 

[Ravenloft]

(I wrote this years ago, in a very low point in my life.)

Demonology of the Self:



I will make you bleed,
because it amuses me.

I must tear away at your soul,
because you've misused it,
you don't deserve it,
no more,
no more.

How can you cry 'injustice'
when it was you who let me in,
at the start?

Your pour portrayal of innocence mocks me,
and I would rip your false face away
to show you the horror that hides below.

Changes don't come quickly,
they pour out like blood,
like the knife you twist.
Did you think I didn't notice the pain?
How nieve,
your sick game plays out cold,
you know.

I've thought of ways to end it.
If I stabbed your flesh,
you'd be free.
If I beat it,
you would heal.
But the soulkill satisfies.

you'll see,
you'll live,
Feel
Fear...

 

[Ravenloft]

Beak, you wear more costumes than a guy can possibly keep track of. Yeesh!

Funny though, the picture shows for me...

Perhaps we have, Minx.

Do you know the paradox of hedonism? *Grinning*

 

[Ravenloft]

Fever

By Eddie Cooley and John Davenport

Never know how much I love you,
Never know how much I care.
When you put your arms around me,
I get a fever that's so hard to bear.

You give me fever,
When you kiss me,
Fever when you hold me tight.
Fever! In the morning,
Fever all through the night.

Sun lights up the daytime
And moon lights up the night..
I light up when you call my name
And you know I'm gonna treat you right

You give me fever
When you kiss me,
Fever when you hold me tight.
Fever! In the morning,
And fever all through the night

Everybody's got the fever
That is something you all know
Fever isn't such a new thing
Fever started long ago

Romeo loved Juliette
Juliette she felt the same
When he put his arms around her he said,
"Julie, Baby , you're my flame

"Thou giveth fever
"When we kisseth
"Fever with thy flaming youth
"Fever! I'm afire,
"Fever, yeah, I burn, forsooth."

Cap'in Smith and Pocahontas had a very mad affair
When her daddy tried to kill him
She said,
"Daddy, oh, don't you dare!

"He gives me fever
"With his kisses
"Fever when he holds me tight
"Fever! I'm his missus, So
"Daddy, Won't you treat him right?"

Now you've listened to my story,
Here's the point that I have made:
Chicks were born to give you fever,
Be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade

They give you fever
When you kiss them
Fever if you live and learn
Fever! 'till you sizzle
what a lovely way to burn
what a lovely way to burn
what a lovely way to burn
what a lovely way to burn

 

[monique_minx]

Beak, you wear more costumes than a guy can possibly keep track of. Yeesh!

Funny though, the picture shows for me...

Perhaps we have, Minx.

Do you know the paradox of hedonism? *Grinning*

Hehehe ummm no?
Ohhh love 'Fever'!!

 

[Ravenloft]

Still Alive

By Ellen McLain and Jonathan Coulton

This was a triumph
I'm making a note here
HUGE SUCCESS
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction
Aperture Science
We do what we must because we can
For the good of all of us
Except the ones who are dead
But there's no sense crying over every mistake
You just keep on trying till you run out of cake
And the science gets done
And you make a neat gun
For the people who are still alive

I'm not even angry
I'm being so sincere right now
Even though you broke my heart and killed me
And tore me to pieces
And threw every piece into a fire
As they burned it hurt because
I was so happy for you
Now these points of data make a beautiful line
And we're out of beta, we're releasing on time
So I'm GLaD I got burned, think of all the things we learned
For the people who are still alive

Go ahead and leave me
I think I'd prefer to stay inside
Maybe you'll find someone else to help you
Maybe Black Mesa
That was a joke, ha ha, FAT CHANCE
Anyway this cake is great
It's so delicious and moist
Look at me still talking when there's science to do
When I look up there it makes me GLaD I'm not you
I've experiments to run, there is research to be done
On the people who are still alive

And believe me I am still alive
I'm doing science and I'm still alive
I feel fantastic and I'm still alive
While you're dying I'll be still alive
And when you're dead I will be still alive
Still alive
STILL ALIVE

 

[Ravenloft]

On the Rise

By Joss Whedon

Dr. Horrible - Any dolt with half a brain
Can see that humankind has gone insane.
To the point where I don't know if I'll upset the status quo
If I throw poison in the water main.

Listen close to everybody's heart
And hear that breaking sou - nd.
Hopes and dreams are shattering apart
And crashing to the ground.

I cannot believe my eyes
How the world's filled with filth and lies!
But it's plain to see evil inside of me
Is on the rise.


Penny - Look around, we're living with the lost and found.
Just when you feel you've almost drowned
You find yourself on solid ground.
And you believe there's good in everybody's heart.
Keep it safe and sound.
With hope you can do your part
To turn a life around.

I cannot believe my eyes!
Is the world finally growing wise?
Because it seems to mean some kind of harmony
Is on the rise.

 

[Ravenloft]

The basic idea behind hedonistic thought is that pleasure is the only thing that is good for a person.

The pleasure paradox, is the idea in the study of ethics which points out that pleasure and happiness are strange phenomena that do not obey normal principles. Pleasure cannot be acquired directly, it can only be acquired indirectly.

So, in short if you pursue pleasure, it shuns you, if you shun it, it finds you.

*Thank you wikipedia. LOL*

 

[Ravenloft]

Love Lockdown

By Kanye West

I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I'm in love with you but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me, all the way home
So you never know, never never know,
Never know enough, 'til it's over love
'Til we lose control, system overload
Screamin' "No! No! No! N-No!"
I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to
See I wanna move, but can't escape from you
So I keep it low, keep a secret code
So everybody else don't have to know

[Chorus:]
So keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Keepin' your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
You lose

[Verse:]
I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true
I got somethin to lose, so I gotta move
I can't keep myself, and still keep you too
So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own
Somewhere far from home, in the danger zone
How many times did I tell ya fo it finally got through
You lose, you lose
I'm not lovin' you, the way I wanted to
See I had to go, see I had to move
No more wastin' time, you can't wait for life
We're just wastin' time, where's the finish line

[Chorus:]
So keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Keepin' your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
You lose

[Verse:]
I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to
I bet no one knew, I got no one new
I know I said I'm through, but got love for you
But I'm not lovin' you, the way I wanted to
Gotta keep it goin', keep the lovin' goin'
Keep it on a roll, only God knows
If I be with you, baby I'm confused
You choose, you choose
I'm not lovin' you, the way I wanted to
Where I wanna go, I don't need you
I've been down this road, too many times before
I'm not lovin' you, the way I wanted to

[Chorus:]
So keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Keepin' your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
You lose, you lose
You lose, you lose
You lose

 

[Ravenloft]

Heartless

Kanye West

In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know some things you things that you aint told me
Ayo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna pay me back
You gon' show me
So you walk round like you don't me
You got them new friends
Well I got homeys
But at the end it's still so lonely
In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless

How could you be so Dr. Evil
You're bringing out a side of
Me that I don't know,
I decided we wasn't gonna speak so why are up 3 a.m. on the phone,
Why does she be so mad at me for, homey I don't know she hot and cold,
I won't stop and mess my groove up cause I already know how this thing goes,
You run and tell you're friends that you're leavin' me,
They say that they don't see what you see in me,
You wait a couple months then you gone' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night...

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told.
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless? oh... how could you be so heartless

 

[Ravenloft]

This Girl

By Eveland

I find it hard comming round to all your fantasies about me.
I find it hard to see the light you say that shines around me.
Around me
Around me

What do you see in me, all that I try to hide.
What's your reality that sees the good in this girl.
This twisted girl.
This girl.

Your love is killing me.

I find it easy to share my life with no one else, but you.
I find it easy to fall in love with someone like you.
Like you.

I think that I should leave you.
I don't deserve someone like you.
Like you.

Your love is killing me.

 

[monique_minx]

Stricken - Disturbed

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now, to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken, another time

You come on like a blood stained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run

You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on, with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time

You'll never know why your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run, into the abyss will I run

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken, another time

You come on like a blood stained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
Don't want to mention the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold there's no hope and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run, into the abyss will I run

I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go

~ Thought you'd like this one, I was once compared to the woman who came on 'like a blood stained hurricane' and left the debris behind me very flattering! ~

 

[Ravenloft]

Time

By Eveland

Its time to run again
I'm feeling like wax
In the pouring rain
Candles in the water
Watching myself drip down

Its time to find a friend
cause you turn around
Its a different face.
Like waters edge
A ripple in the water
Why'd you have to lose again.

So let me take you down
In the evening hour
Like free birds to the
Morning's light
I'll show you the way tonight

Yes, I'm too much on the up and down
Yes, I'm a little bit of a run around
No, I don't love you
But I'm trying baby
Baby, yeah, yeah, yeah

Crack up and spin out right.
You better step back
Or I might bite
I'm jumping on the second side
A little two faced but that's alright
Cause I'm better than you are
And what you'll ever become, yeah

 

[Ravenloft]

Heart on the Table

By Eveland

So you lay down your love on the table
Next to your dirty comb and your filthy hat
And you're finding you might accept the fact
That I won't be comming back
Come back

So you bought all your pain in east town
And in east town you'll never see them cry
But you're finding you might just be able to
Let out a tear and cry and try

Do you seem to recognise the toiled
Desperation in my eyes reflecting into
Your own but they are yours now, to own
To own

Starting anew is not so hard
It's comming back from where
You began and if you're lucky
You just might find out that
Some of the old just might
Take you in, knowing

But if you're thinking about comming back
I've got two things to say and this is that
If you're gonna try harder than the last time
Than let out a tear and cry, and try

 

[monique_minx]

Sexbomb - Tom Jones

Spy on me baby use satellite
Infrared to see me move through the night
Aim gonna fire shoot me right
I'm gonna like the way you fight

Now you found the secret code I use
to wash away my lonely blues
So I can't deny or lie cause you're
the only one to make me fly.

Chorus:
Sexbomb Sexbomb you're a Sexbomb
You can give it to me, when I need to come along
Sexbomb sexbomb you're my sexbomb
And baby you can turn me on.

Now don't get me wrong ain't gonna do you no harm (no)
This bomb's for lovin' and you can shoot it far
I'm your main target come and help me ignite
Love struck holding you tight.

Make me explode although you know
the route to go to sex me slow
And yes, I must react to claims of those
who say that you are not all that.

2x Chorus:

(Break)
You can give me more and more counting up the score
You can turn me upside down and inside out
You can make me feel the real deal
And I can give it to you any time because you're mine

Chorus:
Sexbomb Sexbomb you're a Sexbomb
You can give it to me, when I need to be turned on

Sexbomb Sexbomb you're my Sexbomb
And baby you can turn me on. 8x

~ He may not turn me on but I gotta give it to the man on this one! I love using this song! ~

 

[Ravenloft]

I can't help but think that your performance to the song is better than the song itself...

 

[monique_minx]

I can't help but think that your performance to the song is better than the song itself...

Oh well...maybe I spice it up just a little...

 

[Ravenloft]

Would you Love a Monster Man

By Lordi

Would you love a monsterman
could you understand
beauty of the beast

yeah I would kill
yeah I would freeze all hell
over just to get a chill

Yeah I would slay
yeah I would maim
yeah I would vanish in thin air
and reappear again

Be right in the squares
yeah I would be sincere
yeah I would lie
yeah I would lie

Yeah I would be there
waking up the dead
to get a thrill
I say yeah
I say yeah

Would you love a monsterman
could you understand
beauty of the beast

I would do it all for you
would you do it all
do it all for me

Take your time
you'll be fine
yeah there is nothing wrong with this
you ain't committing crime

You don't know why
it passed you by
you search for something
never found along these lines

Someday you may turn around
and terrify you can't deny
you crucify

Would you get down in the gutter
swallowing your pride
I say yeah
I say yeah

Would you love a monsterman
could you understand
beauty of the beast

I would do it all for you
would you do it all
do it all for me

All that you get is less than you deserve
Leaving for now someday
I may return yeah

Would you love a monsterman
Would you love a monsterman
could you understand
beauty of the beast

I would do it all for you
would you do it all
do it all for me

Would you love a monsterman
could you understand
beauty of the beast

I would do it all for you
would you do it all
do it all for me yeah hey

 

[Ravenloft]

Oh well...maybe I spice it up just a little...

Don't be modest now, you know you rock!

 

[Ravenloft]

Blood Red Sandman

By Lordi

They called me the Leather Apron
They called me the smiling Jack
They prayed to the heavens above
That I would never ever come back"

Can you hear how the children weep?
Chills of fear like a sawblade cutting deep

Once again there is pain
I bring flames - I bring cold
I'm the Blood Red Sandman coming home
On this unholy night I will make you my own
Blood Red Sandman
Coming home again

Red drops stain satin so white
-- "The way I sign my name"
The neighborhood's pretty dead at night
-- "And I'm the one to blame"

Scream all you want you won't wake up when you scream
"No one leaves.....
..... The Monsterican Dream

 

[monique_minx]

Don't be modest now, you know you rock!

Hahaha! See...that's why it's so hard to be modest around here!
And yes, yes I do

Bows

Thank you, thank you, here til Thursday...

Looks at the calender

Oops...gotta run!

 

[Ravenloft]

And after the spankings... Comes the oral sex!

 

[monique_minx]

Whoa whoa whoa!
Spankings?
I didn't get mine!

Pouts