Saying Goodbye is hard to do...

[Mae13]

Thank you...

Thank you all for letting me do a bit of grieving here with you, amidst all the glories of T&A. Already I am looking towards the future...it is my nature to grieve quickly, but deeply for things lost to me. After that it is more of the 'sweet memory' feeling...

Got back from the shop today. It may be sooner than I expected, that I could repierce! I heal VERY quickly...that will help. They looked at it and thought it might even be ready a month from now! But, I have decided...it will get redone when I get to Germany. Originally, they were called my "Reclaimings"....a very physical representation of a new life, a new path, many new steps. Now, as I heal and can repeat the process, I can think of no better correlation than to bring it back full circle, to the beginning of a new step in my life as I settle in across the world. Hopefully not long after I get situated there, I will be researching the best place to get a further step of ink, and to reclaim my reclaiming!

Speaking of ink...I had another dream of a new piece. Perhaps part of losing this ring was to refocus me more on other forms of expression; it seems I go in cycles. I am meeting Monday with an artist here, to see if there is any possibility to get the top back piece done before I leave here. He'd have about 5 weeks to work....maybe it's possible, maybe not. I'd like to take something of here with me. Sort of my body as a road map, so to speak!

Also picked up a bit of new jewelry, hopfully there will be no thread needed about the removal of the left one! Thought I'd reassure you all that Mae can still smile

Happy weekend Lit
Drink Deep

mae

 

[Mae13]

Another....it feels very different. And looks even more interesting under a smooth tight shirt, LOL!

 

[Mae13]

OK, so I'm not smiling so much in this one, but I liked it anyway, so nyah!

Thank you again for all your well wishes and warm thoughts. You have each helped soothe my soul. Bless you all *smooches*

mae

 

[Ice Cold]

Hey Mae, love the new bars, and the gleam in your eyes, that is starting to return. I'll cross my fingers and hope you heal up fast.
Hang in there.

 

[P. B. Walker]

The new bar looks awesome Mae. I don't know much about piercings.. but I know I like that look!

- PBW

 

[Jewelz]

I read this the first night you posted it but couldnt respond cuz my heart ached so bad. You are such a beautiful person Mae. I cant express at all how you affect my soul. The new bar is very nice. And Im so happy to see that smile..you are truly gorgeous.

 

[fanzee1]

love the new bar

...it adds a bit of attitude. And yes, it's always nice to see you smile.

 

[SlowHand89]

I Love It! I Love It! I Love It!

Good for you!

You had a bad moment. Got knocked down. Took some time. Came up with:


"I am going to Re-f***ing-claim! Not staying down anymore!"


Readorn Reink Relocate Repierce


Rejuvinate

 

[Richard49]

OK, so I'm not smiling so much in this one, but I liked it anyway, so nyah!

Thank you again for all your well wishes and warm thoughts. You have each helped soothe my soul. Bless you all *smooches*

mae

Thank you for the smooch
IN your pictures you are so lovely
but U also seem to send out an inner warmth

 

[Fly_On_Wall]

Mae like the new bar.

it looks cool

 

[~justin]

Mae, you have a wonderful smile. It's good to see it again.

 

[ammanfordboy]

very sorry to see that you had to remove the right ring but still a godess in my eyes .love the bar

 

[privy2u]

Hello Mae - I think I know somewhat how you feel - like you mine is a long story and I won't tell it here - it involves an earing and seems so unimportant compared to your loss - but if you look form the inside out there is a similarity!

Your spirit isn't injured, it was only daunted momentarily by a crosswind. You'll soon find the wind in your face again.

"Ride Hard & Live Free"

privy

 

[tn_8tiv]

Mae, you are still one beautiful and tempting woman. This picture documentary is a beautiful tribute to your spirit and is an insight into just who you are.

As usual, your use of color, shadow and tone is excellent.

Thanks for sharing such a tender, intimate moment with us.

 

[Mistress]

Mae....

Snuggles and nose kisses!

Love ya babe...


M.

 

[Guest]

Mae,

I was amazed and impressed with your work. It was a photo essay of the highest caliber on the importance that symbols and identity play in our lives.

Brava, Mae, Brava!

**hugs**

Sal

 

[Mae13]

~Loves~

Ahhh Privy, all loss should be cherished, all loss is important. This loss is achingly trivial compared to others I have experienced in my life, but is also greater than some. It is the same when compared with others' losses. Each one strengthens us, if we let it. *kiss* And as long as I'm still here in S.D., there will ALWAYS be wind!!
I've just about got the 'Live Free' part down...now I just need someone to help with the Ride Hard bit!! *snicker*

Mistress babe! *nose nuzzles back* Haven't seen you around in a bit sweets, hope you are well. *HUG*

Slowhand...you betcha! Nothin keeps this girl down for long. Life's too fucking short! Although I was hoping my artist here could be working on my new ink design while I'm in AZ for a week, so I could start right away on it...but he was out today, so I must wait until I am back to start on the drawing! Ah well, I can see if more dreams come with clearer parts while I am in the peace of the mesa land.

Ahh, I could drivel on forever mentioning each of you. You are all such a grand bunch of folks, you know?! It is silly sometimes, how much care I feel for you. But, it is nice as well.

Drink deep,
Mae

 

[privy2u]

Re: ~Loves~

...now I just need someone to help with the Ride Hard bit!!

Darlin I've ridden across your state many times. I've have yet to see a man there that is worthy of you. This summer if feel the earth quake and hear thunder rolling into town step outside. A man who knows how to treat a lady just come to town!

privy

 

[Richard49]

Re: ~Loves~

Ahh, I could drivel on forever mentioning each of you. You are all such a grand bunch of folks, you know?! It is silly sometimes, how much care I feel for you. But, it is nice as well.

Drink deep,
Mae

We care for you also

Richard

 

[caligula]

I love nurses, especially as one as hot as you!

 

[nightstick26]

Mae!

Mae,

in my short time here, I have learned certain things about you that have quickly made you my favorite poster to look for.

You have such a strong personality. You are your own person. you do not need possitive feedback from anyone to make you feel special.

Next, you are a beautiful creature. your posts are alluring teases, that are done in a graceful manner, highly erotic, but done in a very tasteful manner.

and third, you have an increadible smile. I love your posts where I can see how happy you are by the look on your face.



well, I've rambled on here to long. *L* Time for me to head to work.

 

[goddess]

I think breast piercings are really sexy. I am afraid to do it due to things that can go wrong. Yours were very pretty and feminine. But your breasts are beautifully formed with or without the rings. I liked the picture of you holding your breast with such feeling. I think we women don't appreciate how good we look sometimes or just don't realize how sexy we truly look.

 

[Kaos_Star]

sorry i am so late Mae

man that really sucks. i don't know the whole story behind you getting the piercings, but am sure it hurt for you. I hope it all goes okay from here on out. and I as i think i have said in every post i have ever made in one of your threads, GREAT pics. I like the new bar. it is kewl. like i already, sorry i am so late.

ps. if it isn't much bother i would like to learn more on the reason you got them to begin with. If you wouldn't mind sharing just pm me.

 

[berkley2955]

mae

I'm new here and am also late in saying I'm sorry. I have just this night begun reading and posting.

Your pain and anguish simply pours out of your pictures. It has moved me to want to communicate my feelings of grief over your loss and pain. Before I read of your loss, I had just looked over an earlier thread of yours. I was astounded by the craft and sensuality of your work. You are a truly gifted and beautiful individual and I want to offer my belated condolenses on your loss and wish you all the best for your speedy recovery.

Devotedly, your newest fan, Berk

 

[Mae13]

Re: Re: ~Loves~

Darlin I've ridden across your state many times. I've have yet to see a man there that is worthy of you. This summer if feel the earth quake and hear thunder rolling into town step outside. A man who knows how to treat a lady just come to town!

privy

Lol! Privy baby, in the summer here there is ALWAYS the sound of thunder rollin into town! Specially in that silly week in August, I dunno what it is...all those bikes How on earth would I find a man who treats ladies well in all that chaos?

Hrm, well I did have a few drunken marriage proposals last Sturgis when I wore my leather out in public....hehe. But I wouldn't say they probably knew how to treat a lady! Come to think of it....'lady' isn't exactly a phrase I hear in conjunction with me very often! You charming devil you Too bad I won't be around for a jaunt on your steed if you make it out this year! *pout*

Ah well, I'll have to come back here and visit on my own machine if I pick one up as I'm hoping to in GE! Come to think of it, I figure that's the ONLY reason I'd ever come back here, lol! Some things are better left in the past.

*hug*
mae