Sensual or rough sex

[apom]

I lack the "making love" perspective but I know aggression and violence well and they can be quite sensual, IMO. Personal relationships and intimacy are very awkward and difficult for me and I make people uncomfortable when things get personal and intimate. I have a hard time looking people in the face and HATE kissing and positions like missionary where emotion tends to come more into play, so I stay on my hands and knees with my face in the floor, and appreciate the privilege as they bang away. I guess that means I like it rough.