SkylineBLue's Moral support thread

[Krinaia]

The interest is there but we never seem to get to chat and there are two major issues which make me uneasy...

and personally, someone who has time for me is going to have more of my interest. perhaps that sounds selfish but well i deserve it.

 

[Saint_Sinner]

.......Interest........

Well, my interest is to make friends in the lifestyle, and to learn. I am not in a hurry to plunge into something (whatever something means ). I thought my intent was clear from the beginning, but maybe not. If not, then you have my apologies.

 

[Krinaia]

My intent was similar... though enough flirting will make me second guess that.

 

[Krinaia]

And I'd like to thank TNR for being supportive... even if my social life is of amusement to him! And also, thank his submissive, Mystiq.


I went out to dinner with a local dominant when he invited me to supper. I've never had that sort of one-on-one contact with a truly experienced dominant before. Not even in that most casual of sense... It was a great experience, I had a great time and I think I have made a friend. Though I'm a little dizzy from the experience and still recovering...lol. Not that there was anything but good conversation and a little chocolate. But, hey being questioned by grinning military man that enjoys making you blush and squirm ever so slightly... well I'm sure you can imagine.

And, if this other man I know contacts me before tomorrow... I'll have another date! Brunch. Oh lordy, I'm eating well of late.

 

[Krinaia]

Okay just a rant... but I was talking to some fucker... (obviously I'm angry) ... and was like, hey you're new to town, i'm new to town... wanna meet for pool a beer - or rather it was a consentual let's meet for beer and pool... so then i go to get his information for a safecall and he puts up a BIG FUSS... well i decide to educate this tool on the safety of women and all the feministic stuff aside, we are at a disadvantage... well finally, he admits to being married and that he was just looking for more interesting sex on the side... FUCKING BASTARD ADULTERORS

<gasps>

rant over



but you want to know the good part about all of it. I told him where to go and what i thought of him... and then he tried to tear me down and I told him he couldn't. And it was true, he couldn't tear me down. i knew I was right, he was an asshole, and that I was way above him. So kudos to me.

 

[TigerClaw]

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[Krinaia]

what? are you talking about my roommate?

 

[TigerClaw]

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[Krinaia]

yah and right now she's storming about the house all pissed off... and i don't give a fuck... she can either grow up and talk to me or just be pissy.


she's barely spoken to me, even in greeting since she got back from her weekend home. not worth my time to figure it out.

 

[TigerClaw]

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[catalina_francisco]

well finally, he admits to being married and that he was just looking for more interesting sex on the side... FUCKING BASTARD ADULTERORS

<gasps>

rant over



but you want to know the good part about all of it. I told him where to go and what i thought of him... and then he tried to tear me down and I told him he couldn't. And it was true, he couldn't tear me down. i knew I was right, he was an asshole, and that I was way above him. So kudos to me.

Good move SB. As they say, 'if they'll do it with you, they'll do it to you'.


Catalina

 

[Krinaia]

Lol... thanks catalina!

Neat flowers... you do beat all! Or rather er... uhm, i meant that in a non-bdsm-sense... oh heck, neat flowers and thanks.

 

[TigerClaw]

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[Krinaia]

I hate about myself that I can be this vicious catty, vindictive female sometimes..

Today, I'm not feeling well, I seem to have a low-grade fever and a sore throat and the occasional coughing fit. I had taken my coat and purse to leave but stopped by my boss's desk to talk for a moment... obviously, the roommate/coworker/heinousbitch thought I'd left because she obviously asked the excrush coworker to lunch obviously having waited until I seemingly had already left. She's done this, I've noticed though he hasn't - on several other occasions. I can't imagine what excuses she's made up for me. So, it happens that I am signing out as they are. She ignores me. The coworker sort of looks hesitant and then asks me if I want to join them for lunch. I give him my dead fish gaze and tell him I don't feel well and am going to go home for soup. Really, I felt well enough I could have joined them but I had seen the dark look that passed over his face when he asked that said she hated that he had asked. I hate being invited as an after-thought. I had the horrendous urge to say something bitchy and catty and point out Anne's displeasure. Instead, I stuck with the dead fish eyes and turn-down. The better revenge woul dhave been to accept and had a good time. Instead, I let my cattiness partly rule me and did as I did.

The thing that make me feel the best... would be to bring home a beautiful, intelligent a funny male that would see through her, as obviously our co-worker has not, and for him to show his great distaste for her and for him to turn away her attempts to flirt.

I just want to hit her really hard.