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She says I'm enough but I am only her 4th ever cock and I think she is wondering what she missed out on but can't admit it to herself yet unfortunately

It is highly likely that she has thought about it, but that doesn't mean she is obsessing about it or that it is even much of a consideration.

I don't say that to get you going or feeling insecure. My point is that it is human nature to have some degree of attraction to other people, including being drawn to the characteristics for which they compare favourably to your partner. Expecting otherwise is not realistic and it puts an unnecessary burden on both partners and the relationship. Denial is unhealthy.