Spirtual Paradise

[FallenSakura]

"Not to worry. Either way its bound to be fun. The loser really just gets less and less attention after the game is done.Its more fun to do things a certain way then not to at all "

I couldnt help but notice her reaction.Made me think of things other than why I was here.I mostly put it to the back of my head cause She is always nice to me but that reaction would say other wise

 

[Talachan]

"Not to worry. Either way its bound to be fun. The loser really just gets less and less attention after the game is done.Its more fun to do things a certain way then not to at all "

I couldnt help but notice her reaction.Made me think of things other than why I was here.I mostly put it to the back of my head cause She is always nice to me but that reaction would say other wise

I sighed slightly, closing my eyes, wondering on how I could explain better. I loved her deeply, yes, but I could not have her as anything more than a Pet. I looked to her, sighing.
"I know this is confusing... But I am your Mistress... My heart is yours, yes, but I am not your girlfriend. I am there for you when you need me, but especially when you are... out looking for a girlfriend, I am not in that sector to look for. I am your Mistress, but in the end... Mistresses are always replaced when love is to be found. When I can satisfy you no more, you will leave and be with the one who can."

 

[Talachan]

"And love should never... EVER... be a game... to anyone... You know how much it hurts. There is only losers, no winners."

 

[Ryo242]

So true. No winners.

 

[Talachan]

So true. No winners.

I look up, waving slightly to Ry and hugging him.
"And how are you doing, besides hiding?"

 

[Ryo242]

Better. Just had a nice match involving terrible odds all weighed to our side. It was mostly hilarious and at the same time relaxing.

And hiding still. -hops behind the counter of the bar that needs cleaning begins working on it quietly- It's still S-week, you know what I'm talking about. Year ago thing.

 

[Talachan]

Better. Just had a nice match involving terrible odds all weighed to our side. It was mostly hilarious and at the same time relaxing.

And hiding still. -hops behind the counter of the bar that needs cleaning begins working on it quietly- It's still S-week, you know what I'm talking about. Year ago thing.

I nod and close my eyes, a small mumble.
"While you are there, got anything with pomegranate in the mix? Feeling... fruity today."

 

[FallenSakura]

I look at her with distant eyes.

"Sorry mistress, I have company coming over and I must be ready for them"

 

[Talachan]

I look at her with distant eyes.

"Sorry mistress, I have company coming over and I must be ready for them"

I twitch once and close my eyes, sitting by the bar.
"Go then, And have... Fun with them.'

 

[Ryo242]

Pomegranate? Pomegranate... -avoids looking over at Saku and tries to look around at the back of the bar- Ah, here we are... -snatches it, goes back behind the bar from view, starts making various clanking and sawing noises and puts a drink up on the counter that is alcoholic and right in front of Tala- 'Ere.

 

[Talachan]

Pomegranate? Pomegranate... -avoids looking over at Saku and tries to look around at the back of the bar- Ah, here we are... -snatches it, goes back behind the bar from view, starts making various clanking and sawing noises and puts a drink up on the counter that is alcoholic and right in front of Tala- 'Ere.

I blink at the noises, my eyebrow raised as he holds the drink out in front of me. I look to it, blinking once and nodding.
"Thank you..."
I sipped it as I thought, silent fury on the inside.

 

[Ryo242]

I can tell your upset and I am too. But we can't do anything about 'er, can we? =still not visible=

 

[Talachan]

I can tell your upset and I am too. But we can't do anything about 'er, can we? =still not visible=

I nod and sniff, able to tell where he is anyways as I sip the drink.

 

[Ryo242]

It's hard to say what's going on with that.. Ah well..

 

[FallenSakura]

"Best thing would be just relaxing I think" I said as I sit by the bar."beer please Ryo"

 

[Ryo242]

-doesn't reply for a moment, sighs and puts a beer up on the counter, still staying hidden back here-

 

[FallenSakura]

no need to hide Ryo *takes beer and chugs it*

 

[Talachan]

It's hard to say what's going on with that.. Ah well..

I sip my drink down, eyes flickering over to Saku before closing them as I set the drink down.
"Thank you for the drink Ry, but I have things to attend to..."
I swallow the rest of the drink, standing and wrapping my cloak around me as I disappared.

 

[Ryo242]

There is.

 

[FallenSakura]

Dont mind it Ryo. We all have things we must tend to now and again.*watches her go* so Ryo what else do we have behind here?

 

[Ryo242]

Eh.... =-=;;;;;; -severe sweatdrops and is glad he is still hidden-

 

[FallenSakura]

I do not want to pull you up but I will if I have to

 

[Ryo242]

That's not a good idea. I'm not all that happy at you.

 

[FallenSakura]

now now take it easy with me. You misunderstand what I said and it took me awhile to clear it with her as well.Nothing was put up for it nor did anything have to be.Its just a game to make a woman or man come. I would never give either of them up for something so stupid as a game.I love them both and I am sure they feel the same about me.That is all it runs up to in the end. Even thou it sounded like its me giving someone up, I could never do that with anyone.Not lily or tala.Not even my friends.Im just lonely at times and everytime I am some place with either of them.I can not help but want to play with them.I guess I am a bit childish and maybe too spoiled by them.If you hate me, I can understand and I can also understand no one wanting to talk to me ever again. *stands up and starts heading out* Just say it and I will go. You hate me right?

 

[Ryo242]

Nope. I don't hate. I'm upset at several things and it compounded with that game thing and something else you've done that I shouldn't be mad about but am.

What I'm most upset at is myself because I liked you and got hurt. =-=

And while it is childish that you would play with someone else, I do the same.