Submissive Bi Curious Male

I've been playing around with guys online and by phone for about 30 years and still have not found anyone with desires similar to mine. With the exception of the erect penis, I find male bodies repulsive. I love female bodies and all types of sex with women. Choosing between a beautiful female body with either a pussy or an erect cock is a toss-up for me.
 
I've been playing around with guys online and by phone for about 30 years and still have not found anyone with desires similar to mine. With the exception of the erect penis, I find male bodies repulsive. I love female bodies and all types of sex with women. Choosing between a beautiful female body with either a pussy or an erect cock is a toss-up for me.
I'm not normally even attracted to the penis. However... I've lately found myself transfixed watching clips of sissies masturbating, cumming, sucking...and then watching another.
 
Im married and like alot of men, there is no sex from my wife due to various reasons. Years ago i discovered sucking cock because i was curious. After 5 minutes i was hooked and After that i couldn't get enough and wanted more. Over all i must have met over 50-60 guys in nsa encounters in various places. Mostly at their houses but some in mine. I had already discovered i enjoyed wearing lingerie many years earlier. I just thought after about the 3rd guy i approached him and asked would be turned on if i wore some sexy stuff. It really wasnt much, just some crotchless fishnets. But boy was i turned on wearing them and the one guy licked my ass and came all in between my ass cheeks. From then on i ask most men if theyd be into it and many of them were. But for the most part i enjoyed sucking cock and stick with mostly this activity with men. Yes im still turned on by woman and not attracted to guys. In fact, im somewhat turned off by a mans looks and dont think twice about fantasizing towards guys, especially seeing them clothed. But i love hard cock and get lost in the moment when a guy is naked and im so turned on from feeling a guys naked body next to mine. Now if i see a picture of a hard cock, i can relate it to a cock similar to what ive sucked in the past and relive the pleasure of feeling it throb in my mouth and remembering the erotic sensations. Ive discovered that dressing sexy and sucking cock just naturally causes me to take a very submissive role and my cock throbs from playing that role every time. I have no problem getting on my knees before a guy and just start sucking him. If he demands it and gets verbally aggressive i just about fall into a state of euphoric bliss. Even more so i fall into a state of sluttiness that honestly is hard to put into words.
 
Im married and like alot of men, there is no sex from my wife due to various reasons. Years ago i discovered sucking cock because i was curious. After 5 minutes i was hooked and After that i couldn't get enough and wanted more. Over all i must have met over 50-60 guys in nsa encounters in various places. Mostly at their houses but some in mine. I had already discovered i enjoyed wearing lingerie many years earlier. I just thought after about the 3rd guy i approached him and asked would be turned on if i wore some sexy stuff. It really wasnt much, just some crotchless fishnets. But boy was i turned on wearing them and the one guy licked my ass and came all in between my ass cheeks. From then on i ask most men if theyd be into it and many of them were. But for the most part i enjoyed sucking cock and stick with mostly this activity with men. Yes im still turned on by woman and not attracted to guys. In fact, im somewhat turned off by a mans looks and dont think twice about fantasizing towards guys, especially seeing them clothed. But i love hard cock and get lost in the moment when a guy is naked and im so turned on from feeling a guys naked body next to mine. Now if i see a picture of a hard cock, i can relate it to a cock similar to what ive sucked in the past and relive the pleasure of feeling it throb in my mouth and remembering the erotic sensations. Ive discovered that dressing sexy and sucking cock just naturally causes me to take a very submissive role and my cock throbs from playing that role every time. I have no problem getting on my knees before a guy and just start sucking him. If he demands it and gets verbally aggressive i just about fall into a state of euphoric bliss. Even more so i fall into a state of sluttiness that honestly is hard to put into words.
I am not turned on by males. However I am turned on by hard cock, even cock attached to males. I love TS and CD with big hard cock. Love to be fucked, by cock or strap on. Cock sucking is not something which I find particularly enjoyable. However I dont find it to be unenjoyable. Have done it several times with TS and CD. Need more practice, think I could learn to enjoy it more. How did you find so many men to have sex with? I have decided to try sex with men, but not haveing luck hooking up. What did you do?
 
I am not turned on by males. However I am turned on by hard cock, even cock attached to males. I love TS and CD with big hard cock. Love to be fucked, by cock or strap on. Cock sucking is not something which I find particularly enjoyable. However I dont find it to be unenjoyable. Have done it several times with TS and CD. Need more practice, think I could learn to enjoy it more. How did you find so many men to have sex with? I have decided to try sex with men, but not haveing luck hooking up. What did you do?
This was while craigslist personals were still up and running. After that, things took a nose dive. Ive found a site called doubleilst where i found a few more. Ive gotten 2 or 3 from Cl community posts. Funny, i just met a guy there who posted about a group, one thing led to another and we ended sucking each other last week. But after Covid its damn near impossible.
 
This was while craigslist personals were still up and running. After that, things took a nose dive. Ive found a site called doubleilst where i found a few more. Ive gotten 2 or 3 from Cl community posts. Funny, i just met a guy there who posted about a group, one thing led to another and we ended sucking each other last week. But after Covid its damn near impossible.
Thanks for the reply. Yes, it seems to be much more difficult to find cock nowadays.
 
I understand, much easier to suck a cock that is attaced to a pretty girl. Have done that myself several times. Hard to find unless you are willing to pay for it.
I understand, much easier to suck a cock that is attaced to a pretty girl. Have done that myself several times. Hard to find unless you are willing to pay for it.
would be unimaginably erotic
 
Thanks for the reply. Yes, it seems to be much more difficult to find cock nowadays.
Not at all. A bunch of apps out there to choose from now including with location matching down to showing how many feet away someone is. Check out sniffies.com and just browse anonymously I bet there's plenty of cock right around you.
 
I've been playing around with guys online and by phone for about 30 years and still have not found anyone with desires similar to mine. With the exception of the erect penis, I find male bodies repulsive. I love female bodies and all types of sex with women. Choosing between a beautiful female body with either a pussy or an erect cock is a toss-up for me.
If you like cock, but hate male bodies (and you cant find the aforementioned gorgeous TS to play with) then take a look at gloryholes - just a cock - nothing else - problem solved.
 
This is my story. Married man. Amazing wife who is way out of my league. I have a very masculine job, and always have. Always in charge at work.

Small cock. I have posted pics of it on the site, and posted about how mine is always the smallest in a locker room.

As a result, I have taken notice of cocks, quite a bit. So much so, that I have begun checking out guys cocks in locker rooms and looking at bulges in public.

I am not exactly attracted to the male body or facial features. I am very much so attracted to everything about the female body. I absolutely LOVE eating pussy. The taste, the way I can smell it on my breath afterwards.

Lately, though, I have had a desire to suck a cock. I think it is rooted in my cuck fantasy, sucking one after he fucks my wife, tasting her juices on him. The more I imagine it, the less important it is for him to have fucked my wife. Now, I just want to taste and suck a cock. Submit to him.

If you want to know anything else at all, just PM and ask, or ask me here.
 
I'd like to add that much is dependent on how long it's been since I've cum + been aroused (several days edging/self-denial). Maybe reach a certain stage of ultra-high horniness, and the imagination becomes more open to 'what-ifs': what if I had a girlfriend/wife keeping me in this edged condition, maybe tied up, frequent teasing with touches and words. And it is she who introduces another cock into the mix. Maybe coaxes gently or maybe orders it as a strict disciplinarian sadist who makes me do it because of knowing I don't want to. But if I cum (as I did last night), then it's: no. no no no. In that case I would definitely have to be tied up.
 
Just love this thread and cant stay away!!! Im a bit of an oddity I think, and seem to land in a small niche. As the name may suggest, Im a cd with a solid dominant streak. I came from pretty stereotypical roots... Lifelong "straight" cd that eventually began experimenting, and becoming curious about the femme role that matched the outfits. But I quickly realized that, while very interested in bi activities, had no attraction to 'regular guys'. Only femininity, regardless of what was under the skirt. After a while, I finally acted on it. I spent a summer in full vers sissyslut mode, meeting many other gurls for playtime. I had the opportunity to learn and grow oral skills, but even so, I ended up as the 'top' in 100% of the events. It wasnt planned that way, it just happened. Evidently all my playmates were much more bttm/sub than I was!! Sadly, life events intervened that fall, and after a forced break, I realized that my experiences, and my evolved interests all favored the more dominant role anyway. By the time I got back in the game, my persona had evolved as well. All the cute, femme, girly wardrobe in pinks and purples had been filed away, replaced with black leather. Corsets and all black lingerie and thigh high stiletto boots being the new standard.
So with that history explained... ( i know...if youre dom why are you in a sub thread, right??) I just want to share my love for all those subby males out there!!! Femme or not. If you arent femme, we wont be playmates, but still love ya!! Extra love for those who love a cock that comes wrapped in lace or satin haha!! And yes, you may have this one after submitting a proper request!!😇😇
Also, I sympathize and understand those of you who have an oral fixation, or any other wishes and desires for another cock, while not having an attraction to the rest of a male body. Im totally with you!! I still have that love of oral, and thats the only part of the more girly history I truly miss. I dont get to do that much anymore as its totally out of character, although I WILL work it in as part of erotic teasing and denial as I can!!! Hearing all your interests and desires is so hot and Im enjoying it immensely!!!
(Now if i could just get you all in lingerie...😈🤣)
 
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You are what I ( we ) are all seeking. Very rare find Dom femme male. Instant hard on.
I know Ive lucked into a needed and underrepresented niche, but your words are immensely flattering, and not just a bit exciting!!!😘
The instant hard on is flattering as well LOL!!😍 I will do my very best to keep creating them for you and everyone else who appreciates my niche!!😘



Now...about that willingness to start cd-ing...😉
 
This is my story. Married man. Amazing wife who is way out of my league. I have a very masculine job, and always have. Always in charge at work.

Small cock. I have posted pics of it on the site, and posted about how mine is always the smallest in a locker room.

As a result, I have taken notice of cocks, quite a bit. So much so, that I have begun checking out guys cocks in locker rooms and looking at bulges in public.

I am not exactly attracted to the male body or facial features. I am very much so attracted to everything about the female body. I absolutely LOVE eating pussy. The taste, the way I can smell it on my breath afterwards.

Lately, though, I have had a desire to suck a cock. I think it is rooted in my cuck fantasy, sucking one after he fucks my wife, tasting her juices on him. The more I imagine it, the less important it is for him to have fucked my wife. Now, I just want to taste and suck a cock. Submit to him.

If you want to know anything else at all, just PM and ask, or ask me here.
I have a small cock too and would love to taste a cock covered with pussy juice!
 
Just love this thread and cant stay away!!! Im a bit of an oddity I think, and seem to land in a small niche. As the name may suggest, Im a cd with a solid dominant streak. I came from pretty stereotypical roots... Lifelong "straight" cd that eventually began experimenting, and becoming curious about the femme role that matched the outfits. But I quickly realized that, while very interested in bi activities, had no attraction to 'regular guys'. Only femininity, regardless of what was under the skirt. After a while, I finally acted on it. I spent a summer in full vers sissyslut mode, meeting many other gurls for playtime. I had the opportunity to learn and grow oral skills, but even so, I ended up as the 'top' in 100% of the events. It wasnt planned that way, it just happened. Evidently all my playmates were much more bttm/sub than I was!! Sadly, life events intervened that fall, and after a forced break, I realized that my experiences, and my evolved interests all favored the more dominant role anyway. By the time I got back in the game, my persona had evolved as well. All the cute, femme, girly wardrobe in pinks and purples had been filed away, replaced with black leather. Corsets and all black lingerie and thigh high stiletto boots being the new standard.
So with that history explained... ( i know...if youre dom why are you in a sub thread, right??) I just want to share my love for all those subby males out there!!! Femme or not. If you arent femme, we wont be playmates, but still love ya!! Extra love for those who love a cock that comes wrapped in lace or satin haha!! And yes, you may have this one after submitting a proper request!!😇😇
Also, I sympathize and understand those of you who have an oral fixation, or any other wishes and desires for another cock, while not having an attraction to the rest of a male body. Im totally with you!! I still have that love of oral, and thats the only part of the more girly history I truly miss. I dont get to do that much anymore as its totally out of character, although I WILL work it in as part of erotic teasing and denial as I can!!! Hearing all your interests and desires is so hot and Im enjoying it immensely!!!
(Now if i could just get you all in lingerie...😈🤣)
You are an angel!
 
That's what I thought when I started watching sissy porn, and yet here I am fantasizing about cock every day now.
Sissy porn (and hypno to a much lesser extent) I think is the most inspiring and...whats the word??? Encouraging?? No... Inspiring?? Maybe... But anyway, I think it is able to reach mens deep and or supressed interests and desires. If someone had only 1% interest, sissy porn will have that person daydreaming, and eventually acting on it in no time!!!
Even the most disinterested fellow wont stay soft after watching enough of it!!!🍆😇😈
 
Sissy porn (and hypno to a much lesser extent) I think is the most inspiring and...whats the word??? Encouraging?? No... Inspiring?? Maybe... But anyway, I think it is able to reach mens deep and or supressed interests and desires. If someone had only 1% interest, sissy porn will have that person daydreaming, and eventually acting on it in no time!!!
Even the most disinterested fellow wont stay soft after watching enough of it!!!🍆😇😈
It’s impossible to stay away from!
 
In the context of some convos Ive been having...a question:
Would you find it easier to satisfy your curiosity for cock with a fem/cd gurl, or a masc appearing guy?? Is the urge strong enough that you dont care?? Any strong feelings one way or the other?? Would your subby part of the equation make the masc guy the more likely choice?? Did you ever even consider a cd/sissy as a cock donor?? (There is lots of full size, capable cock out there in panties, just sayin...😁)
Im really curious to hear your thoughts!!
 
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