The Beauty of Feminization

[ChloeOfCascadia]

I am 42 now, over a couple decades ago, I was dissatisfied with the appearance and result of male puberty, so, I liked to shave it all off and wear frilly lacy sheer lingerie and look at myself in the mirror.

It was the only time I felt sexy and confident in myself.

But, I was only attracted to women, and this was over 20 years ago, and I wasn't given a very thorough understanding that there are women out there who might be interested in a female presenting person with a penis, I thought they were either lesbians that only wanted other (cisgender) women, or, they wanted male presenting men.

Well, it took decades of dysphoria and dissatisfaction with presenting male and not feeling sexy to realize, I only felt I was sexy when I was female presenting and cross dressing. Or that's when I felt at my most sexy.

So my egg cracked during some online roleplaying sessions and now, I want to be the princess that my lady love desires, and also, the living dildo / vibrator she pleasures herself with. But mostly fingers and tongues and sexual acts more associated with lesbian sex, that is where I find comfort.

I can have a very thrilling evening of romance and sexual adventure without even touching myself or anyone with my penis. That's fine! It all becomes very very erotic foreplay for me.

 

[AlexAtNight]

I am 42 now, over a couple decades ago, I was dissatisfied with the appearance and result of male puberty, so, I liked to shave it all off and wear frilly lacy sheer lingerie and look at myself in the mirror.

It was the only time I felt sexy and confident in myself.

But, I was only attracted to women, and this was over 20 years ago, and I wasn't given a very thorough understanding that there are women out there who might be interested in a female presenting person with a penis, I thought they were either lesbians that only wanted other (cisgender) women, or, they wanted male presenting men.

Well, it took decades of dysphoria and dissatisfaction with presenting male and not feeling sexy to realize, I only felt I was sexy when I was female presenting and cross dressing. Or that's when I felt at my most sexy.

So my egg cracked during some online roleplaying sessions and now, I want to be the princess that my lady love desires, and also, the living dildo / vibrator she pleasures herself with. But mostly fingers and tongues and sexual acts more associated with lesbian sex, that is where I find comfort.

I can have a very thrilling evening of romance and sexual adventure without even touching myself or anyone with my penis. That's fine! It all becomes very very erotic foreplay for me.

Glad to hear about the shell breaking for you.

 

[Sounding22]

This has nothing to do with being a CD but it was funny at the time.
Years ago at the market while paying a CD was in front and the gal at the register goes be careful she’ll go after you. Well in my eyes I thought it was rude. So I said. She’s hotter than you! I was serious too.

 

[KinkStevens]

I'm a relatively new sissy. The sissy persona came out of nowhere and a year ago I would have laughter if you suggested I would become a sissy. Though I am firmly in the closet, I shave completely, and wear panties 24/7. I had a bra fitting, along with panties and a sexy nightie. I modeled the things I tried on, so the lady in the lingerie store could give me advice on fit, etc. A few months ago, I went to a sex shop told the lady I was a new sissy and could she give me advice on what dildo, butt plug, and vibrator to buy. She was a big help.

Having a tiny penis is a big plus, as I can wear any kind of panties and not worry about sticking out.

Sweet

 

[stargame]

I love all things feminine.

 

[dingdongditchding]

I want to play with a cute CD or trans woman very much.

 

[KinkStevens]

I want to play with a cute CD or trans woman very much.

They are wonderful

 

[dingdongditchding]

They are wonderful

I thought I had a date with one but she never showed, damn!

 

[4yourpleasureiam]

The beauty is knowing they love you for who you are, not something you are supposed to be.

 

[SummerBoyTim]

https://postimg.cc/nCLvv6CJ

 

[Sounding22]

Those close to one such as a mother, father, and other relatives have a tendency to notice and understand because they sincerely love their own. I read what you wrote and thought of kittens and how they lay with their mothers looking all wide eyed out into the big World.

How true. Could not believe how accepting my parents were.
Sisters just made fun but we always did stuff like that so it was more in jest.
Now my grandmother being German didn’t understand at all. When she found out I wore mothers clothing she had girls games for me.
In retrospect buying the games is a form of acceptance.

 

[stargame]

https://literotica.com/s/crossdressing-why-me

Please read my true life as a CD and let me know what you think x

Love your style, i wanna be a page out of a catalog too.

 

[RoanMtn]

Seems like your fem side took you over in the blink of an eye haha

You're right about that, lol. I told both my doctor and therapist about my sissy fantasies and my panty/bra wearing and they have been very supportive. I had an appointment with my doctor a couple of weeks ago and wore a pair of panties from Victoria's Secret...a cute, pink V-string thong. She didn't bat an eye when i stood in front of her in just my panties. She was supportive of my wearing panties and didn't see anything wrong with it. My therapist has been very supportive as well, even when i told her my fantasies in great detail. I had a lingerie fitting a few weeks ago and she was happy that i did that. I tried on bras, panties, and cute nighties and the woman was very helpful, commenting and helping me with the fit, as well as how the lingerie looked on me.

 

[stargame]

You're right about that, lol. I told both my doctor and therapist about my sissy fantasies and my panty/bra wearing and they have been very supportive. I had an appointment with my doctor a couple of weeks ago and wore a pair of panties from Victoria's Secret...a cute, pink V-string thong. She didn't bat an eye when i stood in front of her in just my panties. She was supportive of my wearing panties and didn't see anything wrong with it. My therapist has been very supportive as well, even when i told her my fantasies in great detail. I had a lingerie fitting a few weeks ago and she was happy that i did that. I tried on bras, panties, and cute nighties and the woman was very helpful, commenting and helping me with the fit, as well as how the lingerie looked on me.

I am sure you are very happy and pretty.

 

[RoanMtn]

I am sure you are very happy and pretty.

That is very kind of you to say. I know you're one sexy vixen.