The Confessional

[Nina327]

snuggles tightly...

By the way, once I have the right words, I will be doing a journal just for you, over on Fet...am still working it through...but I wanted you to know what my confession was about as well as what steps I've taken.

ICT...I am sleepy...and need to go to bed, soon.

Ohhhhh... then you answered the question i sent you.

-scoops up and cuddles-

 

[Firmhanded_Daddy]

*tackles a Daddy and kisses his nose*

Hey you!

squeezes the wolf and cuddles.

Hello lovely one.

iC... I like being happy.


Strange confession... but, it really is a confession.

presses the like button a million times.

I like this too!

 

[Nina327]

presses the like button a million times.

I like this too!

 

[Firmhanded_Daddy]

snuggles her softly.

 

[Nina327]

snuggles her softly.

-curls up in lap-

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

-curls up in lap-

Pssst...ICT I sent you a lil snippet, Mama Twin. Go look.

 

[Nina327]

Pssst...ICT I sent you a lil snippet, Mama Twin. Go look.

-smiles soft and bright-

I love you.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

-smiles soft and bright-

I love you.

And I, you. Always, Mama twin. Always.

Off to bed. G'night.

 

[Nina327]

And I, you. Always, Mama twin. Always.

Off to bed. G'night.

Night my bratboi.

 

[Miss_Vivi]

Speaking of vomit, you're still around? Calling losers Daddy and being all fat and cute...like an elephant?

I confess that this hurt more than I let on.
I confess that am a fat kid. I don't mind it, I'm active, eat well, and take care of myself, but my body is the result of being genetically coded towards being curvy, plump, and fat. It is what it is, I happen to like my curves, and I'm surrounded by partners who happen to think I'm gorgeous. Their validation helps, but my awesomeness, the acceptance of my beauty does not come from them or from shit slinging attention seeking needy little things, no, it comes from me. It's my strength, it's in pushing my body to bike 7 miles, it's the curl of my hair and the shade of my lipstick, and it has nothing to do with a number on a scale.

Now I could stand up here and tell you that it's been proven that fat active people are healthier than skinny sedentary ones, that the BMI was created by a man looking for a link between godliness and body size. And that pressure from the diet industry resulted in the changes to the height/weight chart in the early 2000's resulted in millions of people who had not been previously considered fat or obese, were suddenly.. overnight. That all the weight loss surgeries are intended wholly to take a healthy digestive tract and make it sick.

I could tell you all this, I could confess it to the unhearing and nonexistent gods, and still that word would sting when it is tossed so carelessly as if the barb would not stick to my hips.

Still. Regardless of her thoughts or yours, this is part of who I am, and acceptance though it comes in fits and starts, it still comes to me.

I confess that I can look in a mirror and tell myself that I am beautiful.

Some additional, thoughts...

 

[MTPersson]

I confess that this hurt more than I let on.
I confess that am a fat kid. I don't mind it, I'm active, eat well, and take care of myself, but my body is the result of being genetically coded towards being curvy, plump, and fat. It is what it is, I happen to like my curves, and I'm surrounded by partners who happen to think I'm gorgeous. Their validation helps, but my awesomeness, the acceptance of my beauty does not come from them or from shit slinging attention seeking needy little things, no, it comes from me. It's my strength, it's in pushing my body to bike 7 miles, it's the curl of my hair and the shade of my lipstick, and it has nothing to do with a number on a scale.

Now I could stand up here and tell you that it's been proven that fat active people are healthier than skinny sedentary ones, that the BMI was created by a man looking for a link between godliness and body size. And that pressure from the diet industry resulted in the changes to the height/weight chart in the early 2000's resulted in millions of people who had not been previously considered fat or obese, were suddenly.. overnight. That all the weight loss surgeries are intended wholly to take a healthy digestive tract and make it sick.

I could tell you all this, I could confess it to the unhearing and nonexistent gods, and still that word would sting when it is tossed so carelessly as if the barb would not stick to my hips.

Still. Regardless of her thoughts or yours, this is part of who I am, and acceptance though it comes in fits and starts, it still comes to me.

I confess that I can look in a mirror and tell myself that I am beautiful.

Some additional, thoughts...

Stands, applauds, and then hugs ViVi

 

[thestruggle]

I confess that this hurt more than I let on.
I confess that am a fat kid. I don't mind it, I'm active, eat well, and take care of myself, but my body is the result of being genetically coded towards being curvy, plump, and fat. It is what it is, I happen to like my curves, and I'm surrounded by partners who happen to think I'm gorgeous. Their validation helps, but my awesomeness, the acceptance of my beauty does not come from them or from shit slinging attention seeking needy little things, no, it comes from me. It's my strength, it's in pushing my body to bike 7 miles, it's the curl of my hair and the shade of my lipstick, and it has nothing to do with a number on a scale.

Now I could stand up here and tell you that it's been proven that fat active people are healthier than skinny sedentary ones, that the BMI was created by a man looking for a link between godliness and body size. And that pressure from the diet industry resulted in the changes to the height/weight chart in the early 2000's resulted in millions of people who had not been previously considered fat or obese, were suddenly.. overnight. That all the weight loss surgeries are intended wholly to take a healthy digestive tract and make it sick.

I could tell you all this, I could confess it to the unhearing and nonexistent gods, and still that word would sting when it is tossed so carelessly as if the barb would not stick to my hips.

Still. Regardless of her thoughts or yours, this is part of who I am, and acceptance though it comes in fits and starts, it still comes to me.

I confess that I can look in a mirror and tell myself that I am beautiful.

Some additional, thoughts...

Fucking right. You are beautiful. You are awesome. Fuck anyone who uses that as an insult - size is not a damn slander.

 

[Britwitch]

I confess that this hurt more than I let on.
I confess that am a fat kid. I don't mind it, I'm active, eat well, and take care of myself, but my body is the result of being genetically coded towards being curvy, plump, and fat. It is what it is, I happen to like my curves, and I'm surrounded by partners who happen to think I'm gorgeous. Their validation helps, but my awesomeness, the acceptance of my beauty does not come from them or from shit slinging attention seeking needy little things, no, it comes from me. It's my strength, it's in pushing my body to bike 7 miles, it's the curl of my hair and the shade of my lipstick, and it has nothing to do with a number on a scale.

Now I could stand up here and tell you that it's been proven that fat active people are healthier than skinny sedentary ones, that the BMI was created by a man looking for a link between godliness and body size. And that pressure from the diet industry resulted in the changes to the height/weight chart in the early 2000's resulted in millions of people who had not been previously considered fat or obese, were suddenly.. overnight. That all the weight loss surgeries are intended wholly to take a healthy digestive tract and make it sick.

I could tell you all this, I could confess it to the unhearing and nonexistent gods, and still that word would sting when it is tossed so carelessly as if the barb would not stick to my hips.

Still. Regardless of her thoughts or yours, this is part of who I am, and acceptance though it comes in fits and starts, it still comes to me.

I confess that I can look in a mirror and tell myself that I am beautiful.

Some additional, thoughts...

ICT Vivi is easily one of, if not the, sexiest woman of my acquaintance.
IACT she has beauty that goes above and beyond the mere physical.

IFCT I'm a fat kid too, and that's not going to change any time soon.
IFCT actually, it might...but only if my oven breaks.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

I confess that this hurt more than I let on.
I confess that am a fat kid. I don't mind it, I'm active, eat well, and take care of myself, but my body is the result of being genetically coded towards being curvy, plump, and fat. It is what it is, I happen to like my curves, and I'm surrounded by partners who happen to think I'm gorgeous. Their validation helps, but my awesomeness, the acceptance of my beauty does not come from them or from shit slinging attention seeking needy little things, no, it comes from me. It's my strength, it's in pushing my body to bike 7 miles, it's the curl of my hair and the shade of my lipstick, and it has nothing to do with a number on a scale.

Now I could stand up here and tell you that it's been proven that fat active people are healthier than skinny sedentary ones, that the BMI was created by a man looking for a link between godliness and body size. And that pressure from the diet industry resulted in the changes to the height/weight chart in the early 2000's resulted in millions of people who had not been previously considered fat or obese, were suddenly.. overnight. That all the weight loss surgeries are intended wholly to take a healthy digestive tract and make it sick.

I could tell you all this, I could confess it to the unhearing and nonexistent gods, and still that word would sting when it is tossed so carelessly as if the barb would not stick to my hips.

Still. Regardless of her thoughts or yours, this is part of who I am, and acceptance though it comes in fits and starts, it still comes to me.

I confess that I can look in a mirror and tell myself that I am beautiful.

Some additional, thoughts...

~cuddles up with, closes eyes, and smiles~ fuck words.

 

[Miss_Vivi]

ICT I miss him.
IFCT I hate stupid men who can't follow directions and still crave my dominance.
ICT there may be irony there, but I can't even care.

 

[Noon_Shadow]

ICT I miss a lot of my old co-writers around here. I wish they were still around.

IFCT I need to start up another thread or two, as it is. I'd be working on writing something today if I wasn't planning to go on a road trip soon. I don't want to start something and then leave it sitting immediately for 4 days or so before I can get back to it. It might stifle my creativity.

 

[Nina327]

ICT I really really wanted to fuck my friends face today.


Also... One of these days I really will look at him outta no where and say

"You got a purdy mouth."

 

[Noon_Shadow]

ICT I really really wanted to fuck my friends face today.


Also... One of these days I really will look at him outta no where and say

"You got a purdy mouth."

Smirks at Nina. You've been wanting to fuck someone's face for more than just today.

 

[Nina327]

Smirks at Nina. You've been wanting to fuck someone's face for more than just today.

I know this...


I just know he's good at it so that makes the desire a bit more intense.

BUT today was a bit of a family style day so..... that wasnt effing happening.

 

[Noon_Shadow]

I know this...


I just know he's good at it so that makes the desire a bit more intense.

BUT today was a bit of a family style day so..... that wasnt effing happening.

What? Face-sitting? It's good clean fun, fine for the whole family. Smirks.

 

[Nina327]

What? Face-sitting? It's good clean fun, fine for the whole family. Smirks.

eww, no.

 

[SiaKlynn]

ICT I said those three words too soon, but damn it, I meant them even if I was a little drunk. Thankfully he's man enough to accept my confession and respect my feelings and not run the other way and oddly has been more attentive.

 

[Miss_Vivi]

ICT I said those three words too soon, but damn it, I meant them even if I was a little drunk. Thankfully he's man enough to accept my confession and respect my feelings and not run the other way and oddly has been more attentive.

Been there!
More than once. So I totally feel you, chica.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Been there!
More than once. So I totally feel you, chica.

I've never said it first, I've always been too cowardly and you know what pushed me over the edge aside from a few drinks? He brought me orange slices... I fucking love those candies and he knows it, so I told him and expected nothing in return. He's taken it in stride and hasn't missed a beat. He's a good one.

 

[Miss_Vivi]

I've never said it first, I've always been too cowardly and you know what pushed me over the edge aside from a few drinks? He brought me orange slices... I fucking love those candies and he knows it, so I told him and expected nothing in return. He's taken it in stride and hasn't missed a beat. He's a good one.

That's so fabulous doll. It really is.
And those orange candies are super awesome.

For me, it's like a teasing thing. I say those words with my friends all the time, so saying it just becomes this natural thing.. until I'm talking to the one person I haven't said it too.. and then I do.. and I can't tell if it's me playing or being silly or what, and then... one day.. they said it back and it became this...oh.wow. moment.

Totally shut me up.
Which is like a magic trick.