The "Fuck you cancer!" thread

[Apple_of_Eden]

Thanks Apple...I agree life is short and we should enjoy each and every day to the fullest. This is what causes me to push myself even on "bad" days to just go and do...My children are grown but they are my life and they keep me young...lol.

I am so sorry to hear that this cellfucker is winning again and I will keep your friend in my prayers...

Sorry that you hurt again sweet girl...You can always pm me if you need to talk or vent...or anything else...
Stay strong my friend.

Thank you cmslt. It never seems to stop, does it? You keep fighting my friend. Get up every day and don't let it take anything else from you. pm to follow. (((hugs)))

No even going to go there... You've made my dad into a shell of a man I fucking HATE you.. I want my dad back

Fuck fuck fuck argghh

G X

I understand your anger, hurt, and pain. I have the same. This month, will be the tenth anniversary of my Dad's death. It feels like a few days ago. The pain and loss never leaves you. It may scar over some, but it is always felt. I recently read that the "pain" we feel is the cost of loving someone so much or so deeply. If so, I will be in pain the rest of my life.

My thoughts and prayers are being sent that you will find ways to cope and to move forward. My best to you.

My sweet wonderful friends.
For all the ones that are affected by the Big C, hugs and all my love.
I have been doing so great, till horrible pain started a few days ago. The left breast side is so painful, under my arm, under my breast. Its to the point that i m in pain every breath i take. So this afternoon, a talk with my breast surgeon and oncologist.
I so hope its chronic pain from the surgeries, chemo, radiation. But honestly for the first time I m scarred to death....just hoping I m wrong.
Right now my positive thoughts are far away, and thats so not me.
Writing this helps, because I know that so many of you are far worse off than me.
I know one thing, FYC, what ever happens I won't ever stop fighting YOU.
You won't get me, you won't get me down, I will keep silly, and loving life, whatever is in store for me.

sweet emmy, I'm praying for you right now. I hope you receive the best news possible. Stay positive and be strong...FIGHT!

I recently spoke of my friend who had told me, "The home team is losing and cancer is winning this game." What I didn't say, is he is one of our Litsters. He was one of the first friends I made here and has been a chat friend since the beginning. I'm very worried because I haven't heard from him and sent several messages. He started Hospice a few days ago. I pray he is in comfort and not pain. I hate not knowing. Please send your thoughts, your positive energy, your prayers, etc...for him to be free from all that pains him.

The not knowing is painfully sad.

Love and strength to everyone.
Apple

 

[cookiecat]

EDITED:

I received horribly sad news today. Cancer is winning it's battle with a friend of mine. I hurt for him. I truly hurt...again...or still...or more.

Lit is like a band aid at these times.

It's good you can come here, put on the band aid and find temporary relief.

<snip>
I so hope its chronic pain from the surgeries, chemo, radiation. But honestly for the first time I m scarred to death....just hoping I m wrong.
Right now my positive thoughts are far away, and thats so not me.
Writing this helps, because I know that so many of you are far worse off than me.
I know one thing, FYC, what ever happens I won't ever stop fighting YOU.
You won't get me, you won't get me down, I will keep silly, and loving life, whatever is in store for me.

emmy - I don't know you other than your posts here -- wishing you more strength and silly times.

No even going to go there... You've made my dad into a shell of a man I fucking HATE you.. I want my dad back

Fuck fuck fuck argghh

G X

Much love and many blessings.

 

[Farawyn]

I'm sorry to cross post this from the PG

Penuche.


http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?t=1420422

 

[scotluvsoral]

Penuche.


http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?t=1420422

Thanks for posting it...was unawarwe. Sorry for her passing! FYC

 

[LucyBee01]

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*What a perfect summary "TheOldWidow" has shared. It is what it is and it can always be worse. NEVER doubt that. I've had the thought "it can't get worse" and I've been proved VERY wrong!

cookie, cumslt, Elle, Lucy, and everyone,

Be strong, stay strong, and live for the moment...it's all we really have. There are no promises of tomorrow. There are no promises of later. We have now and that needs to be the best now we can make it. Embrace what it brings, as TheOldWidow said, "rejoice in the good."

I received horribly sad news today. Cancer is winning it's battle with a friend of mine. I hurt for him. I truly hurt...again...or still...or more.

Lit is like a band aid at these times.

These are helpful words, thank you
I will try. Living in the present as much as I can. It does help.

Sorry to hear about your friend Apple. My thoughts and prayers for them. And for you.

 

[Bramblethorn]

Family member just got the all-clear after a cancer scare - there was a nasty-looking shadow on an x-ray but pathology came up negative. Looks like it was a false alarm. Or maybe concerted swearing drove the bastard off.

*phew*

 

[scotluvsoral]

Family member just got the all-clear after a cancer scare - there was a nasty-looking shadow on an x-ray but pathology came up negative. Looks like it was a false alarm. Or maybe concerted swearing drove the bastard off.

*phew*

Whatever the reason (and I, for one, hope it is the concerted swearing) CONGRATULATIONS!!!! FYC!!!

 

[cmslt2326]

Family member just got the all-clear after a cancer scare - there was a nasty-looking shadow on an x-ray but pathology came up negative. Looks like it was a false alarm. Or maybe concerted swearing drove the bastard off.

*phew*

Yayyy!! Love to hear when the results are negative for this nasty disease.

Concerted swearing...Hmmm...may have to try that one if it works out so well...lol

 

[cmslt2326]

Just got out of the hospital from an infection...I absolutely hate the damage done to my immune system and body from the chemo/radiation that was necessary to kill the cancer and I keep waiting for my new normal to be even somewhat normal. FUCK YOU CANCER!

 

[scotluvsoral]

Just got out of the hospital from an infection...I absolutely hate the damage done to my immune system and body from the chemo/radiation that was necessary to kill the cancer and I keep waiting for my new normal to be even somewhat normal. FUCK YOU CANCER!

That sucks kiddo!!! So sorry you have to deal with all that, after having to deal with all the cancer!!! *huge hug* FUCK YOU CANCER!!!!

 

[emmy_christina]

Just got out of the hospital from an infection...I absolutely hate the damage done to my immune system and body from the chemo/radiation that was necessary to kill the cancer and I keep waiting for my new normal to be even somewhat normal. FUCK YOU CANCER!

I m so sorry sweets. Hope you will feel better soon.
Its indeed F*** YOU CANCER.
I just got the all clear from an infection to.
Loads of hugs,

 

[need_2_cum]

Fuck.

Just got out of the hospital from an infection...I absolutely hate the damage done to my immune system and body from the chemo/radiation that was necessary to kill the cancer and I keep waiting for my new normal to be even somewhat normal. FUCK YOU CANCER!

Fuck you cancer...damn you...screw you...hate you...fuck you ! Sorry for your latest crap . Hope you heal & rest well.

 

[cmslt2326]

That sucks kiddo!!! So sorry you have to deal with all that, after having to deal with all the cancer!!! *huge hug* FUCK YOU CANCER!!!!

Thank you sweetheart...Hope you are continuing to do well after your heart problems...huge hugs back at you!

 

[cmslt2326]

Fuck you cancer...damn you...screw you...hate you...fuck you ! Sorry for your latest crap . Hope you heal & rest well.

Thanks Babe...you always make me smile and your cancer rant was just what I needed to do that. This too shall pass Need_2cum but I appreciate the well wishes.

 

[cmslt2326]

I m so sorry sweets. Hope you will feel better soon.
Its indeed F*** YOU CANCER.
I just got the all clear from an infection to.
Loads of hugs,

Thank you emmy...I know you have fought for so long and I am happy you are feeling a bit better. I am still praying for you and sending huge hugs.

 

[GoAztecs]

Just got out of the hospital from an infection...I absolutely hate the damage done to my immune system and body from the chemo/radiation that was necessary to kill the cancer and I keep waiting for my new normal to be even somewhat normal. FUCK YOU CANCER!

Sorry to hear this.

Cancer is the gift that keeps on giving. Went to a recent breathing test and my results were lower than my test before. The chemo definitely did enough damage to my lungs. I think the worst part is the concern in the doctor's face, the uncertainty of what will happen. My oncologist doesn't seem to be concerned, and doesn't want me to go through more scans since I'm in remission.

The other thing is frustrating is comments from people that haven't experienced cancer. Had a neighbor approach me at a party the other night and she lectures me that if I didn't do chemotherapy, I wouldn't have had these lung issues. She kept preaching natural care (which is fine if you want to go that route), but I wanted to listen to my oncologist on his plan when my % for survival was minimal. I'd still take that route again if I had to, knowing the side effect.

 

[scotluvsoral]

Sorry to hear this.

Cancer is the gift that keeps on giving. Went to a recent breathing test and my results were lower than my test before. The chemo definitely did enough damage to my lungs. I think the worst part is the concern in the doctor's face, the uncertainty of what will happen. My oncologist doesn't seem to be concerned, and doesn't want me to go through more scans since I'm in remission.

The other thing is frustrating is comments from people that haven't experienced cancer. Had a neighbor approach me at a party the other night and she lectures me that if I didn't do chemotherapy, I wouldn't have had these lung issues. She kept preaching natural care (which is fine if you want to go that route), but I wanted to listen to my oncologist on his plan when my % for survival was minimal. I'd still take that route again if I had to, knowing the side effect.

My sister (breast cancer survivor) had someone telling her, about a year ago that she should no longer be experiencing any chemo brain issues and it that she should be doing some new wave after recovery group...but the person had no personal experience with cancer, chemo or the group in question!!! *LOL* Whatever keeps us going in the right direction, whatever keeps hope alive, whatever we think will help us...that is what I support for each of us. The battle is tough enough without having to overcome the unsolicited obstructions from well meaning but often misinformed people. Glad your remission is intact!!! FUCK YOU CANCER!!!

 

[ForestFlame]

My sister first battled breast cancer and is now clear and has just had a hysterectomy to stop her cervical cancer returning. My admiration for anyone fighting cancer and for those that support anyone going through it. It's a very long and hard road and shows how much strength you all have. Bless you all xx

 

[midwestyankee]

Just got out of the hospital from an infection...I absolutely hate the damage done to my immune system and body from the chemo/radiation that was necessary to kill the cancer and I keep waiting for my new normal to be even somewhat normal. FUCK YOU CANCER!

Sorry to be late to the party, but I want to add my voice here. The long-term after-effects of treatment for cancer have damaged my life more than the original disease did, and I think this is not uncommon among survivors. I'm sorry that you are so much more susceptible to infections now. I don't have that particular after-effect, so I can only imagine how terrifying it must be to live with the knowledge of that bodily weakness. My goes out to you on this.

 

[emmy_christina]

My sister first battled breast cancer and is now clear and has just had a hysterectomy to stop her cervical cancer returning. My admiration for anyone fighting cancer and for those that support anyone going through it. It's a very long and hard road and shows how much strength you all have. Bless you all xx

Sending positive thoughts to your sister sweetie. And she is blessed having you.
I so have been blessed for the support of my many LIT friends here.
And thank you for the blessing, its still indeed F*** you Cancer.

 

[ForestFlame]

Sending positive thoughts to your sister sweetie. And she is blessed having you.
I so have been blessed for the support of my many LIT friends here.
And thank you for the blessing, its still indeed F*** you Cancer.

 

[Farawyn]

Sorry to hear this.

Cancer is the gift that keeps on giving. Went to a recent breathing test and my results were lower than my test before. The chemo definitely did enough damage to my lungs. I think the worst part is the concern in the doctor's face, the uncertainty of what will happen. My oncologist doesn't seem to be concerned, and doesn't want me to go through more scans since I'm in remission.

The other thing is frustrating is comments from people that haven't experienced cancer. Had a neighbor approach me at a party the other night and she lectures me that if I didn't do chemotherapy, I wouldn't have had these lung issues. She kept preaching natural care (which is fine if you want to go that route), but I wanted to listen to my oncologist on his plan when my % for survival was minimal. I'd still take that route again if I had to, knowing the side effect.

So that's where you've been.

 

[emmy_christina]

Sorry to hear this.

Cancer is the gift that keeps on giving. Went to a recent breathing test and my results were lower than my test before. The chemo definitely did enough damage to my lungs. I think the worst part is the concern in the doctor's face, the uncertainty of what will happen. My oncologist doesn't seem to be concerned, and doesn't want me to go through more scans since I'm in remission.

The other thing is frustrating is comments from people that haven't experienced cancer. Had a neighbor approach me at a party the other night and she lectures me that if I didn't do chemotherapy, I wouldn't have had these lung issues. She kept preaching natural care (which is fine if you want to go that route), but I wanted to listen to my oncologist on his plan when my % for survival was minimal. I'd still take that route again if I had to, knowing the side effect.

I do hope your breathing will get better. The chemo that I had for my breast cancer did a number on my bones. There days that I hardly can move, the worst part are my hands, and fingers. My oncologist is not worried that much, she thinks its from the meds I have to take for 5 years to keep the cancer away. Letrozole. But to be on the safe side ( 4 of the 8 chemo's I had can give you bone cancer) I had tests. Results Friday. But just like you, if I have to go the chemo / radiation road again I would do it in a heartbeat. There is healthy living what I have been doing all my life, but it for sure doesn't cure cancer. I wish you well sweetie, and F*** you cancer.

 

[emmy_christina]

Back at you sweetie, and thank you.

 

[GoAztecs]

My sister (breast cancer survivor) had someone telling her, about a year ago that she should no longer be experiencing any chemo brain issues and it that she should be doing some new wave after recovery group...but the person had no personal experience with cancer, chemo or the group in question!!! *LOL* Whatever keeps us going in the right direction, whatever keeps hope alive, whatever we think will help us...that is what I support for each of us. The battle is tough enough without having to overcome the unsolicited obstructions from well meaning but often misinformed people. Glad your remission is intact!!! FUCK YOU CANCER!!!

Thank you and I agree