Sweetp4u
Mischief Maker
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- Aug 22, 2001
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Brandi
There is a flush in my face, I can feel it heating up. The questions are beyond inappropriate and the way you look at me tells me so much more than I thought possible at my age. You are far too young for me! Aren’t you? You shouldn’t be looking at me like this, and I shouldn’t be imagining you naked over me, wondering what your kiss tastes like either.
“I .. Uh..” A swallow of nervousness… or is it heat? It is hard to ascertain which I feel the most. Being in this small space with you, knowing how wrong all this is and where it seems to be leading in to, is insane! Dangerous. Fuck… You are making me crave things I shouldn’t be. I can imagine your hands on me, gliding over my body so long since ignored. No doubt I’d be a mess in seconds of another’s touch… No, of your touch. You are far too sexy to look at me like that.
If you could read my mind, see my thoughts.. How would you react? Your eyes and smirk tell me you’d know just what to do and do it. The way you speak of women, it has goose bumps covering my arms, tightening my nipples even harder. What would everyone think?!
Why do I care? At this point in my life, what others thing of me shouldn’t matter. Picturing holding you down as I simply take what I want.. Imagine what the spouse would think if he knew what I was thinking, how would he react if he walked in on that?! Revenge is best served cold, isn’t it? I don’t feel a fucking ounce of cold right now. Shit….
“All..” I say and turn away just as Mikey gurgles a sound from the back seat and never ever has an interruption felt both unwelcomed and welcomed at the same time. A swift subject change, “Look who’s awake..” a smile, almost apologetic meets your eyes before I open the door and hop out. The cool parking garage air feels refreshing, a healthy reality check, the sensual bubble has been broken. I feel it’s loss almost immediately, a sadness comes from it but I am good at masking my feelings and thoughts, had to get good at that one. So the smile is back and the energy is shifting into a zoo visit instead of the lewd thoughts of riding you.
“I’ll change him if you want to get the stroller ready.” The subject sounds so wrong but what else can I do? Certainly NOT do what’s on my mind here in the garage with my kid in the car. Pulling the baby out of the car seat, to the back of the SUV and opening up the back, I wait until you’ve fished out the stroller, lay Mikey down and change him. I can’t look at you but I feel you just behind my bent body. Watching? Waiting? Are your eyes raking over my bent ass? I want to think you aren’t and the darker side hopes you are.
Fuck! This is so wrong! I need to get control of myself, I thought the shower had helped but it hasn’t. Too damned long ignored and it’s threatening to consume me. I feel like I am drowning a bit here, flushing, thinking dirty thoughts, imagining things I shouldn’t. I just need to get through this zoo visit and probably another round or two of orgasms to regain some self-control here. Helping get the baby into the car seat, we lock up the car and head in.
There is a flush in my face, I can feel it heating up. The questions are beyond inappropriate and the way you look at me tells me so much more than I thought possible at my age. You are far too young for me! Aren’t you? You shouldn’t be looking at me like this, and I shouldn’t be imagining you naked over me, wondering what your kiss tastes like either.
“I .. Uh..” A swallow of nervousness… or is it heat? It is hard to ascertain which I feel the most. Being in this small space with you, knowing how wrong all this is and where it seems to be leading in to, is insane! Dangerous. Fuck… You are making me crave things I shouldn’t be. I can imagine your hands on me, gliding over my body so long since ignored. No doubt I’d be a mess in seconds of another’s touch… No, of your touch. You are far too sexy to look at me like that.
If you could read my mind, see my thoughts.. How would you react? Your eyes and smirk tell me you’d know just what to do and do it. The way you speak of women, it has goose bumps covering my arms, tightening my nipples even harder. What would everyone think?!
Why do I care? At this point in my life, what others thing of me shouldn’t matter. Picturing holding you down as I simply take what I want.. Imagine what the spouse would think if he knew what I was thinking, how would he react if he walked in on that?! Revenge is best served cold, isn’t it? I don’t feel a fucking ounce of cold right now. Shit….
“All..” I say and turn away just as Mikey gurgles a sound from the back seat and never ever has an interruption felt both unwelcomed and welcomed at the same time. A swift subject change, “Look who’s awake..” a smile, almost apologetic meets your eyes before I open the door and hop out. The cool parking garage air feels refreshing, a healthy reality check, the sensual bubble has been broken. I feel it’s loss almost immediately, a sadness comes from it but I am good at masking my feelings and thoughts, had to get good at that one. So the smile is back and the energy is shifting into a zoo visit instead of the lewd thoughts of riding you.
“I’ll change him if you want to get the stroller ready.” The subject sounds so wrong but what else can I do? Certainly NOT do what’s on my mind here in the garage with my kid in the car. Pulling the baby out of the car seat, to the back of the SUV and opening up the back, I wait until you’ve fished out the stroller, lay Mikey down and change him. I can’t look at you but I feel you just behind my bent body. Watching? Waiting? Are your eyes raking over my bent ass? I want to think you aren’t and the darker side hopes you are.
Fuck! This is so wrong! I need to get control of myself, I thought the shower had helped but it hasn’t. Too damned long ignored and it’s threatening to consume me. I feel like I am drowning a bit here, flushing, thinking dirty thoughts, imagining things I shouldn’t. I just need to get through this zoo visit and probably another round or two of orgasms to regain some self-control here. Helping get the baby into the car seat, we lock up the car and head in.