The Inferno Room ( OOC and IC Hangout)

[LoganDarkHolme]

evening freak,

*slides his weary body onto a bar stool and sighs softly*

 

[Nightfreak]

Just workin on some ideas. I'm thinking of doing short stories when my rp's are slow. I have a few ideas and it would be a challenge for me to write something like that.

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

*tips his glass*

good luck, just had someone PM me about wanting to write with me, so im talkin to her

 

[Nightfreak]

Good luck with that I have one where I'm gonna write female and another I may write a f/f thread.

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

*refills his glass with Black Label*

cool

 

[Nightfreak]

What's the point and the only way for me to fully explore the depth of my writing it to knock down boundaries and go places that I have been afriad to.

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

easily understandable, to say the least ive slowly been doing the same thing else where on other sites and genre's

 

[Nightfreak]

I find it fun to write outside of my comfort zone.... It makes me think and keeps my mind busy..

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

*nods gently and takes a drink*

 

[Nightfreak]

Yeap... But we shall see what happens. I may start a tread up for my shorts. Not sure yet. I have some bdsm ideas that would probably never be in a thread so I will use them there I think.

 

[Nightfreak]

My random thought for the day.....

Even when your told something is gonna happen why does it still hit you hard almost like you did not expect it too....

 

[Perplexia]

My random thought for the day.....

Even when your told something is gonna happen why does it still hit you hard almost like you did not expect it too....

Hugs you tightly. Sorry for you loss.

 

[Nightfreak]

Hugs you tightly. Sorry for you loss.

Thank you hun....

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

*slaps freak on the back and pulls him into a hug before pulling away*

 

[Nightfreak]

Just a little something I felt that I needed to write today....Enjoy it I know it may not have a place here but. Its a piece of my life I wanted to share.



They thought...

When I carried you home I was the happiest man in the world. Watching you grow up before my eyes. But then something was different. Something that I wanted to ignore or think it was just a phase. So I did what any man would do surround you with my love and search for answers.

I remember the day when I went home to hear the curse that would be your life. A new job should have been a day of celebration. Not this day, it was filled with tears and hours of research on what we could expect.

As the days turned to months I longed to hear your voice. But it fell silent I could see the fire inside of you. You wanting to but just not able to. They thought you would never speak. Being told that was so hard for me. There was days that passed that I held you on my lap repeating myself like a record that is skipping just to encourage you.

Nights filled with heart break and heart ache filled with hate who would have cursed the one that I loved so dearly with such a curse. But like a switch one day I came home and heard those first words. I cried spinning you around as I held you in the air. So happy the best gift that I could ever have had.

As one word turned to many I had hope. For the first time since I heard the fate that would be your life. I knew what needed to be done I would have to be the father that I never had and more. So I did hours of flash cards teaching you new words.

Watching you go off to school and getting you off the bus. Seeing more and more growth in you. Hearing you quote full episodes of cartoons was hard but you was talking and that was something they thought would never happen.

Along with the milestones there was setbacks. But nothing we could not over come as the years clicked away and you gotten bigger. I learned that the small things was just important as the big ones.

As your kindergaden year came to a close we got the call..They wanted to place you in a normal class. I was furious not thinking that you was ready. Having more doubt than a man should ever have. But you proved me wrong so very wrong.

As every night we sit at the table and do homework I watch that mind expand and grow. Watching you fly through math it amazed me how smart you have become. From not being able to talk, thinking you would never say a word to watching you read me a story. The first time I had to walk away and cry. I never thought that day would happen. I should have never doubted you.

Aside from the other treats of your gift I now call it. Watching you change your clothes to match whats on tv. Mind you that can be quiet annoying when it comes to me doing the laundry but I did not care. You was happy. To watching you surf the net next to me like someone who done it for years. It amazed me, you amaze me. Every day I see more, even when you now sing Kesha and love to hear the song about the train ( Folsem Prison Blues) and our song we play every day. To look in the mirror and watch you dance to Down Rodeo. It just fasinates me how far you came in such little time...

They thought you would never speak....Now I never wanna hear you silent.

 

[Nightfreak]

Walking in from the cold he strips off his jacket throwing it on a bar stool as he makes his way to the fireplace. Rubbing his hands together warming them up he sits down in his recliner. Pulling out his pen and paper that sits next to him he stares at it. Thoughts in his head but how to place them on the page. Such a horrible day filled with ups and downs he wonders if his thoughts would be worth the effort to the page. So many emotions have plagued his today. All fuel to write in his mind. So he turns on the radio and begins to loose himself in his writing.

 

[Nightfreak]

Deleted....

 

[Nightfreak]

Wonders into his home away from home. Sitting in his chair he takes a deep breath. Glad that the long day is done. And it's now time to relax.

 

[DeevaLicious]

grins Food for thought.........

This made me think of you. I wonder.. just how long... you would last, me sucking fruity goodness from your cock? Would you hold back long enough for me to suck every little bit... ? winks

 

[Nightfreak]

grins Food for thought.........

This made me think of you. I wonder.. just how long... you would last, me sucking fruity goodness from your cock? Would you hold back long enough for me to suck every little bit... ? winks

Oh I think i would die trying to hold back babes.

 

[xOxCherryxOx]

grins Food for thought.........

This made me think of you. I wonder.. just how long... you would last, me sucking fruity goodness from your cock? Would you hold back long enough for me to suck every little bit... ? winks

peeks and whispers

I think, if he doesn't last til every bit is gone, he should be punished... harshly. nods, giggling

 

[Nightfreak]

peeks and whispers

I think, if he doesn't last til every bit is gone, he should be punished... harshly. nods, giggling

Well that may be just as good as holding off for her to get the last of it.

 

[DeevaLicious]

Oh I think i would die trying to hold back babes.

Sweetests of deaths though right? With your cock between my soft lips...

peeks and whispers

I think, if he doesn't last til every bit is gone, he should be punished... harshly. nods, giggling

agreed....

Perhaps restraint is in order. Tied to the wall... can't have him able to thrust or yank my hair.......... no... I think he shouldn't be allowed movement at all.

 

[Nightfreak]

Sweetests of deaths though right? With your cock between my soft lips...

agreed....

Perhaps restraint is in order. Tied to the wall... can't have him able to thrust or yank my hair.......... no... I think he shouldn't be allowed movement at all.

Humm.....that would be great.... I could enjoy being helpless.

 

[xOxCherryxOx]

Well that may be just as good as holding off for her to get the last of it.

slutty boy..

Sweetests of deaths though right? With your cock between my soft lips...

agreed....

Perhaps restraint is in order. Tied to the wall... can't have him able to thrust or yank my hair.......... no... I think he shouldn't be allowed movement at all.

nods

Don't let him move at all. Look at him. He's a bad.. slutty.. greedy.. fuck toy.