There be sadness in here....

[Shankara20]

I'm sorry you're feeling so melancholy.

Thanks - I am much better this morning. It is uplifting to see that there are folks around working to help find ways to keep a bit of one's kink while growing older.

's & 's to everyone....



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[Kailey_86]

Shankara, i'm so sorry you are feeling this way. i hope you can shake the feeling soon. i am sending lots of big warm hugs.

i definately think it would be a good idea to talk to your family about your needs. They might not have wanted to hear about it before but i'm sure they want you to be happy so they wouldn't mind hearing about it so much now. At least you can hope that it will be this way. Good luck.

***BIG HUG***​

 

[h_i_s]

...............Longing for just a hug welled up - as did fear.

...................., but I can see the day once again I will be unable to give free expression to who I am in the place I live.

i've been there. You need to get off the computer and get out....... (if you can... i can't say i am up on what any given person's circumstances are here on the boards these days... if i ever could have... but i'd get out more.... if you are capable of doing so...... even a walk around the local mall, or join a club or something... walk in the park... something.... anything to get out to mingle with other people.... no local munches and stuff there?!??)

As far as getting old goes.... who the hell says you CAN'T wear your frilly panties and give free expression to who you are???!? Hell.... the only person who will ever tell me what i can and can not do is my Master. It won't be some snooty ass prude of a nurse or orderly at a nursing home.... that's certain. my kids better hope i die before that happens... because i am promising to be nothing but trouble for anyone who ever tries to stifle my expression with all that i went through to come out. i'm out. Someone better pray for whoever tries to put me back IN hiding.

Don't worry Shank. And if anyone tries to stifle you.... piss on them. Literally......

 

[graceanne]

Don't worry Shank. And if anyone tries to stifle you.... piss on them. Literally......

*spew*

 

[h_i_s]

P.S. About 25 years ago... i worked in local nursing homes as a nurse's aid.
We were always finding some of the residents in the beds of others. Sometimes we found a woman in bed with a man... sometimes it was a man who had crawled in between the sheets of a woman.
As long as all parties seemed happy and willing etc ect....... We just turned the other way and pretended not to notice. i was not as open minded back then.. was much younger, and even though the thought of old people getting it on kind of icked me out......... i was relieved back then to know that even as old as they were... they still had needs and were seemingly capable of getting them forfilled. Gave me hope for my own 'older years'.
getting older doesn't HAVE to equal not getting any (however you describe your 'any') anymore.

 

[h_i_s]

*spew*

passes graceanne the squeegie for her monitor.....

Ayy... i aint the innocent newb i used to be graceanne. i have LEARNED to like watersports. lol

 

[graceanne]

passes graceanne the squeegie for her monitor.....

Ayy... i aint the innocent newb i used to be graceanne. i have LEARNED to like watersports. lol

*finishes cleaning off monitor*

Thanks sinn.

 

[Kajira Callista]

If it wasn't snowing I would get in my car and drive there just to pet you shankie.

 

[h_i_s]

If it wasn't snowing I would get in my car and drive there just to pet you shankie.

i'm not allowed to... but if i were, i'd say screw the snow and drive us both there anyway. ... and i don't even know where there IS

hell, maybe even pick up graceanne on the way.

P.S. Something of my memory is telling me UK or Netherlands or the likes...... good thing i live by the river.... may have to borrow a boat in either case.

 

[graceanne]

i'm not allowed to... but if i were, i'd say screw the snow and drive us both there anyway. ... and i don't even know where there IS

hell, maybe even pick up graceanne on the way.

 

[h_i_s]

i'll kick in for gas.. you just bring the cookies and bon bons... chocolate?? Whatever you got is fine.....

 

[Kajira Callista]

i'm not allowed to... but if i were, i'd say screw the snow and drive us both there anyway. ... and i don't even know where there IS

hell, maybe even pick up graceanne on the way.

P.S. Something of my memory is telling me UK or Netherlands or the likes...... good thing i live by the river.... may have to borrow a boat in either case.

grace is out of the way but i think you are north of me. we might as well go up to canada and pick up snowy....and bronn (purrrr)... if we are goin for grace im sure there are a few people we will be passing on the way, or they could all meet us at graces house or something............

 

[graceanne]

grace is out of the way but i think you are north of me. we might as well go up to canada and pick up snowy....and bronn (purrrr)... if we are goin for grace im sure there are a few people we will be passing on the way, or they could all meet us at graces house or something............

Snowy and bronn are in arizona at the moment. (They go to school there.) But bluekat's in canada. And over here is chicklet and kierae.

 

[h_i_s]

We could just travel as a pack of hitchhikers too

i think we'd better map this out...

i think i may be the northern-most of us all....
unless ... ok.. show of hands? declarations of locations?
Anticipated destination at least? i am willing to drive or paddle (NOT that type of psddle though, i don't top.. it doesn't do anything for me).... but i don't know where Shank lives lololol

Massachuuuuusetttttttttts here.
Who is next closest?

 

[Shankara20]

I just put the tea kettle on. We can all have a hug party here is Kansas. The door is unlocked, just let yourselves right on in. I'm the one in the pink lace nightgown getting the snacks in the kitchen...

 

[Kailey_86]

Hey, can you pick me up along the way? i'm in Vermont. i would love to join the party....and i love tea. i'll bring some cookies to go along with it or does someone else have that covered?

 

[lil_slave_rose]

::::Hugs::::: awww Shankie, i'm know i'm a bit late posting ,as i've been busy but wanted You to know You are not alone and i know how lonely living alone can be, luckily i have my kids and my 5 year old gives the best hugs ever, having Master here this last week has been wonderful, but now i'm back down to being alone, in my house, without His arms around me, and the loneliness is creeping in once again. glad to read that you were feeling better about things in the morning here's another ::::Hug:::: for you

 

[Cheshire D]

*gives hug*

I'm in Wyoming, anyone want to swing by?

 

[the captians wench]

Don't forget a stop in Ohya too.

 

[h_i_s]

Hey, can you pick me up along the way? i'm in Vermont. i would love to join the party....and i love tea. i'll bring some cookies to go along with it or does someone else have that covered?

ok... you are north of me. You pick me up please......ok now who is next on the way south of here?? Or should we just swing past kansas and grab whoever is west or south of there... hell, or north of there....

i always wanted to go to kansas. i have a couple of picnic baskets. i need some pretty lil' red sparkly shoes.... and a scruffy lil' toto poochie....
i love tea too.... and honey, lots of sticky sweet honey.............. yummmm

Hang in there Shankara. i been where you are... i know it's a tuff place to be but you are not alone.... not really.

 

[h_i_s]

Don't forget a stop in Ohya too.

Uh oh... i don't even know where that is........

 

[the captians wench]

Uh oh... i don't even know where that is........

Well then meet me in ohio. *giggles*

 

[Kajira Callista]

Uh oh... i don't even know where that is........

PA so im the next stop. ohio is next door to me.

 

[intothewoods]

Have you read The Night Listener, by Armistead Maupin (he wrote Tales of the City)? The main character is this famous gay writer in San Francisco, who has just been dumped by his much younger boyfriend. As he's walking around the Castro, newly single and getting on in years, he's wondering if he'll ever meet someone again, and whether he even fits into the Castro scene anymore.

If you haven't read it, you might enjoy it. Take care.

p.s. I just got the same thigh highs you're wearing in your pic, but in black.

 

[Shankara20]

Have you read The Night Listener, by Armistead Maupin (he wrote Tales of the City)? The main character is this famous gay writer in San Francisco, who has just been dumped by his much younger boyfriend. As he's walking around the Castro, newly single and getting on in years, he's wondering if he'll ever meet someone again, and whether he even fits into the Castro scene anymore.

If you haven't read it, you might enjoy it. Take care.

p.s. I just got the same thigh highs you're wearing in your pic, but in black.

Thanks for the recommendation. I like Maupin, lived close to the Castro at one time, and am getting on in years - I've more than enough bases covered. After the tea party I'll look for the book.

I love thigh highs, and the garters, and the panties, and the...