Awww. That’s not what I mean. It was hot AF. It just made me think of knives.
I’ve never been scissored.
the anticipation of what's coming next... love itIt's that last one. And something about the word present.
but it was the first time in literally 9 years I wasnt stopped for additional screening. 
♡ thank you, Sally♡ yeah. I won the lottery.
Another one is that I wear a plug pretty much constantly except at bedtime or when I'm exercising now... that includes during travel.
I was really really antsy the first time I had to go through airport security with it.
His reply: honey that isnt a coincidence. #1 you read more relaxed ( have to be to not feel discomfort) #2 how many nefarious folks do YOU think walk in with a buttplug? Not too many.
I dunno if he is right or not but it made me laugh!
So ... going through airport security with sex toys in by bag and on my person. Shit if they had had to pull everything out of my bag for a search I'd have died on the spot.
This. The group, the blindfold, everything about it.
♡ thank you, Sally♡ yeah. I won the lottery.
Another one is that I wear a plug pretty much constantly except at bedtime or when I'm exercising now... that includes during travel.
I was really really antsy the first time I had to go through airport security with it.
His reply: honey that isnt a coincidence. #1 you read more relaxed ( have to be to not feel discomfort) #2 how many nefarious folks do YOU think walk in with a buttplug? Not too many.
I dunno if he is right or not but it made me laugh!
So ... going through airport security with sex toys in by bag and on my person. Shit if they had had to pull everything out of my bag for a search I'd have died on the spot.
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oh wow Sally... yeah...I regularly worry about my phone. There is NOTHING that can send me through the roof quicker than not being able to put my hands on it and know it is safe. **shudders* There is sooooooo much on that sucker holy shit. LOL.
I know I know about remote wipe with google... but it still scares the crap outta me. Looking forward to the summer when I get a much more secure one. *nods*
Alright I'ma bite the bullet. I'm trying to come to grips with the fact that something i long believed would be a hard limit for me (and really did not a damn thing for me) has turned out to be a surefire way to get me going in 3 seconds flat. I don't know what to do with it because I dont understand it. It's one of the things I'm going to be doing some soul searching on this vacation. i hate not understanding myself, so I HAVE to understand this.
:blush: well... so I long said that objectification was a hard limit of mine. I usually equated it to the concept of being used as furniture or some such thing. I've recently had a couple scenes with my Master that revolved around an entirely different form of objectification much more outright sexual. It wasnt the *act* that was sexy as fuck it was the WORDS. Just... fucking hell. At one point i literally thought I was going to flat out lose it in public and I NEVER lose it. Never. I know I was bright red and squirmy to the point i had to not sit sit in the car because I was just so insanely close to cumming from just the words.
So the fact that I get turned on as fuck from objectification makes me incredibly uncomfortable... but I...cant...help...myself.
It's one of those rare things that I actually had to go back like Oliver "please Sir, I want some more!"
You write, you are on Lit, you are into soul searching, and you are surprised that words have great power over you?!
oh wow Sally... yeah...I regularly worry about my phone. There is NOTHING that can send me through the roof quicker than not being able to put my hands on it and know it is safe. **shudders* There is sooooooo much on that sucker holy shit. LOL.
I know I know about remote wipe with google... but it still scares the crap outta me. Looking forward to the summer when I get a much more secure one. *nods*
Alright I'ma bite the bullet. I'm trying to come to grips with the fact that something i long believed would be a hard limit for me (and really did not a damn thing for me) has turned out to be a surefire way to get me going in 3 seconds flat. I don't know what to do with it because I dont understand it. It's one of the things I'm going to be doing some soul searching on this vacation. i hate not understanding myself, so I HAVE to understand this.
:blush: well... so I long said that objectification was a hard limit of mine. I usually equated it to the concept of being used as furniture or some such thing. I've recently had a couple scenes with my Master that revolved around an entirely different form of objectification much more outright sexual. It wasnt the *act* that was sexy as fuck it was the WORDS. Just... fucking hell. At one point i literally thought I was going to flat out lose it in public and I NEVER lose it. Never. I know I was bright red and squirmy to the point i had to not sit sit in the car because I was just so insanely close to cumming from just the words.
So the fact that I get turned on as fuck from objectification makes me incredibly uncomfortable... but I...cant...help...myself.
It's one of those rare things that I actually had to go back like Oliver "please Sir, I want some more!"
I have a hell of an active imagination, so being told that I can actually mentally transfer a lot of the feeling elsewhere. Add levels of "you can't speak, no noises now... a pussy cant talk" and I'm done for. I'm absolutely done for. 
Only it did not
Only it did not
It made clear why it would make most vanilla women uncomfortable, but we are not talking about them, right? For me there are two equally thrilling parts to submission: giving Him complete control over my body, letting him use it for His pleasure any way he wants, and the other part is pain. The second one has nothing to do with this, but the first one... To me there is absolutely no humiliation in hearing what part of me He wants to fuck, when, where, and how.
Are you humiliated when he actually uses your mouth or your ass? I hope not. Then why him talking about it should bring anything but excitement?
