Things you miss.

I miss her.

I miss the rest of my family.

I miss solitude.

I miss not having to explain myself.
 
Her. With a raw ache that doubles me up and winds me like a punch to the gut, bringing me to my knees. Apropos.

Nursing. More specifically, of having a job that matters. I've lost all direction and purpose, all ambition. My degree is now not worth the paper it's printed on. I started living day to day as a coping mechanism and I can't bring myself to stop. I can't plan. I can't make myself think beyond the next day. I'm scared to. I have no clue what I'm going to do with my life.

I miss my life.

Our life.

Her life.

Living.

My dear friend I so understand the hard path you have traveled (hugs). I can't imagine anything more painful then being lost and not being able to find a way out. In my own way I myself have been on a similar journey the past year trying to move forward with my life. There were many times there were those who did more to put out the light then add to it. I honestly would have to say that my stubbornness and pride have helped me fight through the dark times. It has been my experience that when I have been on my knees due to mis-fortune that when things have been at their worst that an opportunity beyond my expectation appears. It is my greatest wish that you too are raised up with the same hope because a person with such depth is indeed special and a treasure.

Best wishes to you
 
Going grocery shopping with someone.
Laughter when I dance to TV theme songs.
Emails all day.
 
I miss the will to really write.

I do it and enjoy it... But I feel the giant WANT to do so is gone.

I'm the exact same way.

Granted I feel that I'm an OK writer, I use to be able to throw out the responses like nothing...

Now....I can't....even....do.....that..........
 
But you can buy a snuggie. Maybe that is what is hampering ya Zy. End hijack.


I miss Lupos. That venue was the shit.
 
I miss the snow, the weird, uncharacteristic attic weather we up until the day after st stephens day. I thought it made the world look beautiful and majestic.
 
I miss having normal internet access and I can't wait til we move house again so I can have that back!!
 
My partners. I miss writing with them. Kids back to school tomorrow so i will get routine going again. X x x
 
(wife) I miss the simplest things that seemed so amazing to you when you were a kid. It was so small a thing, but so big to a child. Like walking in the woods with my uncle to go to a fishing hole that nobody else knew about. Just the walk itlself was great. It's the little things, we seem to get so wrapped up in normal things in life as adults. Fun to capture just a moment of that with my own children, feel like a kid again, care-free.
 
getting enough sleep three days in a row.
being able to update my threads on a daily basis (seriously hindered by lack of sleep)
SOmeone to make me dinner
 
My body before babies. * an honest moment.*

A site I used to go to years back, where I first found my interest in writing.

My old family home out the country.

FD.

Scots Clan before the buggered up the toffee.
 
Sometime I miss the predictability of how my life was before...

Then it all comes flashing back and I realize with clarity that what I am privileged to have now is perfection even on the very worst of my days.

I am a very lucky person indeed. :rose:
 
Bit of an odd one but, Tescos, Sainsburys and Morrisons...I miss British supermarkets, I miss the wealth of choice and the ridiculous prices!

Because it's the time of year for chocolate, I miss Cadbury's too!

And I miss Alana
 

I miss waking up every weekday with a purpose.

I miss the way I could stay up all night doing homework and only get two hours of sleep and feel refreshed.

I miss college; I miss the friends I made there.

I will miss my life here, my hometown... and it breaks my heart to think that in a few months I'll probably never see it again the way it is now... life's changing, places are changing: neighbors are turning to strangers with secrets and... it just... really saddens me.

I really really miss SoulWeaver, too. It's almost been a month since we've spoken to each other: it's like he fell off the face of the earth.
 

I miss waking up every weekday with a purpose.

I miss the way I could stay up all night doing homework and only get two hours of sleep and feel refreshed.

I miss college; I miss the friends I made there.

I will miss my life here, my hometown... and it breaks my heart to think that in a few months I'll probably never see it again the way it is now... life's changing, places are changing: neighbors are turning to strangers with secrets and... it just... really saddens me.

I really really miss SoulWeaver, too. It's almost been a month since we've spoken to each other: it's like he fell off the face of the earth.

I really identify with those first two. I'm not far removed from the college I went to, but plenty of the friends I made have moved on since. It's odd, but as the times change, so do our circles of friends. Lost contacts sometimes return, but even those who remain forgotten are with us in some capacity.

*Offers a big consoling hug, knowing that here in cyber-land it's not much, but something's better than nothing*
 
I miss Jake, my rat terrier, who I had to put to sleep after 17 awesome years of dog life. It was three years ago, but I still see him in every dream I have had since that day, even the one I had last night.
 
I miss the wild unfettered ambitions of youth. When I wanted to be a fighter pilot, a superhero, a cab driver, a cartoonist, a kung Fu movie star, and fly a spaceship. Now my ambitions for my life have cooled off, lowered, become more...realistic and mundane. I miss the days when I thought anything was possible even the spectacular.
 
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