Things You Miss

I miss getting drunk with my buddies and talking about everything and nothing all at once. I miss feeling like I could take on the world. I miss the way summer used to feel; when it signaled an end to tedium and the start of something more enjoyable. I miss swimming at my local pool, even though it wasn't always the most hygienic place. I miss hanging out with my cousins, back when I could actually stand being around them. I miss writing poetry, even though everyone I've ever shown it to has called it "emo". I miss feeling like I had a purpose, feeling like there was more to what I could be than just another cog in the machine.

I think more than that, I miss the time where I could have taken my life in a different direction, but chose this path instead. I wonder what kind of person I'd be if I had made just a few different choices.
 
I miss the opportunity to go another direction in life.. Maybe a different path than the one I chosen.
 
Today's missing list~

Home made sauerbraten

Faith.

The original recipe for Cherry 7 Up.

Being able to eat without worrying about where the weight will land.

Having extra money.

DECENT Thrash Metal/Punk Rock/Sk8 Music

Rap that didn't denigrate women or glorify thugs.
 
My biggest complaint about Rap music too...such a wonderful medium to illuminate living life in america squandered.

I used to love Rap...

and I still listen to certain artists~Nas topping the list. But most of the shite now is just noise to a beat.

I can't stand it.
 
I used to love Rap...

and I still listen to certain artists~Nas topping the list. But most of the shite now is just noise to a beat.

I can't stand it.

Well I don't understand it. I chalk it up to living in two too different worlds. I'm a white guy who grew up in the nice quiet suburbs not the dawg eat dawg 'hood (I misspelled dawg to make it more ghetto:rolleyes:). So alot of what they rap about is lost in translation to me. They're right I don't understand what it is like to grow up in the ghetto and how it effects their point of view. I wish they would try to reach out and enlighten me on the subject though in a way I could understand it.

But if wishes were fishes we all would be eating sushi.:(
 
The thing I miss the most is the person I used to be...I think she ran away!
 
How hot fooling around was before I lost my virginity.

The sharpness of my brain when I was in Uni.

The motivation I had to improve the product I make, before a couple of years of stuff-n-more-stuff-happening made that drive disappear.

The countryside.

Someone's words on my screen.

Being able to lose myself in something effortlessly. Remember how you could play with mud or stare at insects or read a comic book and that's just all there was?
 
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