Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

T: Why do these people constantly have to be around.

F: When the hell will they ever fucking leave forever

D: Fake smiles... And the academy award goes to...
 
LT: Why after all this time am I still amazed at how selfish people can be?
Feeling: Sick to my stomach.
 
LT ~ I hate that word. So much.

Feeling ~ All cried out.

Doing ~ Distracting myself.
 
Feeling

Threads

A love
of words
brought us
together,

and so we
made love
with them.
In words

we gave
ourselves
fully,
to one another

in metaphors
and similes.
You came
to me in pieces,

and I said that I
was broken too.
I held you
back together,

sewn up by lines
of text.
We made
love

in little windows,
and fell in love
over a
line
-----------------break.


Those threads
that ran through
both our hearts
united us through

space.

After then
I could always
feel you,
at times

I still think
I do.
Joined by
those threads

that glow
at night
and ran through
me and you.

We coauthored a life
with unified fingers,
sharing our words,
minds and heart.

Until the threads
all broke,
--------------------------you pulled away
and we both
fell back a
--------------p
-----------------a
--------------------r
-----------------------t.
 
LT: Why does he have to go home tomorrow? 4000 miles is so far, and six hours time difference is so long, and I should be with him always.

F: Crestfallen. Not looking forward to the pain tomorrow. Determined to have our last wonderful day for six months.

D: Not wasting it.
 
LT ~ To camp next month or not to camp...hmmmm....

Feeling ~ Exhausted but hopeful that things are easing up.

Doing ~ Draining the last of my pear cider and contemplating bed. :D
 
LT: Well, it's not too bad, but I did hate the drama attached to it. I just hope I've done the right thing.
 
Thinking: Therapy makes my brain hurt.

Feeling: Strangely upbeat nonetheless.

Doing: Wondering why Brit is upset. :confused:
 
Thinking: People shouldn't use private experiences of mine as weapons to hurt others.

Feeling: Sad

Doing: Wishing there were things I could do to make it right.
 
Thinking: cleaning shouldn't be this hard, moving shouldn't be this hard--nothing should be this hard...

Feeling: lost, alone, melancholic and full of regret.

Doing: trying not to be devoured by myself.
 
Thinking: cleaning shouldn't be this hard, moving shouldn't be this hard--nothing should be this hard...

Feeling: lost, alone, melancholic and full of regret.

Doing: trying not to be devoured by myself.

LT ~ That doesn't sound good. Hoping your day has improved! :rose:

Feeling ~ Tired and frustrated with the weather but definitely looking forward to tomorrow afternoon! :D

Doing ~ Planning to write...something.
 
Feeling tired, beaten up, exhausted...and other words to describe how tired I am right now.

Need to get writing but don't know if I can put two words together to make a sentence.
 
Feeling tired, beaten up, exhausted...and other words to describe how tired I am right now.

Need to get writing but don't know if I can put two words together to make a sentence.
Thinking : Stop this friggin roller coaster RL IMMEDIATELY!

Feeling : mentally exhausted... Physically tired emotionally insane and bored. Can't forget bored.

Doing : Debating more threads
 
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