What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

And breathe...

Only driving home did it hit me what a hard few days it had been. I was trying to gloss over it but fuck. I had to stop on the way home because I needed a good fucking cry.

We all miss my dad but for reasons I won't go into here, I feel like an outsider in grief. It's odd and it hurts.
 
I don't know, 2025 wasn't so bad until November. I'm going into 2026 with trepidation.
And I'm like the total opposite. 2025 sucked. Hard. But since just before Thanksgiving things have started flowing in a better direction.

And 2026 is looking like it might finally be a year where things turn around and go my way for a change. I haven't been this hopeful in a while.
 
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