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I've posted this true story earlier. For me, and I'm pretty sure most guys who think about sucking cock, are trapped by this deep seeded urge to satisfy a very powerful and unexplainable sexual emotions ( submission and lust ). Back in the day if you acted on those emotions you were branded by society's hypocrite's as an evil and maladjusted individual. I did it anyway and found it to be a very pleasant and important part of my sexual being. I love women but as I matured and became more confident with my sexuality I learned to accept the fact I enjoyed being a cocksucker. I also found that the love for both pussie and cock were complementary to me as a sexual being. I also found a non-judgemental woman who accepted my interest as part of my makeup.
Taking a cock in your mouth is an event which just doesn't happen for most of us. It starts first in your mind, right about the first time you're exposed to porn. For me it started when I found myself getting extremely excited watching a woman orally servicing this beautiful cock on the big screen. Excited, not because of a beautiful woman baring it all, for all to see, but because of what was happening to that wonderful penis penetrating her mouth. I was completely consumed with lustful interest at what this woman was doing to this penis. Back in the 70's it was very rare to see a man cum in a porn stars mouth, but I still found what she was doing very arousing, nonetheless. The seed is planted in your mind now and whether you're aware of it or not, you are about to begin an internal struggle which will stay with you for the rest of your adult life. As time goes on, many things will change in your life, you may get married, have a successful career, even have children but one thing will stay the same, when you watch a blowjob scene you will be focused like a laser on the man's penis and not so much on the woman. As time goes on you secretly search porn movies, fast forwarding to the blowjob scenes and as your curiosity builds, watching turns to wanting. As porn became more sophisticated I found myself frequenting porn cinemas watching the movie as well as spying on the clientele. That's when I found out that it wasn't only Amber lynn sucking cock, guys too! It was then that I saw my first blowjob up close and personal. A black man was receiving a blowjob in the restroom from this older white man when I happened upon them. They must have been going at it for a while and made no attempt to cover up so I watched them finish. What happened next blew my mind, the black man grunted as his sperm squirted onto the white man's face and into his mouth, and in disbelief, I watched the white man swallowed all of it, cleaned him up, thanked him and left. When I went back to my seat I relived in my mind what I just seen, RELIEVED by the fact that other men enjoyed orally servicing other men's penises. Now it's real for me and the fever builds inside me.
Fast forward a few years ( 1978 ) and my divorce from my first wife is complete and I'm single going through a sexual dry spell. I decided to treat myself to a porn flick and head on down to the infamous Enfield Ct. cinema stopping on the way for a pint of brandy. Upon entering the theatre i gave my eyes a moment or two to adjust to the lack of lighting and scan the area for a seat hoping on hope that the black man who was serviced a while back was here, but to no avail. I sat myself towards the front of the theatre where no one sits. As I watch the movie i'm also sipping my brandy, the more brandy the more my inhibitions melt away. I find myself loosening my belt and pants to allow freedom to massage my cock while watching the movie. Of all the scenes to watch it's Ginger lynn giving Peter North a fantastic blowjob and I'm really pleasuring myself when a tap on my shoulder nearly gives me a heart attack. A guy quietly seated himself behind me and asked permission to join me.
Caught between extreme embarrassment and excitement I agreed to let him join me. As we watched the movie together he pulled out his penis and began to fondle it. As I watched him fondle himself so close to me I relived the bathroom scene telling myself this is real and I'm about 10 inches away from paradise. While staring at his beautiful cock he asked me if I wanted to touch it. By now I'm blinded by pure lust and nothing else matters to me. I slip to my knees between his legs, his cock just inches from my face. My hands are shaking as I undo his belt and pants while he lift up a little and I pull them down to his ankles. I now have a clear view of his beautiful cock. As I lean back against the seat behind me he inches his bottom towards me his cock so close I can feel the heat from it. We both know what's about to happen. I am the white man in the bathroom with lust so intense it blocks out anything and everything except this beautiful penis now touching my lips leaving a noticeable trace of precum on them. I'm about to become a cocksucker! I wrap my fingers around it and draw his six inches to my mouth and place the tip of my tongue into his piss slit scooping up the clear liquid to moisten my lips. Just to feel the moist head of his cock against my partially opened mouth is intoxicating. I slowly lower my head, savoring every moment as this man's sexuality completely penetrates the deepest part of my mouth. I held it in my mouth trying to contain my emotions, felt soo good sooo right. Something I wanted for so long is now happening. I can feel it touch the back of my mouth but not far enough to gag me. I can feel the blood pulse through it as I tighten my lips around his shaft wishing I had more room to truly worship this man's genitals. I place my hand on his testicles and begin a very slow but deliberate up and down head motion from the very tip of his penis back down to the base constantly reminding myself I'm the white man tonight and my prize is just minutes away. After a few minutes of stimulation I tighten my lips around the shaft and pick up the pace a little. The anticipation of what's to come elevates my sexual awareness to the highest point of my life. I'm realizing my submissive nature to its fullest, my mouth is giving the ultimate pleasure and I can hear my partner's labored breathing as I bring him to that magic point of no return. Im shaking like a leaf as I deliver excruciating pleasure to this beautiful penis. The silence is broken as I hear him gush out " I'm cumming ". I continue my efforts, my lips tight around the shaft as the first pulse of his wonderful sperm travels from the base up and through my lips depositing onto my tongue this warm, velvety smooth, creamy liquid. I can taste and feel the difference now. As I gently suck just the head of his cock, four more really large pulses explode in my mouth completely submerging my tongue in sperm. I am in a state of sexual nervina as my partner is pulling in and out of my mouth really messing up my face with cum for everyone to see. I hold the head in my mouth as he finishes swirling my tongue around it, bathing it in his own sperm while my mouth and taste buds come alive with millions of sperm cells. Sperm tingles when in contact with your tongue. As he pulls out I opened my mouth and show him his generous offering puddling in my lower jaw. While he zips up I move to my seat still holding his wonderful load in my mouth savoring the unique taste and texture. To my horror two older black men watched the whole event with a big smile on their face. As my friend left I swallowed his treasure and thanked him for a great night and would do him again next week if he'd like, smiled, gave me his card and left. I looked over to the black men and smiled and proceeded to go to the bathroom to unload my bladder. After I finished urinating, I washed my hands and while looking into the mirror, to my embarrassment, I had a large deposit of sperm in my moustache leaving no doubt to what I just did. Just as I was about to leave the two older married black guys came into the bathroom. As they moved to the urinals to take care of business one of them commented on the show I put on, me standing there with cum on my face. As I stood there speechless the larger man turned to me with his big fat beautiful cock hanging out of his pants and asked if I had a couple more left in me. The white man in me was burning red hot for the rest of the night as we went back to our seats. I did those guys all night. Another story for later on. All true story. That's what it's like for me taking a cock in my mouth.
Fast forward to today and I find it nearly impossible to find that one partner to have fun with. With CL gone and silverdaddies a bust where do you look? Porn theatres and abs's are all gone in my area.
I've posted this true story earlier. For me, and I'm pretty sure most guys who think about sucking cock, are trapped by this deep seeded urge to satisfy a very powerful and unexplainable sexual emotions ( submission and lust ). Back in the day if you acted on those emotions you were branded by society's hypocrite's as an evil and maladjusted individual. I did it anyway and found it to be a very pleasant and important part of my sexual being. I love women but as I matured and became more confident with my sexuality I learned to accept the fact I enjoyed being a cocksucker. I also found that the love for both pussie and cock were complementary to me as a sexual being. I also found a non-judgemental woman who accepted my interest as part of my makeup.
Taking a cock in your mouth is an event which just doesn't happen for most of us. It starts first in your mind, right about the first time you're exposed to porn. For me it started when I found myself getting extremely excited watching a woman orally servicing this beautiful cock on the big screen. Excited, not because of a beautiful woman baring it all, for all to see, but because of what was happening to that wonderful penis penetrating her mouth. I was completely consumed with lustful interest at what this woman was doing to this penis. Back in the 70's it was very rare to see a man cum in a porn stars mouth, but I still found what she was doing very arousing, nonetheless. The seed is planted in your mind now and whether you're aware of it or not, you are about to begin an internal struggle which will stay with you for the rest of your adult life. As time goes on, many things will change in your life, you may get married, have a successful career, even have children but one thing will stay the same, when you watch a blowjob scene you will be focused like a laser on the man's penis and not so much on the woman. As time goes on you secretly search porn movies, fast forwarding to the blowjob scenes and as your curiosity builds, watching turns to wanting. As porn became more sophisticated I found myself frequenting porn cinemas watching the movie as well as spying on the clientele. That's when I found out that it wasn't only Amber lynn sucking cock, guys too! It was then that I saw my first blowjob up close and personal. A black man was receiving a blowjob in the restroom from this older white man when I happened upon them. They must have been going at it for a while and made no attempt to cover up so I watched them finish. What happened next blew my mind, the black man grunted as his sperm squirted onto the white man's face and into his mouth, and in disbelief, I watched the white man swallowed all of it, cleaned him up, thanked him and left. When I went back to my seat I relived in my mind what I just seen, RELIEVED by the fact that other men enjoyed orally servicing other men's penises. Now it's real for me and the fever builds inside me.
Fast forward a few years ( 1978 ) and my divorce from my first wife is complete and I'm single going through a sexual dry spell. I decided to treat myself to a porn flick and head on down to the infamous Enfield Ct. cinema stopping on the way for a pint of brandy. Upon entering the theatre i gave my eyes a moment or two to adjust to the lack of lighting and scan the area for a seat hoping on hope that the black man who was serviced a while back was here, but to no avail. I sat myself towards the front of the theatre where no one sits. As I watch the movie i'm also sipping my brandy, the more brandy the more my inhibitions melt away. I find myself loosening my belt and pants to allow freedom to massage my cock while watching the movie. Of all the scenes to watch it's Ginger lynn giving Peter North a fantastic blowjob and I'm really pleasuring myself when a tap on my shoulder nearly gives me a heart attack. A guy quietly seated himself behind me and asked permission to join me.
Caught between extreme embarrassment and excitement I agreed to let him join me. As we watched the movie together he pulled out his penis and began to fondle it. As I watched him fondle himself so close to me I relived the bathroom scene telling myself this is real and I'm about 10 inches away from paradise. While staring at his beautiful cock he asked me if I wanted to touch it. By now I'm blinded by pure lust and nothing else matters to me. I slip to my knees between his legs, his cock just inches from my face. My hands are shaking as I undo his belt and pants while he lift up a little and I pull them down to his ankles. I now have a clear view of his beautiful cock. As I lean back against the seat behind me he inches his bottom towards me his cock so close I can feel the heat from it. We both know what's about to happen. I am the white man in the bathroom with lust so intense it blocks out anything and everything except this beautiful penis now touching my lips leaving a noticeable trace of precum on them. I'm about to become a cocksucker! I wrap my fingers around it and draw his six inches to my mouth and place the tip of my tongue into his piss slit scooping up the clear liquid to moisten my lips. Just to feel the moist head of his cock against my partially opened mouth is intoxicating. I slowly lower my head, savoring every moment as this man's sexuality completely penetrates the deepest part of my mouth. I held it in my mouth trying to contain my emotions, felt soo good sooo right. Something I wanted for so long is now happening. I can feel it touch the back of my mouth but not far enough to gag me. I can feel the blood pulse through it as I tighten my lips around his shaft wishing I had more room to truly worship this man's genitals. I place my hand on his testicles and begin a very slow but deliberate up and down head motion from the very tip of his penis back down to the base constantly reminding myself I'm the white man tonight and my prize is just minutes away. After a few minutes of stimulation I tighten my lips around the shaft and pick up the pace a little. The anticipation of what's to come elevates my sexual awareness to the highest point of my life. I'm realizing my submissive nature to its fullest, my mouth is giving the ultimate pleasure and I can hear my partner's labored breathing as I bring him to that magic point of no return. Im shaking like a leaf as I deliver excruciating pleasure to this beautiful penis. The silence is broken as I hear him gush out " I'm cumming ". I continue my efforts, my lips tight around the shaft as the first pulse of his wonderful sperm travels from the base up and through my lips depositing onto my tongue this warm, velvety smooth, creamy liquid. I can taste and feel the difference now. As I gently suck just the head of his cock, four more really large pulses explode in my mouth completely submerging my tongue in sperm. I am in a state of sexual nervina as my partner is pulling in and out of my mouth really messing up my face with cum for everyone to see. I hold the head in my mouth as he finishes swirling my tongue around it, bathing it in his own sperm while my mouth and taste buds come alive with millions of sperm cells. Sperm tingles when in contact with your tongue. As he pulls out I opened my mouth and show him his generous offering puddling in my lower jaw. While he zips up I move to my seat still holding his wonderful load in my mouth savoring the unique taste and texture. To my horror two older black men watched the whole event with a big smile on their face. As my friend left I swallowed his treasure and thanked him for a great night and would do him again next week if he'd like, smiled, gave me his card and left. I looked over to the black men and smiled and proceeded to go to the bathroom to unload my bladder. After I finished urinating, I washed my hands and while looking into the mirror, to my embarrassment, I had a large deposit of sperm in my moustache leaving no doubt to what I just did. Just as I was about to leave the two older married black guys came into the bathroom. As they moved to the urinals to take care of business one of them commented on the show I put on, me standing there with cum on my face. As I stood there speechless the larger man turned to me with his big fat beautiful cock hanging out of his pants and asked if I had a couple more left in me. The white man in me was burning red hot for the rest of the night as we went back to our seats. I did those guys all night. Another story for later on. All true story. That's what it's like for me taking a cock in my mouth.
Fast forward to today and I find it nearly impossible to find that one partner to have fun with. With CL gone and silverdaddies a bust where do you look? Porn theatres and abs's are all gone in my area.
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