What was your" maybe I might try gay moment" where you thought I would be up for try

[Busy54]

Oh my. I wish I had been paired with a boy cousin!!

you are so so sexy..

 

[SuperSissy]

I can’t really pinpoint a moment in time, it was more of a gradual affirmation of what I am. I was a big reader as a child, and as an early teen I found my way into adult books in the library. These contained all types of descriptions of sex, including gay and bi sex. I was masturbating from my earliest memories, and as fantasy masturbation grew, the library books brought me both straight and gay fantasies. I was not actually attracted to men at that time, and chased girls exclusively through high school, keeping my gay leanings in my secret fantasies. But, when I was eventually pushed to my knees by a dominant, older and very virile man, I knew I wanted his cock. I gladly took his cock into my mouth then and many times thereafter, and never looked back.

 

[yowser]

I have a story on this. Looking back sure wished I had been more daring.

 

[tristantrotsky]

I was raised as a sissy because my parents recognized my tendencies even as a toddler. I worn girly clothes at home and panties under my boy clothes for school. As soon as I got home I was into a princess dress and off to the playground. It was only natural that the other boys teased me about sucking cocks, and I was more than happy to take them up on the offer.

But Chrissy. I was never much of an academic, never much good at anything, I always felt a misfit and dissatisfied with my life. The other guys tended to take advantage of my weakness for cock, and would come around for a blowjob when their girlfriends weren’t putting out, or simply because they felt horny. But no-one respects a cock-sucker, especially when you’re fifteen! There’s a sense in which I initially sucked cock to gain acceptance, other boys would accept you hanging around with them if you make it obvious that you’re quite happy to suck their cocks on those occasions when they can’t get laid, they’ll accept that, but they won’t respect you for it. They’ll joke and snigger about you behind your back, and call you ‘wuss’ or ‘faggot’, sometimes they’ll even call you ‘dirty wuss’ or ‘slutty faggot’ while you’re actually crouching down with their stiff cocks in your mouth, even at the moment when they’re shooting their spunk down your receptive throat, but they won’t respect you for it. Once they get to know you’re a cock-sucker they’ll come around, some will even compliment you and say you suck cock nicely, better than their girlfriend does it, but they still won’t respect you for it... I knew they were using me and disrespected me. To them, I was just a queer joke. Did you feel the same while you were sucking those cocks?

 

[tristantrotsky]

I can’t really pinpoint a moment in time, it was more of a gradual affirmation of what I am. I was a big reader as a child, and as an early teen I found my way into adult books in the library. These contained all types of descriptions of sex, including gay and bi sex. I was masturbating from my earliest memories, and as fantasy masturbation grew, the library books brought me both straight and gay fantasies. I was not actually attracted to men at that time, and chased girls exclusively through high school, keeping my gay leanings in my secret fantasies. But, when I was eventually pushed to my knees by a dominant, older and very virile man, I knew I wanted his cock. I gladly took his cock into my mouth then and many times thereafter, and never looked back.

I love this story, and can identify with so much of it.
But most of all I adore the happy satisfied contented cocksucking ending...

 

[dodgeboy2]

My aha moment was in high school. Was invited to go water skiing with my best friend and his dad. Out on the River I turned to say something to my friend just as he was pulling off his shorts to change into his bathing suit. He was on the varsity basketball team so he was in great shape. Even soft his cock looked incredible, hanging down at least 7 inches. It took my breath away. I had to fight the urge to drop to my knees and rub my face on his cock. I wanted it so badly. That image is permanently embedded in my head 45 years later

Isn't it funny how sometimes events from so long ago still seem so vivid today even when you sometimes can't remember what you did last month!

 

[OtherwisePrint6210]

My aha moment was in high school. Was invited to go water skiing with my best friend and his dad. Out on the River I turned to say something to my friend just as he was pulling off his shorts to change into his bathing suit. He was on the varsity basketball team so he was in great shape. Even soft his cock looked incredible, hanging down at least 7 inches. It took my breath away. I had to fight the urge to drop to my knees and rub my face on his cock. I wanted it so badly. That image is permanently embedded in my head 45 years later

Gotta say, a soft cock hanging down 7" would be a sight!

 

[haventdonethat]

Isn't it funny how sometimes events from so long ago still seem so vivid today even when you sometimes can't remember what you did last month!

Whaddya mean last month? Sometimes I forget what I did the day before.
But can still remember the first cock I jerked off.

 

[haventdonethat]

I have many moments from the past that I consider missed opportunities, both bi and hetero.
My biggest go to is wondering if my life would have been monumentally changed if I had pursued any of them.
Will never know but they sure make some good jerking fodder!

 

[OtherwisePrint6210]

I have many moments from the past that I consider missed opportunities, both bi and hetero.
My biggest go to is wondering if my life would have been monumentally changed if I had pursued any of them.
Will never know but they sure make some good jerking fodder!

I never jerk off to what actually happened, but always to the thoughts of what could have happened

 

[ChrissyCD64]

But Chrissy. I was never much of an academic, never much good at anything, I always felt a misfit and dissatisfied with my life. The other guys tended to take advantage of my weakness for cock, and would come around for a blowjob when their girlfriends weren’t putting out, or simply because they felt horny. But no-one respects a cock-sucker, especially when you’re fifteen! There’s a sense in which I initially sucked cock to gain acceptance, other boys would accept you hanging around with them if you make it obvious that you’re quite happy to suck their cocks on those occasions when they can’t get laid, they’ll accept that, but they won’t respect you for it. They’ll joke and snigger about you behind your back, and call you ‘wuss’ or ‘faggot’, sometimes they’ll even call you ‘dirty wuss’ or ‘slutty faggot’ while you’re actually crouching down with their stiff cocks in your mouth, even at the moment when they’re shooting their spunk down your receptive throat, but they won’t respect you for it. Once they get to know you’re a cock-sucker they’ll come around, some will even compliment you and say you suck cock nicely, better than their girlfriend does it, but they still won’t respect you for it... I knew they were using me and disrespected me. To them, I was just a queer joke. Did you feel the same while you were sucking those cocks?

I was never called anything but sissy, and that didn't bother me (still doesn't) as long as I was getting lots of cock.

 

[OtherwisePrint6210]

But Chrissy. I was never much of an academic, never much good at anything, I always felt a misfit and dissatisfied with my life. The other guys tended to take advantage of my weakness for cock, and would come around for a blowjob when their girlfriends weren’t putting out, or simply because they felt horny. But no-one respects a cock-sucker, especially when you’re fifteen! There’s a sense in which I initially sucked cock to gain acceptance, other boys would accept you hanging around with them if you make it obvious that you’re quite happy to suck their cocks on those occasions when they can’t get laid, they’ll accept that, but they won’t respect you for it. They’ll joke and snigger about you behind your back, and call you ‘wuss’ or ‘faggot’, sometimes they’ll even call you ‘dirty wuss’ or ‘slutty faggot’ while you’re actually crouching down with their stiff cocks in your mouth, even at the moment when they’re shooting their spunk down your receptive throat, but they won’t respect you for it. Once they get to know you’re a cock-sucker they’ll come around, some will even compliment you and say you suck cock nicely, better than their girlfriend does it, but they still won’t respect you for it... I knew they were using me and disrespected me. To them, I was just a queer joke. Did you feel the same while you were sucking those cocks?

but, you didn't stop. I assume you hated the disrespect.

 

[dodgeboy2]

I never jerk off to what actually happened, but always to the thoughts of what could have happened

I have jerked off to both what happened and what could have happened if we only stayed together, that is about the 1st and only guy I ever consider my boyfriend, long term wasn't in the picture but I always wondered what may have happened if we didn't part ways. Funny thing is he moved away so long ago but I still heard about him from his mother every once in a while, a while ago his father passed and I found him on social media messaging him my condolences and he answered me then sent me a friend request and we have messaged a few times, but alas he has his life and I have mine so I guess we'll never know but I can still imagine what could have been .

 

[dodgeboy2]

Whaddya mean last month? Sometimes I forget what I did the day before.
But can still remember the first cock I jerked off.

The 1st cocks I jerked off are vivid but that 1st blowjob I both gave and received still drive me wild as does the 1st boy I ever fucked who was the same guy with the blowjobs! Alas those wonderful cock filled days!

 

[rc1989]

Like some of the guys here my first was with a cousin. He had his own room upstairs in a big old house. We had older cousins whose magazines we would steal. We had penthouse and playboys and hustler and we would look through and jack off in his bed. He was a year older and at some point we started jacking each other.

The point when things was when we started reading penthouse letters. Reading stories about sucking dick and I put my head under the blanket and held his dick while I slid my lips down his shaft. He pulled the covers off and looked at me and his precum was mixing with my saliva and I started moaning. He said for the first-time "yeah suck my dick" I moved my lips up and down with my hand on his base and balls. He said I'm going to cum. His balls got all tight and he started shooting in my mouth I kept going up and down till he said stop. I stopped and looked at him.