Wondering if I should keep going, or if I'm just messed up...

You'll be getting two big creamy mouthfuls...!
I would love that. Or an assful, also. I love a little cream leaking out between my cheeks....
He sounds like our kind of guy. I think we should continue to pursue — especially if he has a sizeable cock and always swallows.
Absolutely always swallow. i have never once spit. If someone wants to spray me, that's their prerogative, but given a choice, I choose not to waste it.

As for my cock, it's out of the picture. It used to be good-sized when i was younger. But nowadays, it rarely gets hard, and never in the presence of other people. I prefer it tucked away in my lacy lavender jock strap, out of sight, out of mind.
I’m intrigued by his indefinite gender. Would love to here more.
Happy to answer any questions. But the simplest description is that I look masculine to the naked eye— a farmer's body— but left to my own devices, I have the soul of a shy young girl. Demure, but longing to be ravished. A slightly more nuanced description is that my gender is aways shifting, but in large part is a response to the people around me. A truly nuanced description is that my gender is undefinable.
 
I'm not saying liking to suck cock is messed up, just that my motivations, the psychological reasons I want to do it, might be messed up. A little background should help...

I was always curious about sucking cock, as long as I can remember. Other than giving a few handjobs when I was 18 (and some light ummm... tasting... during that), I didn't think I'd ever go through with it.

Then, when I was 31, my wife confessed to having an affair. I won't go into everything, but after a while she and I were fighting about whether or not to reconcile and, out of anger one night when I turned her down for sex about two weeks after she told me, she said she could get laid any time and stormed out. When she came back the next day she swore nothing happened... a year or two later she confessed that she went home with a stranger that night but didn't sleep with him.

Eventually, we got past all of that... mostly... and then years later she let slip that she went home with a guy and his roommate, but swore that only one of them fucked her, and she
you know.....somethings are best left unsaid...like confessing you had an affair...
 
I'm not saying liking to suck cock is messed up, just that my motivations, the psychological reasons I want to do it, might be messed up. A little background should help...

I was always curious about sucking cock, as long as I can remember. Other than giving a few handjobs when I was 18 (and some light ummm... tasting... during that), I didn't think I'd ever go through with it.

Then, when I was 31, my wife confessed to having an affair. I won't go into everything, but after a while she and I were fighting about whether or not to reconcile and, out of anger one night when I turned her down for sex about two weeks after she told me, she said she could get laid any time and stormed out. When she came back the next day she swore nothing happened... a year or two later she confessed that she went home with a stranger that night but didn't sleep with him.

Eventually, we got past all of that... mostly... and then years later she let slip that she went home with a guy and his roommate, but swore that only one of them fucked her, and she
If she slept around once she did it many times.
Main thing is if you ate her then you did cleanup duties. I did and was in heaven, I’m more feminine than the wife and daughter and it sounds you are too. Your not man enough to satisfy a women~your supposed to satisfy a man and it’s more than the best sex you’ll experience, take my word.
EX wife sends me panties now and the daughter just now divorced has a girlfriend.
 
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