Moochie’s Musings (and a pic or two)

[Moochienanu]

Where I live
Is in thoughts of you.
Of your arms around me
Holding me close
As I breathe you in and you kiss the top of my head.

Where I live is in our kiss
Soft.
Sweet
Supple.
Hungry.
A yearning unsure and unbelievable.

Where I live is in darkness
When all I have is the feel of you
The thought of your touch
To keep me company
When I feel like breaking
And hiding away
Again.

Where I live is time away
From your fists grabing my hair as you kiss me
From your belt unbuckling in front of me
From your teeth nibbling my neck
From you.

Where I live is with your gaze
Upon my body,
Locking eyes as we cum together
In a forever place
With growing emotions unfathomable.

I live here. This is where I always am.



In case you were wondering,

Figs
Graham crackers
Hummus
Icelandic char
Jicama
...

 

[AngelicaS1780]

I think you may have forgotten a teeny, tiny, little asset I know you didn’t mean to... I will give you a hint: I share it more than any other part of me, yet many don’t even take note of it. I like riddles, don’t you?

Your beautiful, bountiful, mind. Not teeny tiny at all. I think it’s your greatest asset. Without it, the rest is just window dressing.

 

[Moochienanu]

Your beautiful, bountiful, mind. Not teeny tiny at all. I think it’s your greatest asset. Without it, the rest is just window dressing.

DING ding DiNg ding!!!

Someone get this wonderful woman a prize. ​

 

[Polranny]

DING ding DiNg ding!!!

Someone get this wonderful woman a prize. ​

She certainly deserves a prize

 

[Moochienanu]

She certainly deserves a prize

Much more, really... you should get on that. *wink*

 

[k_m_d_]

Prizes? Can we hand out gold stars?

 

[peekingone]

Or happy endings lol

 

[Moochienanu]

Prizes? Can we hand out gold stars?

I can only think of one gold star close at hand...

Edit: 2/23/22 - removed picture

 

[Shyguy1369]

Ah, yes! My boobs! The twins. Batman and Robin (The dynamic duo... I know... I didn’t name them, my husband did). The reasons why eye contact is elusive. The show stealers... yes. They’re an asset. I won’t disagree there. You’re very sweet to call them out as a close second (and third?) to my booty. Or maybe they’re all a tie?

My torso/body... hmmm... I have such an image issue with my tummy. I will admit I often cover it in pictures and don’t like to let others see it very often. It is where I feel my lack of tone shows the most: I have loose skin and a lot of stretch marks that make me feel very self-conscious.

As far as my lips... I have reservations about showing much of them... You may be able to talk me into it...but I’m pushing it with that lip-biting gif... only time will tell if you will find another. I actually need to do some soul searching and decide where I am with things under the surface that you haven’t a clue about (the Rules). Sorry if I’m a bit cryptic, but it’s purposeful.

I think you may have forgotten a teeny, tiny, little asset I know you didn’t mean to... I will give you a hint: I share it more than any other part of me, yet many don’t even take note of it. I like riddles, don’t you?

I do like riddles, but I may not get this right, though I am going to take a shot at it. I mentioned a lot, because I really am enthralled by your beauty. From head to toe. I picked out bits because they obviously stand out to me.
For the record, your breasts/nipples would rank above your ass... I am definitely more a breast man, but I just love a woman's body.
From your cute Mario Star? tattoo to your sexy legs, to the aforementioned parts. The one I think you believe I missed, and perhaps I should have added it, is your beautiful hair. If that is what I missed, I do apologise, because I do love your hair as well. Long, braided, pigtails... or even braided pigtails (by the way, why do they call them pigtails?), whether wet or dry. If I am right, and it is your gorgeous hair, this picture really gets me, as not only are your amazing breasts on display, but I love how your hair frames them:
Hair/Breasts

Note: If I am wrong, it changes nothing I said here, it just means I have to think about it.

Also Note: IF the picture you shared has a clue, the only part I might have failed to mention might have been your nipples. So if that's the case, my thinking was they were to be included with your breasts

Did I solve the riddle?
((HUGGLES))

 

[Moochienanu]

Or happy endings lol

Maybe a little story?

 

[k_m_d_]

I can only think of one gold star close at hand...

I think access to that gold star would be a pretty desirable prize.

 

[Shyguy1369]

I do like riddles, but I may not get this right, though I am going to take a shot at it. I mentioned a lot, because I really am enthralled by your beauty. From head to toe. I picked out bits because they obviously stand out to me.
For the record, your breasts/nipples would rank above your ass... I am definitely more a breast man, but I just love a woman's body.
From your cute Mario Star? tattoo to your sexy legs, to the aforementioned parts. The one I think you believe I missed, and perhaps I should have added it, is your beautiful hair. If that is what I missed, I do apologise, because I do love your hair as well. Long, braided, pigtails... or even braided pigtails (by the way, why do they call them pigtails?), whether wet or dry. If I am right, and it is your gorgeous hair, this picture really gets me, as not only are your amazing breasts on display, but I love how your hair frames them:
Hair/Breasts

Note: If I am wrong, it changes nothing I said here, it just means I have to think about it.

Also Note: IF the picture you shared has a clue, the only part I might have failed to mention might have been your nipples. So if that's the case, my thinking was they were to be included with your breasts

Did I solve the riddle?
((HUGGLES))

I obviously got it wrong... but Angelica is not wrong either. Your musings have always added to your pictures... I was looking superficial, but yes... you have an amazing mind. Your thread is definitely set apart from many others thanks to your musing. I am ashamed I didn't get this though...

 

[AngelicaS1780]

Your beautiful, bountiful, mind. Not teeny tiny at all. I think it’s your greatest asset. Without it, the rest is just window dressing.

DING ding DiNg ding!!!
Someone get this wonderful woman a prize. ​

She certainly deserves a prize

Much more, really... you should get on that. *wink*

Your friendship is prize enough, lovely.
The sweet dragon has already seen to the much more.

 

[Moochienanu]

I am torn
Split
Ripped
Ragged

I don’t know which or what and my brain hurts... but it also feels right and I don’t want to lose... but could I lose more if I don’t choose?

What if I just leave it? Leave myself in pieces... I’ve done that before. My pieces are uneven.

Fuck.

 

[AlliaPotestas]

I am torn
Split
Ripped
Ragged

I don’t know which or what and my brain hurts... but it also feels right and I don’t want to lose... but could I lose more if I don’t choose?

What if I just leave it? Leave myself in pieces... I’ve done that before. My pieces are uneven.

Fuck.

We are all uneven, your pieces are beautiful,

I’m sorry your brain hurts - that bit needs fixing with a little self love, it’s all fixable, xx

 

[Deleted member 1177770]

Remind me of you?...

Why is it?
That every moment,
Even the smallest connection,
Just any bit of my day,
I am reminded of you.

I yearn to look at things your way,
Even though we don't talk,
My desperate wish is that we would,

You occupy my mind,
I want to think of you,
Your smile,
That lovely grin,
I'd not have much to say,
I'd just be lost in what would seem conversation.

The constant desire,
To be with you,
Everywhere,
In everything you do,
Is just one lame wish of mine.

Red lips,
Green eyeballs,
Flowery patterns,
Flowing hair,
Soft scent...

A yearning unsure and unbelievable...

Wherever I live,
Is to get a chance,
To surface in your thoughts.
Close enough I may never get,
To put my arms around you,
Breathe a sigh as I may just to think.

Where I live is in my dreams,
With you,
Forever you,
That sly giggle,
Those fiery eyes,
Undoubtedly a fire that cannot be quenched.

No darkness can steal,
This feeling that I observe,
The thought of your touch,
Is company enough,
To dream of you again.

I live in the moment,
The dream of you,
Clasping our arms,
Holding you close,
Feeling your breath,
it's just you.

What I'd give to be with you,
To be part of your gaze,
To be the reason of your smile,
To be the choice of your lust,
Always there for you.

I often wonder,

About those soft ear lobes,
The crunchy ankle,
Your wavy tummy,
The soft of your back,
...

 

[Todger65]

I can only think of one gold star close at hand...

More of a red hot star than a gold star.

I am torn
Split
Ripped
Ragged

I don’t know which or what and my brain hurts... but it also feels right and I don’t want to lose... but could I lose more if I don’t choose?

What if I just leave it? Leave myself in pieces... I’ve done that before. My pieces are uneven.

Fuck.

Sounds like you are being pulled in different directions again. Time to weigh up the pros and cons of each and if they are close for each direction then leave alone. If the pros are high on one direction, then maybe that is the way to move, slowly.

 

[Moochienanu]

The way to get past the walls is to not be like them.

 

[Moochienanu]

Beautiful photo, I do like your variety of nipple jewellery.

Your hair is constantly seen, but rarely mentioned, but you know I love hair play, twirling, twisting, stoking as well as using it to control head movement.

Tantalized by my physical assets, that’s okay, I will forgive you this time *smirk*

Don’t mind me, just catching up...along with looking at the twins.

*waves* Fancy seeing you here. Hope you don’t get too bogged down with the catch up... and come back soon.

I do like riddles, but I may not get this right, though I am going to take a shot at it. I mentioned a lot, because I really am enthralled by your beauty. From head to toe. I picked out bits because they obviously stand out to me.
For the record, your breasts/nipples would rank above your ass... I am definitely more a breast man, but I just love a woman's body.
From your cute Mario Star? tattoo to your sexy legs, to the aforementioned parts. The one I think you believe I missed, and perhaps I should have added it, is your beautiful hair. If that is what I missed, I do apologise, because I do love your hair as well. Long, braided, pigtails... or even braided pigtails (by the way, why do they call them pigtails?), whether wet or dry. If I am right, and it is your gorgeous hair, this picture really gets me, as not only are your amazing breasts on display, but I love how your hair frames them:
Hair/Breasts

Note: If I am wrong, it changes nothing I said here, it just means I have to think about it.

Also Note: IF the picture you shared has a clue, the only part I might have failed to mention might have been your nipples. So if that's the case, my thinking was they were to be included with your breasts

Did I solve the riddle?
((HUGGLES))


I obviously got it wrong... but Angelica is not wrong either. Your musings have always added to your pictures... I was looking superficial, but yes... you have an amazing mind. Your thread is definitely set apart from many others thanks to your musing. I am ashamed I didn't get this though...

Would I be of more interesting if I didn’t use this outlet for catharsis? Would it be better to only talk of my sexploitationary thoughts and none of the dark and stormies? Should I just caption pictures simply so as to put only attention on the subject matter and not the thought behind it? I think this and many other things before I post something.

I’m not in denial. I know what draws people to this site (at least 50% of the time): tits and ass. I will continue to provide my audiance with ample amounts of them because I feel the need to also share what makes me unique: my thoughts, dreams, aspirations, pains, and cryptic, inside messages that make me smile.

I am not upset you didn’t get my riddle on the first try because it made you look back at my posts, my pictures... it made you think of me... and that’s all I ask of you while you’re in my thread.

 

[Smoothshavendad]

Tantalized by my physical assets, that’s okay, I will forgive you this time *smirk*



*waves* Fancy seeing you here. Hope you don’t get too bogged down with the catch up... and come back soon.



Would I be of more interesting if I didn’t use this outlet for catharsis? Would it be better to only talk of my sexploitationary thoughts and none of the dark and stormies? Should I just caption pictures simply so as to put only attention on the subject matter and not the thought behind it? I think this and many other things before I post something.

I’m not in denial. I know what draws people to this site (at least 50% of the time): tits and ass. I will continue to provide my audiance with ample amounts of them because I feel the need to also share what makes me unique: my thoughts, dreams, aspirations, pains, and cryptic, inside messages that make me smile.

I am not upset you didn’t get my riddle on the first try because it made you look back at my posts, my pictures... it made you think of me... and that’s all I ask of you while you’re in my thread.

I love this!

 

[Shyguy1369]

Would I be of more interesting if I didn’t use this outlet for catharsis? Would it be better to only talk of my sexploitationary thoughts and none of the dark and stormies? Should I just caption pictures simply so as to put only attention on the subject matter and not the thought behind it? I think this and many other things before I post something.

I’m not in denial. I know what draws people to this site (at least 50% of the time): tits and ass. I will continue to provide my audiance with ample amounts of them because I feel the need to also share what makes me unique: my thoughts, dreams, aspirations, pains, and cryptic, inside messages that make me smile.

I am not upset you didn’t get my riddle on the first try because it made you look back at my posts, my pictures... it made you think of me... and that’s all I ask of you while you’re in my thread.

Oh Moochie, you have no idea how much I do think of you. On your thread, and off. I do love your Musings, really I do... and you share a lot of your thoughts here. Sometimes I do not know how to respond, but I do take it all in. Not just your physical attributes, but your inner mind ones as well.
This is going to seem cliched and late, but I believe these words: You are beautiful on the outside AND on the inside. I admire what you have built with this thread. I am thankful I get these glimpses into your life.
((HUGGLES))

 

[Moochienanu]

What the fuck does “little” actually mean?

I am little.
A part of me always knew, but it became more apparent when a man asked me to call him “Daddy” and I did some introspection. I’m a naturally submissive person. I have always been comfortable in that box, a natural follower when dancing, and in the bedroom. I never take the lead in relationships.

I hesitated. No, what I did wasn’t hesitation... I refused. I couldn’t call someone “Daddy.” It didn’t make sense. I had a pretty damn good relationship with my father. I have zero “Daddy issues” to speak of. I was a model daughter. I don’t get off to the thought of incest (Why the fuck would I want to do those things with family?). I just don’t get that particular taboo... so yeah... In complete denial of what a Daddy/little relationship meant, I said “no thank you” to calling a lover “Daddy.”

Then I read. And I fell further (read: deep) with that guy... and I knew he still wanted it, so I devoured anything that dealt with DD/lg... and it made sense. I found myself identifying with so many things said by other littles. I saw so many of my thoughts reflecting in their writings. I saw things that Daddies were saying about their littles and I wanted that. I started to see characteristics in myself that were so obviously little.

So how did I miss it for so long?! I know how: I didn’t completely identify with all the typical characteristics people associate with being a little.

The things I don’t like that lay people associate with littles:
- I am not a fan of being called “baby” or “babe.” It doesn’t feel right and actually makes me cringe sometimes. I don’t know why, as I am not opposed to most other “pet” names (I adore being called ‘kitten’ by certain people) or even others calling their SO ‘baby’... but me? I’m not a baby, so don’t call me one. (Note: I’ve started to warm to ‘babygirl,’ but I’m still only going to be okay with that in the absolutely right situations...)
- It isn’t with all littles, but I just want it known that I have no desire to drink from a sippy or bottle, wear a nappy/diaper, or suck a binky. Nope. Not gonna even go near that.
- I don’t dress like a little (except my panties and bra, which I tend to choose cute pastels or with bows because I like the esthetic). I tend to gravitate toward clothing items that feel odd to other people. My favorite clothing item is an oversized, multicoloured, 80’s cotton sweater. I wear it almost too much. I love strange 80s & 90s-looking sweaters. So. Very. Much. I have a half ton of them and if I can get away with wearing one, I will. Yes, I also wear dresses... but they are not traditionally “cutesy.” I like black.
- I hate “baby talk.” There is no place for it in my life. I don’t even talk like that to children, so why would I to someone I care about just because we’re intimate? It will definitely drive me insane if you try to use “baby talk” in text form. Here is an actual text I received (a long time ago) as an example of what drives me nuts: “Me too bby gurl- ur adorbs!!” Can I buy a few vowels for this guy? Such a turn off for me to read something like this from a grown man.

But there were a lot of things I was reading that made sense and I could attribute to my little-ness:
- I am needy. Greedy. I don’t share my things well, which is a bit silly coming from someone who is ethically non-monogamous like I am, but it’s true. I’m weird like that.
- I am so impatient that I often make others upset with my constant pressuring for things to go at my pace. I think that while I want some things immediately (do not hold out on me... if I’m close to cumming and you stop what you’re doing, I will look at you and probably throw a fit), there are also things that take time for me to become okay with the idea of. This fits into the whole “I have a hard time with change” thing that I also talk about a little later.
- I whine and pout if things don’t go my way. I’m not perfect, it’s just the way I feel I need to express myself sometimes. I want things easy (and quickly) without complications whenever possible. I like things very straightforward and spelled out.
- I do enjoy activities like swinging on a playground, colouring, playing dress ups, collecting colourful stickers, and snuggling/cuddling (yes even with my stuffies) that are sometimes not age appropriate for a 30-something. I have a child, so I sometimes can get away with these activities without too many strange looks.
- I need structure to my life/routine because I read into and over analyze EVERYTHING. If someone I care about doesn’t answer a text or say “good morning” or “good night” in their way, I will think that they don’t like me anymore and I will get really upset, introspective, and spiraling... A part of me will know I am being irrational, but it will be outweighed by the part of me that will go through every interaction with them from the last few days to figure out what I did wrong to make them unhappy. So, in order to mitigate the overreacting that inherently happens when I over-analyze things, I need to have some basic idea of what to expect from the people I care about. The ones who know this about me do a decent job of telling me when their work schedule changes or when they are unavailable for some reason so that I don’t start feeling abandoned. Similarly to this concept of needing routine, I also do not fair well with big changes and may never do something no matter how much I know it will be good for me, because I perceive it as too big of a change.
- I need rules to follow and consequences for when I break them, or I will not follow any rules ever and may be unsafe. I follow a set of rules. The rules. Mostly they are about taking care of myself and how to treat others. Some are specific and others are rather general. For example, one of my rules is to not argue about my value. I know that I am not worthless, but at times I get the feeling that I am human garbage (don’t we all?). Now I can look at the rules and say to myself that if someone says I’m worth it, I must be.
- I cannot be told or shown enough about how much someone cares about me. I’m going to make a distinction here and say there is a difference between compliments and affections. Compliments make me uncomfortable... I don’t deserve them... they’re nice, but their not as necessary as reminders of affection and sweet thoughts. I need such doting upon because otherwise I will start to believe the people I care for no longer reciprocate, and will get upset and act out for their attention. I know, we’re not all perfect and if you’re aware of your flaws sometimes it is easier to face them.

I’ve been ruminating on these other things about me that might have some aspect about them that fits my little-ness:
- I am lazy. I would much rather read a book or watch a movie than clean or do chores. I do the “adult” things because I if I didn’t, they wouldn’t get done... but that is the only reason why.
- I avoid confrontation. I don’t like people being angry in general or with me, so I usually just avoid them or the situation that would cause it. This often means I will do something I don’t want to longer than is healthy to appease other people.
- I am creative and like to do crafty things sometimes. I sew and can crochet. I also like to bake and try new recipes in the kitchen.
- I have a very active imagination. I can think about a situation and play it out in my head in such detail that I can almost believe it happened.

So, I broached the subject with that guy again... and, well... the power of words, right? Thanks to him, I found a “place” in my mind where I fit... a conversation starter... a way to describe myself... a label I just am.

I am a little girl.

Edit: 2/23/22 - removed picture

 

[Moochienanu]

This song.
It makes me want to kiss you
Because you do.
You listen.
And you hear me.
And you don’t pretend.
And you have been there
Patient.
You’re almost my opposite,
And I crave it.
Why do I keep finding my mind in that bedroom? That hallway?
Because...

You’re there.




And yes, fine:

kouign-amann
Licorice
Mangosteen
Nutella
Oatmeal

 

[Moochienanu]

This song.
It makes me want to kiss you
Because you do.
You listen.
And you hear me.
And you don’t pretend.
And you have been there
Patient.
You’re almost my opposite,
And I crave it.
Why do I keep finding my mind in that bedroom? That hallway?
Because...

You’re there.




And yes, fine:

kouign-amann
Licorice
Mangosteen
Nutella
Oatmeal

Admittedly, many things, not just a song from a band I love, makes me think of you. Shush. You’re making me blush now.

 

[Shyguy1369]

I am a little girl.

Didn't want to clog the page with quoting your entire piece here. I feel I have some new insights into you. I am probably a person who understand the least when it comes to these dynamics. I mean, I have my own little oddities I am sure, but probably much like you I just don't know enough or have the right partner perhaps, to explore them.
You are someone that will constantly make me think. For good, for naughty, for all I'm worth, you make me think and ponder so much about not only sexuality, but life. I think that's why I didn't comment as much as others here. I never knew what I could say or do that either hadn't been said... or that I would sound stupid. I have to admit, I was also afraid I might say something that would upset you and then you wouldn't really want me posting here any more. So I just enjoyed the thoughts, the pictures and the inspiration you have been by delving into a tough past and coming through an amazing woman... an amazing person.
I see compliments are tough for you sometimes, but I truly mean everything I say. I find you to be beautiful, sexy, alluring, desirable and a TRULY talented, intellectual and understanding woman.
((HUGGLES))