đź§  What Are Your Intrusive Thoughts Trying to Convince You of Today??

About 20 years ago I was playing poker with some friends and some kinda-friends. One of the kinda-friends said I had a "weak chin." It's the only time in my life I've ever heard that, and I don't know that my chin is particularly "weak," but damned if I don't think about it constantly.
I think about the pubescent breast buds that neither I nor the other kids understood but found so hysterical ..or the laughing pointing Jenny in 4th grade show me yours show you mine .... Why do those things stick when the many other positive things things others say don't? 🤷
 
Tonight, my intrusive thoughts are saying that I'm a piece of shit who has never done any good for anyone I ever cared about.

I'm a huge burden and I should take a walk in the woods.
 
Today? They're wondering what it would be like to go down on my coworker, who's in the middle of a divorce.

This is why we don't listen to our intrusive thoughts.
 
To ask my parents to move here so I can take the kids to their place and be home alone so I can meet Hubby at the door naked and ready, like before we had kids.

It's intrusive, because the reality is it would be hell for me if my mom lived in the same city. Sometimes the same state is too fucking close, and she's over 400 miles away from me. 🙄
 
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Today? They're wondering what it would be like to go down on my coworker, who's in the middle of a divorce.

This is why we don't listen to our intrusive thoughts.
Update: still wondering. She’s very go-downable.
 
There really is nowhere I truly fit in. I just don't know if that's a bad thing or not.

I have this feeling a lot. I try to tell myself that as long as I’m being true to who I am, it’s ok to not “fit in”. The right people will be able to recognize and appreciate that authenticity
 
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