DeerTrace118
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I made an edit for you.At times I think what a pathetic loser I am.
Iām surrounded by family and friends who love me. What more can I ask for?
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I made an edit for you.At times I think what a pathetic loser I am.
Iām surrounded by family and friends who love me. What more can I ask for?
I want to be your study buddy and "quiz" you. Yeah thats what we will call it.. "quizing" you..I have a final coming up, so Iām sure you can imagine
You are very loved and appreciated for the kind person you areAt times I think what a pathetic loser I am.
But on the other hand Iām surrounded by family and friends who love me. What more can I ask for?
Very similar thoughts.Iāve known for years that thereās no āmy personā out there for me and Iām usually okay with it. But sometimes it bums me out a little.
I saw your picture, unfiltered I think you said, earlier today - zero wrinkles detected!Oh and as I looked at my pictures today I thought hmm my cleavage looks old and droopy and my face is showing some wrinkles.
nothing major just noticing some age lol.
Very similar thoughts.
Aw thanksā¦I can see them lol but you know we are our biggest critics.I saw your picture, unfiltered I think you said, earlier today - zero wrinkles detected!
Too true!Aw thanksā¦I canāt see them lol but you know we are our biggest critics.
Iāve gotten to my age without ever being in love and without ever being someoneās most important person - the one they want to talk to first whenever something good or bad happens.@Chillygirl and @cheekygirl75 what made you come to the conclusion that you won't ever have your own "my person"? Simply curious. I've always wanted there to be the same for me, but after years of marriage and past relationships with amazing people, I'm eventually always left feeling like I need something more.
Also, Chillygirl....Nonsense! Your cleavage looks absolutely delicious and magnificent!
Oh, and my intrusive thoughts are the overwhelming urge to start chasing women with the possibility of cheating. I can't get it out of my head. I've never been this tempted before in my life
I see. I don't blame you. And no one in anyway deserves any type of abuse, ever. Glad to hear you will be able to focus more time and energy on you, your daughter and your parents!Iāve been married twice. 1st one lasted 4 years, physical abuse. 2nd marriage lasted 23 years. He cheated, verbally abusive, did I mention he cheated? Several times. I stayed for our daughter.
Iāve told 2 other guys I loved them. It just never seems to work. Iām always told Iām great but they always leave. So Iām not looking, not trying. Concentrating on me, my daughter, taking care of my parents. Iām almost 50ā¦maybe a relationship just isnāt in the cards for me.
Regardless, I do hope you find that person! But I have to believe there are people in your life that you can still share the good and the bad with when you need and want to! After 10 years of marriage I can tell you I still don't have that. My wife and I did with each other, for a time. But that seems to have been lost. But I digress. Is it something you still hope for and/or seek out? Or are you comfortable at this point in your life as is?Iāve gotten to my age without ever being in love and without ever being someoneās most important person - the one they want to talk to first whenever something good or bad happens.
I feel this to my core. I know I'm going to die alone. And I'm tired of being told "there's someone out there for everyone" because that just makes me want to scream. :/Iāve known for years that thereās no āmy personā out there for me and Iām usually okay with it. But sometimes it bums me out a little.
Do itThat I need her. I need to touch her skin. I need to feel her tongue against mine.
I can taste her.