🧠 What Are Your Intrusive Thoughts Trying to Convince You of Today??

Oh and as I looked at my pictures today I thought hmm my cleavage looks old and droopy and my face is showing some wrinkles.

nothing major just noticing some age lol.
 
Oh and as I looked at my pictures today I thought hmm my cleavage looks old and droopy and my face is showing some wrinkles.

nothing major just noticing some age lol.
I saw your picture, unfiltered I think you said, earlier today - zero wrinkles detected!
 
@Chillygirl and @cheekygirl75 what made you come to the conclusion that you won't ever have your own "my person"? Simply curious. I've always wanted there to be the same for me, but after years of marriage and past relationships with amazing people, I'm eventually always left feeling like I need something more.

Also, Chillygirl....Nonsense! Your cleavage looks absolutely delicious and magnificent!

Oh, and my intrusive thoughts are the overwhelming urge to start chasing women with the possibility of cheating. I can't get it out of my head. I've never been this tempted before in my life
 
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@Chillygirl and @cheekygirl75 what made you come to the conclusion that you won't ever have your own "my person"? Simply curious. I've always wanted there to be the same for me, but after years of marriage and past relationships with amazing people, I'm eventually always left feeling like I need something more.

Also, Chillygirl....Nonsense! Your cleavage looks absolutely delicious and magnificent!

Oh, and my intrusive thoughts are the overwhelming urge to start chasing women with the possibility of cheating. I can't get it out of my head. I've never been this tempted before in my life
I’ve gotten to my age without ever being in love and without ever being someone’s most important person - the one they want to talk to first whenever something good or bad happens.
 
I’ve been married twice. 1st one lasted 4 years, physical abuse. 2nd marriage lasted 23 years. He cheated, verbally abusive, did I mention he cheated? Several times. I stayed for our daughter.

I’ve told 2 other guys I loved them. It just never seems to work. I’m always told I’m great but they always leave. So I’m not looking, not trying. Concentrating on me, my daughter, taking care of my parents. I’m almost 50…maybe a relationship just isn’t in the cards for me.
I see. I don't blame you. And no one in anyway deserves any type of abuse, ever. Glad to hear you will be able to focus more time and energy on you, your daughter and your parents!
 
I’ve gotten to my age without ever being in love and without ever being someone’s most important person - the one they want to talk to first whenever something good or bad happens.
Regardless, I do hope you find that person! But I have to believe there are people in your life that you can still share the good and the bad with when you need and want to! After 10 years of marriage I can tell you I still don't have that. My wife and I did with each other, for a time. But that seems to have been lost. But I digress. Is it something you still hope for and/or seek out? Or are you comfortable at this point in your life as is?

Also, @Chillygirl and @cheekygirl75 I realize these are fairly personal questions especially for not having really spoken to each other much or at all, I completely understand if you'd rather not discuss it! I'm simply curious and have always found these types of conversations intriguing and interesting. I appreciate and find some form of reassurance in discussing topics like these. But I respect and understand they can be very sensitive and delicate things to navigate.
 
I'm so fucking over trying to talk to people as so many just twist what I say and then try to play it off like they don't mean it 'that way'. Stop trying to fucking gaslight me. I'm done trying. So fucking done. I guess I'll just be fucking dying alone... because clearly no one wants me for actually me, and just sees me as something to fuck with and act like I'm saying things I'm not when that's not what I said at all (and this was after I had to clarify what I FUCKING meant!) FUCK!
 
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