2 Couples 2 Secrets (Closed)

[Asa]

Well then we may have to instigate all of us becoming the kind of hanging out together and cook out kind of friends and then those two can go to their boring events and we can dance or catch a play or whatever.

She was suddenly feeling like a little more distance would be a good thing. She was in a way spooking herself at how relaxed and happy she was around this man who was married to another and she was married as well. As if the very music around them was conspiring against them a song she knew and loved but never really noticed the message about it began to play.

 

[Cobra2004]

Scott couldn’t disagree with Isabella way of thinking, but it became very obvious to him that she wanted this as much, or she would never try to do everything so that both Elaine and Alan would go out together.

The hardest thing for Scott was separating from Isabella at the end of each dance, she felt so wonderful in his arms and didn’t want to let go. He also knew that he had to be careful and forget where they were.

The started to dance again for the third time without leaving the dance floor, and Scott felt something different about Isabella after just a few steps, but he kept on dancing thinking anything of it, but then he found himself holding Isabella much closer. He couldn’t understand why and couldn’t pull away either.

Isabella, am I holding you a little too tight?

 

[Asa]

She looked deep into his eyes. She wanted to tell him no but she had to get some space between them to think clearly... she could not have the things her mind danced over while she was in his arms and she needed to clear her mind with a little distance.

Yes... I... I think we should go sit down for a bit perhaps?

 

[Cobra2004]

Isabella didn’t answer right away but looked deep into his eyes. He would be disappointed if she said yes, but he knew she was right if she did say no. This whole thing started out because neither had the partner they wanted, and now they were face to face with what they wanted and couldn’t have.

When she finally said yes it did hurt, but he looked at her trying not to show it and nodded his head. Both walked back to their booth and sat down.

Isabella I am really sorry, I didn’t realised I was doing, it just happen. Would you like me to drive home?

 

[Asa]

She sat down in the booth reaching for her drink she sat back and took a long drink. Calming herself she looked to him.

Why did you marry Elaine? Was she always as straight laced and proper as she is now?

It was her way of sorting out all the questions and wants in her mind talk... deflect... distract... and maybe every conflicting feeling and thought would simply go away.

 

[Cobra2004]

When she didn't answer Scott thought she was upset with him, and her takes his glass and take a sip of his drink, but somehow didn’t take away the sour taste in his mouth that he felt at that moment. How could he have been so stupid he chastised himself?

We were younger and she was beautiful and she is, and I liked her very much but I guess those were the wrong reasons. Over times she started meeting making friends and then she turned as you see her.
Why did you marry Alan?

 

[Asa]

He was charming... full of dreams back then... and then thought to take business advice from my father and got transformed into the man you work with. The transformation didn't really appear till long after we were married and he just quit talking dreams and only talked business plans and investments and the proper people we should work with or socialize with.

Staring into her drink. She could name the exact day she saw the change... like a switch was flipped and light went to dark... like turning off the sun and its warmth without allowing the beauty and soft grace of the moon.

Maybe not the best of reasons either... I mean I always was more outgoing then he was... I hoped it would rub off on him and father hoped he would reign me in like he never could

 

[Cobra2004]

Scott couldn’t even find the words to tell her how sorry he was for what happen, and though their reasons where entirely different the result were the same for both.

Scott never thought he would ever find himself in this position. He had made up his mind to grin and bear it, he couldn’t change Elaine if he wanted to, she was happy being who she is and that was that.

The problem was what to do now the way he was feelings. He wasn’t prepared for this and he couldn’t even tell her now. Scott tried to take another drink but he put the glass down on table.

What would you like to do now? You like to talk, go home or you rather stay here and keep dancing?

 

[Asa]

I... I don't know really...

She bit her lip and tried to take another sip of her drink only to find it empty... was she really that nervous.

Is it really possible for all four of us to be friends like this? Filling in on obligations the other would rather not or just being company when the other would rather not... How do we do this... sanely.

 

[Cobra2004]

I don’t really know what is possible and what isn’t, right now I can’t think wisely and I wouldn’t dare say what I feel because I don’t know what happen tonight, but I’m willing to do whatever it takes to keep this friendship going.

We have too much at stake here with our business to ruing it, I think we should play things quietly and maybe let Alan and Elaine handle their friendship.

 

[Asa]

Maybe you are right... I don't want to do anything to ruin what you and Alan have built.

She relaxed a little bit smiling as the server returned to the booth.

SO Scott do you want to stay longer and have another drink or head home?

 

[Cobra2004]

Well at least we’re on the same page on this, and it’s just for me and Alan it’s for the four of us unless one of us has kids. Elaine can’t have any kits so it’s up to you and Alan.

Looks like Isabella leaves it up to Scott on what they should do, she never answer that question when he asked her. Did that mean she didn’t really want to leave just yet?

Ok if you’re leaving the decision up to me if we should go or stay. I want to be with you for as long as I can.

I hope I’m not being a little to blunt but that’s how I feel about this and that's all I got left, so I may as well take advantage of it.

 

[Asa]

I would like to stay here with you too. I... I don't know what to do... I don't know what to think... I have never been around anyone who has been so different than Alan... Around someone who understands that hunger to live not simply exist day to day.

Like window shopping and staring into the window of a store you know you will never afford ... or...

She fell silent... she had said too much she was sure of it and possibly have driven him away.

 

[Cobra2004]

Scott just looked her a little stunned by her reply, he thought what he felt was one way, and though she didn’t say it he knew she felt the same. He didn’t know what say to her now. They were attracted to each others and both had proble with it.

He reached for her hand resting on the table and squeezed gently. You don’t have to say more I think I understand now. I think now it’s more important for us to let Alan and Elaine make their arrangements first, than me can make ours and see where that will lead us.

We could lead them into it though, and knowing Elaine and what she likes to do, it wouldn't be very hard to talk her into it.

He looked around the room than back at her. I think I would like to leave now and be alone with you for a while before I take you home, if it’s ok with you.

 

[Asa]

She nods. So we guide them together to hang out in their innocent boring straight laced likes so we can turn to each other to feel alive again? What... What are you wanting to come of this Scott?

Her head was spinning she could not imagine herself cheating on Alan... she couldn't see herself being that person... but still here was this wonderful man holding her hand and all she could think of was him kissing her. Maybe she was losing her mind could she really be thinking these things wanting what was not hers to have... and now agreeing to time alone with him she was fairly sure of it.

 

[Cobra2004]

That’s a question that I don’t know the answer just yet, but I do know I want to be with you and we must play it down when we are alone. I don’t mean we should go to bed and both cheat on our spouses, but we can spend time be together as much as Alan and Elaine can.

I don’t know if it ever crossed your mind, but believe we all have a perfect mate somewhere some are lucky to find it and some struggle all their lives and never find it.

I think I found mine in you, and who knows. Maybe this thing is fate for the four of us by meeting each other and both Alan and Elaine are now having the same problems we are.

There many ways to please each other’s without cheating, but as long as we’re together we work it out, and right know I want to kiss you so bad I can’t stand it.

 

[Asa]

Okay... lets go.

She stood up she wanted him to kiss her but she needed to clear her head and think all of this through. She wanted nothing more than to kiss him and let this chance at feeling alive again go on forever but.

 

[Cobra2004]

Scott was first the get out on the booth and took her hand and they walked out of the club. As soon they got to his car, he turned her around gently and leaned his back against the car pulling her into his chest.

The minute his lips touched hers he felt a jolt like an electric shock run right through him, he felt her tongue touching his both probing each other’s mouth. He could feel his body heating up and the need to be with in her but he held back content to taste her sweet lips.

He didn’t want to pull away yet, but he couldn’t lose himself and go farther than he should. He let the kiss linger a little longer against her lips savoring the taste of her tongue once again, then pulled back slowly and pushed away from the car to walk her around the passenger side.

 

[Asa]

She was stopped mid thought mid step mid reality as he pulled her close. Then of all things he... he kissed her. Her mind felt like it was exploding everything was swirling and exploding. His tongue dancing with hers him holding her close to him. She was shaking there in his arms as her arms had unconsciously slipped around his waist in that brief moment.

She sat down in the car and closed her eyes letting the feelings and sink in and let her mind slowly clear after that kiss. Her shaking had stopped at least which was a start. Her mind however was just getting started.

 

[Cobra2004]

Scott knew he had stop with the kiss feeling Isabella shaking in his arms. It wasn’t because she didn’t want this her body was saying other things and he better stop before it was too late.

Neither said a word once they were back in the car, and in that moment words were not needed both knew were they stood with each other. He waited before he started the car and drive her home though that was the last thing he really wanted to do.

Scott new the moment his lips touched hers he would never give up on her, they would have to find a way to be together somehow without having to worry. Of course the key was to keep Elaine and Alan seen each other as often as they could.

He looked at his watch and it was just after one am, and he did tell Elaine and Alan not to wait up they would be very late.

 

[Asa]

She saw him look at his watch and the look in his eyes told her it was fairly late. Which meant that home was where they were headed first her back to that passionless prison and Scott to a woman she envied more than anything. She needed time to think that was a given... did she want him... yes. The kiss sealed that in her mind but was she really the affair type. Could she really cheat on her husband? Did she really have it in her to be that person?

 

[Cobra2004]

Scott looked at Isabella once more before he started the car, and he didn’t think she was ready to go home just yet, not the way she looked now. One look at her face and Alan would know something happen.

It’s just 1 am and I told them not to wait up that we’ll be late. I like to stop on the way and have a coffee, and it will give you time to relax before I take you home, I don’t want Alan to see you like this yet.

He reached for her hand and brought it to his lips and placed a soft kiss in her palm.

Are you ok that with that?

 

[Asa]

Yeah... some coffee would be fine.

She was trying.g to calm more but she looked to him and every feeling from that kiss came flooding back.

Can we really be thinking what I gather has crossed our minds tonight. Otis it judge a heat of the moment situation?

 

[Cobra2004]

He was glad to hear she agreed with going for a coffee and though he was concerned about her he needed a coffee also. It could allot for him to pull away from her and well aware it was going to be even harder.

The tasted of her lips where still fresh on his lips and he wanted to kiss her again more than anything.

I don’t really, but I do know that I will never give up on you, and I want you now more than I ever wanted anything in my life. I know we can do this if you want me as much as I want you.

We just have to work at it and bring Elaine and Alan together in more ways than one.

 

[Asa]

SO what you think they would ever do anything like this? Alan and Elaine... I can't imagine him being so "crazy" as to do something out of his norm like that but yeah... I want this to work somehow too

She shook her head unable to believe that she basically admitted that she wanted to have an affair with this man. But she did... she wanted it all and yet wanted nothing more than just him beside her. IT was a vortex of intense sexual and sensible sane chaos in her mind.