2'nd ooc: High school blues

[hybirdx]

hello arc...

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

Ahh, I'm corrupting the HSB thread and it's too much fun...

 

[Arc da Rat]

Good eve HY ...

Hmm ... for some strange reason my CD-Rom won't read the two new CDs I bought ... Erasure's lastest & 80's Trance music compilation ... Neither of them say that you can't play them in a computer ...

 

[hybirdx]

Oh really? Thats a shame... *disaperes withen the shadows...*

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

Hybird's the culprit!

And he would've gotten away with it, too, if it weren't for us meddling kids!

 

[Arc da Rat]

*follow him with her eyes*

So I am listening to the PSO soundtrack I also got today ...

Hy why are you sneaking around in the shadows?

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

Cats! Hybird! Post! I'm cooling off!

*glances back and forth*

Uh, I didn't say that.

*puts her hands behind her back*

...look, why do you THINK I'm obsessed with you guys posting so quickly?

^_^

 

[hybirdx]

AH-HA! I knew it, I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT!

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

... *blushes*

Well come on! It's gotta be fun for you too!

 

[Arc da Rat]

AH-HA! I knew it, I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT!

HUH?

*re-reads post above this*

OH! ... er ... NM ...

 

[cats]

Normally it would be fun but place a time limit on anything and it becomes a chore. No chore is fun no matter what it is. Also this part has very little to do with the actual thread so I'll be quite happy when it's over.

 

[Arc da Rat]

*reads story thread post*

Hmm ... for yer first atempts at this ... you all get an A for effort ...

Hy yer post need to be a bit longer or its gonna end up like ones on the SRP ...

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

I keep telling Hy it needs to be longer...!

And Cats... now I feel bad...

...I'm not trying to put a time limit on anything... what do you mean?

Yeah... suddenly I feel pretty bad... :-/

You're, uh, not having fun?

Cuz if I'm just being selfish...

 

[cats]

Jacobo sorry if that sounded a bit mean of me.

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

Well..... if it's true..... I'll make sure it won't happen again.....

I really wanted Tetsuru to finally succeed....... and Momiji did need confidence......

Truthfully Cats, that was really mean. I personally thought you guys would enjoy it as much as I am.

Yeah... I'm pretty sensitive, I guess.. cuz I'm afraid I'm crying..

I didn't mean to be so selfish as to steal time away from something that was important to you... or mess up the theme of the thread...

 

[cats]

Damn I choose all my words carefully when I post in a thread but I'm reackless in the OOC:.

Let me rephrase this quite a bit. Basicly your posting has goten a little to anal. You need to take your time and be pateint, asking others to post before there ready dosen't help. I took just as much time to post as I would of had you not asked me to, the difrence is a fair amount of stress on the both of us. I'm in a rush now feeling I have to please you and you begin to form this into a habit. When I can't post you get annoyed and act rashly or when I get anoyed I act rudely like I just did. This sort of thing is by no means new to lit from what I've seen I've done things like it myself but I learned to stop and feel much more relaxed now.... most of the time. So just be a little more patenint and do every includeing yourself a little more good and you'll be happier on lit.

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

I'm sorry... I'm really just kidding around... I should've made that clear...

I think I'd better go for a little while.

 

[cats]

Weather you where jokeing or not. I wrote my apoligy before you read what I wrote that should tell you how I feel about what I said and beleave me when I say thats not what I ment to say.

 

[hybirdx]

I'm sorry... I'm really just kidding around... I should've made that clear...

I think I'd better go for a little while.

Please don't leave...

 

[cats]

I'm quite sorry Hy.

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

Me and Cats have been PMing back and forth...

I'm not mad at you guys... I'm mad at myself... I write to bring pleasure to other people, which is why I write online and not offline... and if I was failing in that, and using you for my own pleasure... then I've failed in my goal.

So I've got to think about what I really want to do. I need this place as a coping method, as a little bit of fantasy where I can act nothing like who I am in real life (more than you know... I'm quite chaste IRL, this is an outlet)... but now I'm ashamed of myself.

So... I dunno. Maybe I ought to.

 

[cats]

Jacobo I expressed my feeling and no one elses. On top of that there was a bit of kick the cat syndrom. Where I took out my anger from other places on you. Preasonally writeing is my way to relax but I don't seem to be able to do that right now tomuch is going on in my life so I'm takeing a week or so off from it to get my head back togeather.

 

[cats]

If either one of you wants to reach me in the mean time I've put my email adress in my profile.

 

[Jacobo_Curious]

Yes... good plan... I think I will too.

I hope it's okay with you, Hy.

 

[hybirdx]

Yes, its alright.