A Bigger Stage

[AndreaSubbie]

"Oh! um," but Sarah had said kitten, and Rosi was now conflicted.

Holding the phone to her ear she went back to Owen and guided him to his feet.

"Look, I'm really sorry, but I um," she leaned up as far as she could on her toes and kissed him softly on his lips, just on the outside.

"I'll come and see you tomorrow in the cafe, Owen, ok? I just, I .. um, not, er," she went to the door and opened it for Owen to leave.

"Tomorrow, Owen, ok? I'll come and see you."

Rosi was on the verge of tears and could only just hold them back. She needed Owen gone, but she needed him whole, not broken.

She was only just holding together.

 

[Blase]

As soon as the door closed behind Owen, Sarah was speaking again, at the same time starting her own cam so that Rosi could see her as she sat reclining on her bed.

"Rosi? What's wrong?" she asked.

Cindy quickly followed suit by turning on her cam.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Rosi collapsed onto the floor, on her knees, the phone in front of her where she could see her friends who she loved, and she sobbed.

"I .. it was ... and you said kitten .. and I didn't ... and he was .. and ... and I promised .. and I'm not in .. and .. and .. I FAILED!!"

The last word came out as a wail of anguish, of horror, of sadness, and of grief.

She couldn't do it. She could talk and joke and pretend, but she couldn't do it, she was a failure, she didn't deserve such friends, and it was all too much.

"Don't go, don't leave me, I'm not worth your time but I need you, I, um," and she broke into sobs again.

Her fingers gripped the phone like it was the only thing holding her together.

"I need you, both of you, I need you!"

 

[Blase]

"Rosi, give us ten minutes and we'll be there," Sarah said, rising to a standing position even as she spoke.

Both girls lived close by, having chosen to live within easy reach of the studios where The Choice was shot.

"In the meantime, please stay on the phone."

Sarah felt a bit like an emergency operator but there was no time to worry about it just then.

Cindy was also heading out of her door.

"Rosi? We're on our way, okay?"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"Oh! No! you can't! You mustn't ... its ... but I .. and ..."

But Rosi meant exactly the opposite. Her cry for them was real and from the heart, and deep down she knew the only thing she wanted right then was to have them there with her ..

She stayed on the phone, getting her breathing under control, trying to make a complete sentence but still failing.

She opened her door enough that they could come straight in, then locked herself in the bathroom, too ashamed to face them.

 

[Blase]

"Rosi?"

Sarah entered the room first, noting that, judging by the view from Rosi's cam, the teen was in the bathroom.

"We're here," she called softly.

"Will you come and talk with us? Please?"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Rosi cracked open the bathroom door so they could talk, but she was scared to face them.

Yes, she did love them. Yes, she trusted them. Yes, she needed them.

But she couldn't bear the look of disappointment that she expected to see.

"I'm in here," she said in a small voice, not knowing where to start the apology.

She was curled up in the corner of the room between the tub and the tiled wall, making herself as small as she could.

Now that they were here, she had no idea what to do next.

Thoughts of quitting the show, saying she was ill, taking some pills to sleep .. yes sleep, for a very long time?

 

[Blase]

"Rosi," Cindy began, "we're sorry we pushed you so hard. We should have had a serious and detailed talk about boundaries well before this."

"It was just that you kept accepting our directions and didn't even look like you were close to being freaked out by them..."

"We just let ourselves get carried away."

"Can you forgive us?"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"Forgive you?" Rosi looked up from her corner, once again confused by their question.

"You mean you're not ashamed of me? disappointed in me? But I let you down, I failed you!" and the tears again rolled down her cheeks, but this time without the wracking sobs.

She uncurled herself from the corner and padded naked to them and flung her arms round Sarah's neck, then used one hand to get as close to hugging Cindy as she could.

"I love you both ... I'm so sorry I'm not good enough," but no tears this time. She wasn't trying to be dramatic, to provoke some protestations to the contrary.

She knew that she had let them down. They weren't cruel. They wouldn't have moved things forward unless they thought she'd enjoy it.

They were not to blame. It was all her fault, and that made her sad.

 

[Blase]

Sarah and Cindy moved easily to place Rosi in the center of a group hug.

It would have been quite sexy if not for Rosi's tears.

"Rosi, this whole idea of you not being good enough doesn't make sense to us," Cindy said.

"The scene tonight was something we were doing because we - Sarah and I - thought it could be fun and also hopefully good for everyone involved; or at least not harmful."

"But we just didn't do enough to prepare you for the possibility of something like that."

"It's no wonder you freaked out."

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"I think it was something to do with him being scared and me not in control that flipped me over .. it all got out of hand and I didn't know where I was, didn't feel safe .. I think I got scared because I didn't feel safe? Does that make sense?"

Rosi had stopped crying but was still clinging as tight as she could.

"I think if you both had actually been here I could have done it, with you in the room. But I'm just not grown up enough. I'm sorry."

Rosi knew that it was her inadequacies that were the problem, and also that Sarah and Cindy would disagree for some reason that she didn't understand.

Rosi also knew she wanted to be loved, a kind of affirmation thing, but didn't know how to ask.

 

[Blase]

"Do you mean physically unsafe or emotionally unsafe?" Sarah asked.

"We were hoping that feeling physically safe around Owen wouldn't be an issue because, well, Owen.

"As for the emotional part, I'm afraid we may have miscalculated there. You see, we thought we could give you an experience with someone who, if not terribly skilled, would still be gentle and attentive, to sort of make up for your first time being so rushed.'"

"We, uh, figured you deserved a do-over... And we just sort of assumed you'd want to be alone for that."

As Sarah finished speaking, Cindy kissed Rosi on the nape of her neck.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Rosi closed her eyes and tilted her head back, raising her hands until she could caress Cindy's hair, exposing her naked front to Sarah in invitation.

Maybe that was the problem Rosi wondered with less than half of her mind, maybe she was actually a lesbian and just wanted Sarah and Cindy.

Maybe Rosi only wanted celery because she'd always been told she should want celery?

She had no idea, but right now she wanted Sarah and Cindy.

Her right hand gently held Cindy's head, but her left hand went straight between her legs and pressed hard against her soft folds.

Yet the image in her head was not lesbian. It was Owen, as she not yet seen him, sitting on the sofa with his celery stick in his hands pumping like he was going to burst. Burst all over Rosi.

 

[Blase]

Cindy sidestepped to place herself in front of Rosi, then leaned in to give her a kiss that probably would have brought Owen in his pants. Even if he'd just been watching.

When she drew back, she murmured, "Perhaps we should take this out of the bathroom."

They did, staying in light contact with each other all the while. Then there was more kissing at the foot of the bed. Sarah joined in.

For a few very pleasurable minutes, none of the sounds in the room were intelligible words. Then Sarah gave Cindy a light tap on the shoulder, silently requesting that she step back slightly.

As Cindy complied, Sarah remained with Rosi but turned the younger girl to face Cindy, then drew her back against her body so that she and Rosi wound up standing much as Rosi and Dane had at the end of their duet. Sarah's arms were around Rosi, not really restraining her but perhaps providing a suggestion of restraints.

As she stood holding her submissive, Sarah whispered into the teen's right ear. "Rosi... Do you want Cindy to take her clothes off?"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"Oh!" She had to stop saying that every time they asked her a question.

The answer was obviously 'yes', but Rosi was torn between wanting to see Cindy undress, and wanting to watch Sarah undress her.

"Yes, yes please, I would like that very much."

Rosi pressed back into Sarah, into safety and comfort and security, needing those arms around her to define her borders, to give her a place.

Cindy was utterly beautiful, and Rosi mouthed, "I love you," as she looked into her eyes, but a single tear slid down Rosi's left cheek, almost contradicting the peaceful smile that adorned her face.

Still watching Cindy, Rosi turned her head slightly and whispered, "I'm sorry," but loud enough so that both would hear.

Biting her lip, Rosi wiggled her hips and gently rubbed her thighs together to ease the need between them.

 

[Blase]

Cindy and Sarah both found it a bit concerning that Rosi was still apologizing, but decided with a glance between them that right then was not the time to psychoanalyze every last word.

Neither of Rosi's two dominants was elaborately dressed since they'd both been unwinding at home. Cindy was only wearing jeans, a t-shirt and sneakers. But she took longer getting out of them than it had taken her and Sarah to undress Rosi, just the other day.

Noting Rosi's clothes in a pile on the floor from when she'd undressed, Cindy decided to follow suit, dropping her own garments near the small table that held the room's phone.

Even though she was a seamstress rather than a dancer, Cindy knew how to get out of clothes. By the time her panties surrendered to gravity, she had both of the other girls' undivided attention.


"Cindy," Sarah said, kissing the top of Rosi's head and still holding her, although Sarah's hands had somehow migrated to the girl's breasts, "can you show us what you're feeling, right now?"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Rosi closed her eyes at the kiss from Sarah.

Somehow, despite all the delectable eroticism of their migration from the bathroom, that simple kiss on her hair meant everything, and Rosi melted into Sarah's embrace, her breasts at rest in the perfect bra.

Cindy was not only gorgeous but also seductive, and although she didn't know the mechanics, Rosi desperately wanted to make love to her. She gazed at those breasts, licking her lips, and then lower wanting to tease the soft moist folds and find out if Cindy liked the same touches that she did.

Rosi's own hands were gripping Sarah's thighs, her fingers like a kitten's claws, gradually performing their own migration up the legs searching for Sarah's very centre.

Soft moans of happiness and arousal seeped into the quiet of the room.

 

[Blase]

Cindy stood as stark naked as Rosi - or perhaps even more so, because her legs were just a bit more than shoulder-width apart, leaving no doubt that Cindy was female through and through.

And that... was all she needed to be in that moment. Female. Naked.

And utterly unashamed.

She popped a finger into her mouth, withdrawing it to find a nipple to play with.

Teasing and pinching, she had both of her nipples pointing emphatically towards Rosi in moments. And that was when one hand dropped to her stomach, rubbing it with slow, broad circles.

Her hands went to her thighs next. First her upper thighs, kneading and massaging. Then the silky skin of her inner thighs was explored, lightly, with ticklish fingertips.

All the while, she was looking at Rosi's body, letting her thoughts fill her eyes.

Sarah, in the meantime, had left one hand with the mission of attending to both of Rosi's round breasts, while the other sought and found Rosi's center, introducing itself with the stroke of two fingers.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"Oh, fuck!" Rosi murmured, moving her hips to maximise the pleasure from Sarah's fingering, her hands behind her back finding the hot junction between Sarah's legs, needing to return the favour.

But her eyes were on Cindy, watching those fingers please the sumptuous body, drinking in the sexiness of hard nipples and the delicate skin of those perfect thighs, and the place between that was drawing her.

"I want that collar, Cindy, and the chain, I've been hungering for it, I need to be held back so I don't go too far, and I want to love you like you both keep loving me," and Rosi gasped as Sarah's probing fingers worked their magic.

Rosi licked her lips again, feeling her own horniness dribble onto her thighs, becoming lost in the heat and desire.

She wanted to surrender, to offer them everything, but the tiniest part of her mind that was still aware reminded her of previous broken promises, of failure to complete the task. She mustn't ever let them down again, or say that she could do more than she was able. She was a rookie. She needed to learn, to be trained.

And she was in the best hands.

 

[Blase]

"I'd say you're pretty good at setting boundaries when you need to be, kitten," Sarah answered her, pausing her attentions to Rosi's lower regions for a moment so that they could both think.

"If Cindy and I had taken a little more time to teach you and bring things along a bit more slowly, you would have had a better idea of your options - and you might just be standing here right now with a gift from Owen on your face."

"Are you going to keep on yapping," Cindy asked, moving closer to the other two, "or are you going to shut up so Rosi can undress you?"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"ooh yes, I'd love to undress Sarah!"

Although she still had her back pressed against Sarah, Rosi's fingers were alternating between rubbing the crotch of Sarah's jeans and trying to pop the button.

Having been given permision, she now turned gracefully and stooped to one knee. Rosi gave the task the concentration it deserved, and with her tongue peeping from between her lips she overcame the troublesome jeans button and drew down the zipper, quickly followed by the denim.

Closing her eyes to maximise her sense of smell, Rosi inhaled deeply, then opened them again and kissed the soft flat muscled belly, flickering her tongue over the warm skin.

"Oh fuck I love you," she muttered, kissing the cotton panties, licking them, then pulling them out of the way to press her face into the mound, her tongue tracing the hot slit and savouring it's taste.

 

[Blase]

Rosi might have given herself a serious crick in her neck if Cindy hadn't chosen that moment to take a fistful of Rosi's hair and use it to slowly pull her sub up into a standing position, facing Sarah.

"Why does she still have a shirt on?" Cindy asked meaningfully.

Sarah managed to kick out of her jeans and panties without actually taking a step forward.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

The hand gripping her hair felt so very good, and so did the command.

Obediently Rosi undid the shirt buttons from top to bottom, peeling the fronts aside and caressing the firm breasts.

"Fuck, I love you too," she told the exquisite orbs, not wanting them to feel left out of the adoration already expressed to the sanctuary between Sarah's legs.

A flick over each shoulder sent the garment to the floor and Rosi's fingers flitted across the beautful skin of her Domme's torso.

"How does a girl make love properly with another girl? or even with two girls?" Rosi asked, both of Sarah before her, and with a twist of the head, of Cindy behind.

 

[Blase]

Sarah reached around Rosi to grab the hair that Cindy had relinquished, using it as a lever to turn the girl's face back towards her own.

"First, she lets go of being proper," she told Rosi, then covered her sub's mouth with her own.

It wasn't entirely fair to Rosi that, at the same moment, Cindy's hand came from behind to slip between Cindy's legs and start to stroke the place where Sarah's had been, while her other hand gathered up both of Rosi's and decided to hold them firmly behind the young girl's back, just because it could.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Rosi moaned into Sarah's mouth, her senses overloaded to the point of almost trickling down her thighs.

The hand in her hair, arms pinned behind her back, the deep kiss, the fingers sloshing her soaked vagina, it was like all the switches being on at once, all the lights.

And yet something was missing. She couldn't put her finger on it. Well, not with them held tight by Cindy. But she had a clue, a hint.

The collar in Cindy's drawing. She'd mentioned it to them before. Twice, she thought.

There was nothing else for it, she would have to beg. Literally. As soon as she got a chance.

Right now, she had a quickly rising Orgasm distracting her and tearing all thoughts to shreds as her body took over; flushing, perspiring, convulsing, trying to swallow Cindy's fingers into her womb just like her tongue was trying to swallow Sarah's in her mouth.