jamesie_85
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- May 3, 2008
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A reoccuring fantasy
by jamesie_85 about 1 hour ago
Hi all
For as long as I can remember I have always found myself drawn back to a fantasy where I meet a woman online and form a long distance relationship. I find myself increasingly enthralled whith her as time goes on to the extent that I spend my free time waiting by the phone or computer waiting for her to contact me again.
As I become more enthralled by her she starts to train and prepare me for her through her (infrequent) messages, of course I eagerly follow every command to please her, she has me change everything about me and the house to be more to here liking. When she sees this she stops contact altogether for some time while I begin to feel increasingly lost without her orders.
One day she gets back in touch and tells me that if I want to be with her I must completely surender everything I am to her, of course I immediately agree to this as by this stage Im completely dependent on her command.
She moves in and completely takes over every aspect of my life and treats me as nothing more than her property to use however and whenever she wishes.
guess it has somthing to do with my desire to explore TPE and surrender completely
by jamesie_85 about 1 hour ago
Hi all
For as long as I can remember I have always found myself drawn back to a fantasy where I meet a woman online and form a long distance relationship. I find myself increasingly enthralled whith her as time goes on to the extent that I spend my free time waiting by the phone or computer waiting for her to contact me again.
As I become more enthralled by her she starts to train and prepare me for her through her (infrequent) messages, of course I eagerly follow every command to please her, she has me change everything about me and the house to be more to here liking. When she sees this she stops contact altogether for some time while I begin to feel increasingly lost without her orders.
One day she gets back in touch and tells me that if I want to be with her I must completely surender everything I am to her, of course I immediately agree to this as by this stage Im completely dependent on her command.
She moves in and completely takes over every aspect of my life and treats me as nothing more than her property to use however and whenever she wishes.
guess it has somthing to do with my desire to explore TPE and surrender completely