Ticklish Girl
Bloody but unbowed
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Grace Miller
Richard’s admonition to be careful echoed in my brain as I moved closer to the double doors. When I was within an arm’s length of them, I stopped and studied the strange patterns on the lurid red frieze. The angles seemed all wrong in ways that hurt my eyes. It was surprisingly difficult to tear my gaze away from the patterns. I shook my head and focused instead on the brass gargoyle door knocker. “That’s the ugliest thing I’ve ever seen,” I muttered.
All of a sudden I wasn’t terribly eager to see what was on the other side of those doors. In fact, I wanted to get the hell out of that house as fast as I could. That urge to turn and run had grown stronger with every step I took up the spiral staircase. The only thing keeping me from obeying that impulse was the man standing here with me. I couldn’t run out on Richard now, after the things we had shared. He needed me, but that wasn’t the only reason. No, the real reason was a simple one, yet it came as a surprise: I was growing very fond of him, and I wanted to be with him.
I turned to him and gave him a weak smile. He smiled back and wiped his forehead with his sleeve. “Ready?” I whispered. He nodded. “Okay.”
Together we reached for the handles and turned them while pushing all our weight against the wood. The hinges squealed in protest, but the doors opened relatively easy. We stood just inside, still holding the doors open, and flashed our lights around the interior of the attic.
It was a huge space, crammed with ancient, ugly furniture, dusty old mirrors, bound stacks of moldering newspapers, and an endless array of cardboard boxes piled on top of each other. I traced my flashlight beam across the opposite wall and saw three windows, all of them tightly shuttered. Dust motes danced in the path of my beam, tickling my nose and making me sneeze a couple of times.
“Storage space,” I finally said, when I had gotten my sneezes under control. “This stuff must’ve been up here for decades. Some of it might be valuable. Guess we ought to have it appraised.” I was rambling, trying to cover my nervousness. Why was I nervous? This was a perfectly ordinary attic, not Narnia.
Just then a floorboard creaked, somewhere to our right. Richard and I caught our breath and simultaneously turned our flashlights in that direction. Both beams flickered, then went out at the same time. We both cried out. A moment later, I felt something yank the door away from me. There was a loud BOOM! as it shut behind us. Beside me, Richard uttered a startled grunt, then I heard a second slam as the other door shut. We were left in total darkness.
I thumbed the flashlight switch, on and off again and again – but the light refused to go on. “Oh shit, oh shit,” I whispered. All around us the air grew cool, then downright chilly. I shivered as the chill touched the perspiration on my forehead and under my arms. Blackness pressed against my eyes as I turned my head this way and that, trying to catch even a sliver of light. I strained my eyes, trying to adjust my vision and make out shapes, but to no avail. It was as if we were in a mineshaft.
“Richard? What’s going on? Let’s try to get out of here.” There was no answer. “Richard?” I held out my left hand, feeling for him, trying so hard not to panic. My own breathing sounded very loud to me.
I heard a small click, and then Richard’s flashlight flicked on. We both grunted with surprise. I pushed the button on mine, and the beam of light appeared once again. The sudden light stung my eyes a little, and it took a moment to adjust. I turned to Richard, opening my mouth to make some sound of relief, but I froze when I saw his tense, frightened face. His eyes were wide and his jaw had dropped open. I heard the tendons creak in my neck as my head reluctantly turned and my eyes followed the twin paths of our flashlight beams.
A young dark-haired man stood on a stool, busily fixing a rope to a hook that hung from the ceiling. He was standing on tiptoe, tugging on the rope to make sure it was taut. His entire body trembled with the tension of standing in that position. He hummed a little tune as he worked. The other end of the rope was fashioned into a noose around his neck. He wore a gray suit that looked about a hundred years old, to my untrained eye. The suit jacket and his white shirt were spattered with blobs of what looked like black ink. It took me a moment to realize that it wasn’t black ink.
I must have made some sound, because he flinched, then looked down at us. He didn’t seem at all surprised to see us. “I had to do it,” he said. His eyes were wide, earnest. “She wouldn’t go through with the pact. It was her idea, but then she changed her mind at the last minute. All her talk about undying love. She made me believe in it. I loved her enough to set her free. If she loved me, she would have gone through with it, don’t you think?”
Neither of us answered. We were too busy staring at the crumpled, body of the young woman lying on the floor just a few feet away from his stool. She lay in a pool of the same dark stuff that was spattered on the young man’s suit.
“She screamed so much,” the man said. His voice was sad, regretful. “I should have used the pistol. The knife hurt her, and it made a mess.”
The flashlight grew slick in my sweaty palm as the young man tugged on the rope one last time to make sure it was securely fastened to the hook, then took a deep breath and closed his eyes. In the next second he was going to jump. I cried out and turned away, blindly reaching out for Richard. I threw my arms around him and buried my face in his chest, needing his solidity, his reality.
Richard’s admonition to be careful echoed in my brain as I moved closer to the double doors. When I was within an arm’s length of them, I stopped and studied the strange patterns on the lurid red frieze. The angles seemed all wrong in ways that hurt my eyes. It was surprisingly difficult to tear my gaze away from the patterns. I shook my head and focused instead on the brass gargoyle door knocker. “That’s the ugliest thing I’ve ever seen,” I muttered.
All of a sudden I wasn’t terribly eager to see what was on the other side of those doors. In fact, I wanted to get the hell out of that house as fast as I could. That urge to turn and run had grown stronger with every step I took up the spiral staircase. The only thing keeping me from obeying that impulse was the man standing here with me. I couldn’t run out on Richard now, after the things we had shared. He needed me, but that wasn’t the only reason. No, the real reason was a simple one, yet it came as a surprise: I was growing very fond of him, and I wanted to be with him.
I turned to him and gave him a weak smile. He smiled back and wiped his forehead with his sleeve. “Ready?” I whispered. He nodded. “Okay.”
Together we reached for the handles and turned them while pushing all our weight against the wood. The hinges squealed in protest, but the doors opened relatively easy. We stood just inside, still holding the doors open, and flashed our lights around the interior of the attic.
It was a huge space, crammed with ancient, ugly furniture, dusty old mirrors, bound stacks of moldering newspapers, and an endless array of cardboard boxes piled on top of each other. I traced my flashlight beam across the opposite wall and saw three windows, all of them tightly shuttered. Dust motes danced in the path of my beam, tickling my nose and making me sneeze a couple of times.
“Storage space,” I finally said, when I had gotten my sneezes under control. “This stuff must’ve been up here for decades. Some of it might be valuable. Guess we ought to have it appraised.” I was rambling, trying to cover my nervousness. Why was I nervous? This was a perfectly ordinary attic, not Narnia.
Just then a floorboard creaked, somewhere to our right. Richard and I caught our breath and simultaneously turned our flashlights in that direction. Both beams flickered, then went out at the same time. We both cried out. A moment later, I felt something yank the door away from me. There was a loud BOOM! as it shut behind us. Beside me, Richard uttered a startled grunt, then I heard a second slam as the other door shut. We were left in total darkness.
I thumbed the flashlight switch, on and off again and again – but the light refused to go on. “Oh shit, oh shit,” I whispered. All around us the air grew cool, then downright chilly. I shivered as the chill touched the perspiration on my forehead and under my arms. Blackness pressed against my eyes as I turned my head this way and that, trying to catch even a sliver of light. I strained my eyes, trying to adjust my vision and make out shapes, but to no avail. It was as if we were in a mineshaft.
“Richard? What’s going on? Let’s try to get out of here.” There was no answer. “Richard?” I held out my left hand, feeling for him, trying so hard not to panic. My own breathing sounded very loud to me.
I heard a small click, and then Richard’s flashlight flicked on. We both grunted with surprise. I pushed the button on mine, and the beam of light appeared once again. The sudden light stung my eyes a little, and it took a moment to adjust. I turned to Richard, opening my mouth to make some sound of relief, but I froze when I saw his tense, frightened face. His eyes were wide and his jaw had dropped open. I heard the tendons creak in my neck as my head reluctantly turned and my eyes followed the twin paths of our flashlight beams.
A young dark-haired man stood on a stool, busily fixing a rope to a hook that hung from the ceiling. He was standing on tiptoe, tugging on the rope to make sure it was taut. His entire body trembled with the tension of standing in that position. He hummed a little tune as he worked. The other end of the rope was fashioned into a noose around his neck. He wore a gray suit that looked about a hundred years old, to my untrained eye. The suit jacket and his white shirt were spattered with blobs of what looked like black ink. It took me a moment to realize that it wasn’t black ink.
I must have made some sound, because he flinched, then looked down at us. He didn’t seem at all surprised to see us. “I had to do it,” he said. His eyes were wide, earnest. “She wouldn’t go through with the pact. It was her idea, but then she changed her mind at the last minute. All her talk about undying love. She made me believe in it. I loved her enough to set her free. If she loved me, she would have gone through with it, don’t you think?”
Neither of us answered. We were too busy staring at the crumpled, body of the young woman lying on the floor just a few feet away from his stool. She lay in a pool of the same dark stuff that was spattered on the young man’s suit.
“She screamed so much,” the man said. His voice was sad, regretful. “I should have used the pistol. The knife hurt her, and it made a mess.”
The flashlight grew slick in my sweaty palm as the young man tugged on the rope one last time to make sure it was securely fastened to the hook, then took a deep breath and closed his eyes. In the next second he was going to jump. I cried out and turned away, blindly reaching out for Richard. I threw my arms around him and buried my face in his chest, needing his solidity, his reality.