At what point did you recognize your kink?

[Toa_lin]

yeah, hardest thing for me was admitting it to my friends, ((and yes, i have done that, told you I'm openly enjoying the life)) I figured they'd all think I was a freak and abandon me. Some did, but most stayed, most just accept it, but a few have even come to me with some questions that are making me think they're secretly getting into the spirit of things as well. And as such I'm more then willing to answer there questions wihtout "beating around teh bush" per-say.