Becaa57
Curious
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I see the anger flash across your face and it scares me, then it's gone.
You tell me about being a disappointment to everyone including yourself. And that you finally did 'something' to cause your growth spurt. I can sense that this is much closer to the truth, although I know you're still holding something back. But ok.
"I know that everyone saw you as less then, and I'm sure it didn't help that Brad was more in any physical although you were always much smarter, smarter then anyone. I always liked you. You've always been much easier to talk to and would actually listen to what I'd say. You know Brad and I were a couple for a short while, but I realized that I actually preferred talking to you over him, and it was part of the reason he and I didn't last. You and I well all you would have had to do was ask honestly."
Looking you up and down honestly.
"I can see the obvious physical changes, and I can hear and feel the changes in your personality. You are far more sure of yourself, and the old Carl would've stared after the girls in the diner, but never acted on it. The new Carl, for whatever reason it seemed you saw them, but they weren't what you wanted so you ignored them"
"I can only imagine what the 'doing it for me' means. I'm honored frankly, not sure I deserve it. But while I do like how you look now, be crazy not to right? I hope that the old Carl is still the new Carl? If that makes sense"
taking your hand, standing close I put our hands on your chest. "It's what's in here that is important"
You tell me about being a disappointment to everyone including yourself. And that you finally did 'something' to cause your growth spurt. I can sense that this is much closer to the truth, although I know you're still holding something back. But ok.
"I know that everyone saw you as less then, and I'm sure it didn't help that Brad was more in any physical although you were always much smarter, smarter then anyone. I always liked you. You've always been much easier to talk to and would actually listen to what I'd say. You know Brad and I were a couple for a short while, but I realized that I actually preferred talking to you over him, and it was part of the reason he and I didn't last. You and I well all you would have had to do was ask honestly."
Looking you up and down honestly.
"I can see the obvious physical changes, and I can hear and feel the changes in your personality. You are far more sure of yourself, and the old Carl would've stared after the girls in the diner, but never acted on it. The new Carl, for whatever reason it seemed you saw them, but they weren't what you wanted so you ignored them"
"I can only imagine what the 'doing it for me' means. I'm honored frankly, not sure I deserve it. But while I do like how you look now, be crazy not to right? I hope that the old Carl is still the new Carl? If that makes sense"
taking your hand, standing close I put our hands on your chest. "It's what's in here that is important"