Broken Pieces (closed)

[zydrate]

Sarah could only nod at what he was saying. Although she didn't know a lot about PTSD, she knew enough not to force anything out of him or to even judge him. Not that she would ever do that. Hell, look at her. She was here because she ran away from a life she couldn't escape by normal means.

So, in all reality, they were a lot a like.

When he mentioned that they haven't been happening when she was around, Sarah gave him a small nudge with her arm and smiled, "That probably just means I'll have to be around you a lot more often..?"

 

[silvertongue217]

“Really?” He said in surprise trying not to imagine his luck was changing for the better “this isn’t a deal breaker for you? I mean I can be dangerous my doctor said I don’t get that bad but you never know I like you I do I want to see more of you…. Be with you more I just don’t want to hurt you either” He said his voice coming out in a rush as he took her hand.

Maybe they could be together, she seemed to have a past fo her own so perhaps they could be kindred spirits of sorts making their way through life. He was a romantic at heart and his mind raced at the idea the idea of being with her and seeing more of her. He leaned in giving her a deep kiss trying to show her those feelings.

 

[zydrate]

"Come on Alex..." Sarah said, "I am not some cold heartless bitch who would just walk away because of something like this. I mean, seriously, one would have to be really...bitchy..." she said, giggling as that's the only word she could come up with.

She kissed him back and when the kiss broke, she smiled up at him, "I don't think you could hurt me. At least not intentionally..." she trailed off as they continued to walk, "I mean that...because I used to be with someone who did hurt me intentionally." She shook her head and muttered a curse under her breath, "He hurt me bad..." The truth had to come out sometime. After all, he was truthful with her but somehow, she couldn't get the words out..

 

[silvertongue217]

“I wasn’t trying to say that” He said backtracking and raising his hands “I was just trying to say that I know this wasn’t what you were expecting…..”

He paused listening to her words, he already suspected she was abused and now that she was confirming it he felt his eyes softening as he reached out and took her hand. He gave it a squeeze and brought her in stroking her hair as he held her close.

“I kind of figured” Alex said softly “you don’t have to worry about that I would never hurt you like that never intentionally”

 

[zydrate]

Sarah gave Alex a quick kiss on the lips as she smiled up at him, "I know.."

They needed a change of subject so she made a suggestion, "Hey, how about after this, we go have lunch and then go back to your place..." She didn't want to add 'before she had to leave' but that was hanging in the air. She had to work tomorrow and the breakfast shift was brutal if she didn't get there on time.

 

[silvertongue217]

“I’d like that” He said perking up “I know just the place as well” He said lifting himself off of the bench and grabbing her. He laughed and picked her up putting her on his back and bouncing down the boardwalk ignoring the weird looks he got. So Alex was a weird one he tended to act silly when he was happy or in a good mood. He didn’t get in one of those very often so he took advantage of it whenever he could laughing as he led her to the restaurant that over looked the end of the pier.

“Do you like fish and chips?” He asked setting her down and pushing a few stray locks of hair back “It’s a personal favorite of mine” He admitted taking her hand and leading her over to the stand/ resteraunt.

 

[zydrate]

Giggling as she was 'carried' to the restaurant, Sarah noted that it was a cute little place and the smells that were emanating from there made her mouth water. "I love fish and chips." She exclaimed as she gave his hand a squeeze.

Sarah let him order for them both and she found a table near the 'pick up' window and took a seat. Today was turning out to be a really good day...one of her better days in a long, long time.

 

[silvertongue217]

“Great!” Alex said plopping down next to her with his own basket. He munched on some fries dipped in vinegar and looked out at the sea for a few minutes. He allowed himself to be caught up in the moment, he felt better better than he had in a long time. It was amazing how much this woman was changing him how better he felt more than any therapy sessions. He wanted to se more of her hell he was in love with her!

“So do you believe in love at first sight?” He asked looking over at her and drinking his water “that you don’t have to spend years or months getting to know some one if you feel about them a certain way?” He said cocking his head and regarding her curiously.

 

[zydrate]

"Love at first sight?" Sarah repeated.

She worked on her fries slowly and shrugged. There was no point in lying to him so, after taking a drink of her soda, she set it down and steepled her fingers as she rested her chin on them, "I used to.." she told him quietly.

"I guess I still do...but.."

But what? But Jason ruined that for her. Look what happened the last time she thought she was in love. It nearly got her killed.

"I'm not sure."

 

[silvertongue217]

“I used to as well” Alex remarked leaning in “I thought I didn’t any more not truly I was a romantic though back in the day though always searching for the one funny thing was I thought I grew out of all that”

“Then I met you” He said leaning in and giving her a light kiss “I think I believe again” He said blushing a little and looking back out at the sea realizing how corny the line probably sounded.

 

[zydrate]

She forced a smile and they finished their meal in a comfortable silence. She wanted to believe in love again...but at this point, what if she had to leave again? Sarah knew it was only a matter of time before Jason found her...

They held hands as they walked back to his motorcycle and made small talk along the way. Soon, they were heading back to Alex's house. It was nice ending to a nice time out together.

 

[silvertongue217]

“You know I am almost tempted to ask you to move in” Alex said half serious half joking as he parked the bike and helped her off of it “I mean at this point I want you over all the time” He said fishing his keys out and turning on the light with his elbow as he led her inside.

“You definitely bring out the romantic in me” He murmured leaning forward and giving her a much more heated passionate kiss than before. He wrapped his arms around her pulling her in kissing her deeply as he held her close.

 

[zydrate]

Sarah kissed him back before breaking it and pushing at him, which was no use as he held her against the wall. She didn't want to end this night on a sour note but she needed to be truthful with him... didn't she?

No, not tonight. Not right now. It could wait until later.

Instead of trying to push at him some more, she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought her lips to his...she kissed him hard and with need...

No, not a need, a desperation. Sarah wanted this to last...she did, but she couldn't help but think of the past...

 

[silvertongue217]

He kissed her back oblivious to the mental turmoil. He was to caught up in the moment. Her lips on his the feeling of their hands exploring to him the past was simply that the best and he was looking forward to a future a future with her.

He picked her up his hands scrambling onto her back and gripping her as he brought her further into the house. They bumped against some thing but he ignored it instead trying to get her to the bedroom while also kissing her furiously. He moaned into her mouth whispered her name and continued to kiss her with all the passoin he could muster as he finally reached his bedroom.

 

[zydrate]

Like Alex, Sarah ignored what they bumped into. Even though it was his place, she hoped they didn't break anything expensive or that couldn't replaced.

She felt herself being lowered onto the bed and then Alex hovering over her as they continued to kiss each other with passion. She started to tear off his clothes and felt him doing the same to her until soon, both were naked...

This wasn't a time to make 'love', no, this was all for the raw, passionate sex that built up from their time together today. Their talking...their confession... it all seemed to make sense now but yet, mentally, Sarah continued to fight it but physically she accepted it..

 

[silvertongue217]

“Oh god your beautiful” He said in between kisses. His large hands ran over her body taking her legs and throwing them over his shoulders as he kissed her lips until they were swollen. His mind went into over drive lifting her in one smooth motion and pushing himself inside of her. He moaned at the pleasure but kept going filling hr in one smooth motion burning with the need and desire to fuck her and fuck her good.

“Good god” He groaned pushing before gritting his teeth he leaned back his body half hidden in the shadows showing off his physique as he began to pound into her. He went in and out of her as deep and as hard as he could causing the bed to groan and squeak as he fucked her with ruthless abandon. The bed began to groan in protest and soon the smell of their hot sex filled the room as did the sound of his heavy balls making a steady Thwack Thwack against her ass.