Opensesame54321
Lost in Limbo
- Joined
- Apr 28, 2011
- Posts
- 4,754
“Sit down my love there is something I must tell you, I don't want you to be jealous or angry with me there is no reason to feel either of those emotions."
His words caused her heart to start beating faster. She did not know what he had to tell her and yet, what she had been fearing may be starting. Numerous things ran through her mind as to just what he could possibly say that might make her angry or jealous. With each one her mind tried finding fault with each option.
Had he perhaps fallen in love with another woman and would soon marry her? This was something that was always in the back of her mind and she would have to learn how to be just a servus sexus. Perhaps this was wrong to have a lover after all. But she didn’t think that could be the case yet, as he had only been a free man for a week or so. Not much time to meet many women.
Or maybe after having been used so horribly by Caesar, Quinn no longer found her attractive? After all, he did call her ‘my love’. This was probably not it but it did briefly run through her thoughts.
What if Caesar was going to have her sent to his palace? Now this thought really did scare her. The man was The Emperor. He could have anything or anyone that he wished to have. After all, the night before he seemed extremely taken with her.
She said a quick prayer to the goddess Venus as she walked back towards the bed. Quinn stopped her and grabbed one of his tunics to slip it on her. The garment was entirely too large, hanging lopsided off of one shoulder to almost reveal her nipple. Luckily it was not the breast that Caesar had marked. His next words confused her.
"What I am about to tell you I was blackmailed into by Lucia, she means no harm by it but it is just her nature. I have already broken your trust but again Lucia trapped me into it. I offered her payment for the potion and she told me what she wanted and said that If I didn't pay her that way then she wouldn't tell me about the side effect the potion has and only then if swear on my word that I would make two further payments when she asked for them."
He was not making sense. And then, taking a deep breath, he was suddenly admitting to allowing Lucia to give him Oral Gratification. He kept apologizing, and telling her that he regretted doing it. And then he told her that he had agreed to having sex with her two more times.
She was stunned for a moment, before she quickly put up the servus sexus wall. She gave him a slight smile. It was what a servus sexus was trained to do.
"I'm so sorry Aemilia but it was all for you, only you”
She sat there, smiling at him and gave a slight nod. What could she say? After all, it was all for her? The truth was that he was the Master. Whatever he wished to do was allowed. After all, while Caesar had used her, he was expected to use Lillian last night. He had never told her much of what had happened, and she was afraid to really find out just how it went. Perhaps he had left a baby in the servus sexus’ belly, for all they knew. Her stomach was in a knot and suddenly she wished that she was in her own room.
She licked her lips, her mouth dry as a parched road. Somehow she found the ability to keep the smile on her face - the understanding sex slave smile - as she focused on what he had said. There was a side effect. Maybe she should find out what it was.
“Master, may I ask just what the side effect will be? Am I to die? Or be forever sick?”
Right now, she wanted to find out the truth and then leave his room. This woman that she had thought might be a friend…. She was stupid to forget that when it came to it, she was just a slave. And Lucia was a free woman. And Quinn was a free man. And it was about time that Aemilia remembered her place in society.
She sat there, the oversized tunic almost making her look like a lost little thing. And waited.
His words caused her heart to start beating faster. She did not know what he had to tell her and yet, what she had been fearing may be starting. Numerous things ran through her mind as to just what he could possibly say that might make her angry or jealous. With each one her mind tried finding fault with each option.
Had he perhaps fallen in love with another woman and would soon marry her? This was something that was always in the back of her mind and she would have to learn how to be just a servus sexus. Perhaps this was wrong to have a lover after all. But she didn’t think that could be the case yet, as he had only been a free man for a week or so. Not much time to meet many women.
Or maybe after having been used so horribly by Caesar, Quinn no longer found her attractive? After all, he did call her ‘my love’. This was probably not it but it did briefly run through her thoughts.
What if Caesar was going to have her sent to his palace? Now this thought really did scare her. The man was The Emperor. He could have anything or anyone that he wished to have. After all, the night before he seemed extremely taken with her.
She said a quick prayer to the goddess Venus as she walked back towards the bed. Quinn stopped her and grabbed one of his tunics to slip it on her. The garment was entirely too large, hanging lopsided off of one shoulder to almost reveal her nipple. Luckily it was not the breast that Caesar had marked. His next words confused her.
"What I am about to tell you I was blackmailed into by Lucia, she means no harm by it but it is just her nature. I have already broken your trust but again Lucia trapped me into it. I offered her payment for the potion and she told me what she wanted and said that If I didn't pay her that way then she wouldn't tell me about the side effect the potion has and only then if swear on my word that I would make two further payments when she asked for them."
He was not making sense. And then, taking a deep breath, he was suddenly admitting to allowing Lucia to give him Oral Gratification. He kept apologizing, and telling her that he regretted doing it. And then he told her that he had agreed to having sex with her two more times.
She was stunned for a moment, before she quickly put up the servus sexus wall. She gave him a slight smile. It was what a servus sexus was trained to do.
"I'm so sorry Aemilia but it was all for you, only you”
She sat there, smiling at him and gave a slight nod. What could she say? After all, it was all for her? The truth was that he was the Master. Whatever he wished to do was allowed. After all, while Caesar had used her, he was expected to use Lillian last night. He had never told her much of what had happened, and she was afraid to really find out just how it went. Perhaps he had left a baby in the servus sexus’ belly, for all they knew. Her stomach was in a knot and suddenly she wished that she was in her own room.
She licked her lips, her mouth dry as a parched road. Somehow she found the ability to keep the smile on her face - the understanding sex slave smile - as she focused on what he had said. There was a side effect. Maybe she should find out what it was.
“Master, may I ask just what the side effect will be? Am I to die? Or be forever sick?”
Right now, she wanted to find out the truth and then leave his room. This woman that she had thought might be a friend…. She was stupid to forget that when it came to it, she was just a slave. And Lucia was a free woman. And Quinn was a free man. And it was about time that Aemilia remembered her place in society.
She sat there, the oversized tunic almost making her look like a lost little thing. And waited.