Change is Coming

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John followed her without a complaint hell at this point he would have followed her to the ends of the earth if she asked him to. Whatever it was between them, whatever had taken hold it burned inside of him driving him forward and rushing to follow her as they made they way out of the loft door.

They stepped outside and the Clarke ranch rose to greet him. He gave a low whistle at the beauty of the land. It truly was beautiful untouched with a few trees to sprinkled as if it was garnish on a alluring dish. He leaned against the fence post his arms crossed taking it in before her words reached him.

He turned looking at her for several seconds and sighing. He glanced back at the struggling to come up for an answer that she would like to hear. He felt for the first time that he was being pulled, pulled against his employers. He believed in the project believed in it so much after the war and what happened to his ma that he had given up the ranch to go learn so he could help it. Yet here he was being asked by this girl he had come to admire and have feelings for, being asked to go against his employer.

"I dont know what to say to you about it Ms. Clarke" John finally said turning to her "You have argued with me about it and showed me time and time again how much you dont wish this to happen I believe in this project.... That being said my current feelings towards you and the land itself....."

He sighed pinching his nose "I do not know what to do any more.... Ms. Clarke I am not sure what you want from me I believe this would be a good thing for your land I do yet it pains me to hurt you and be your enemy"

 

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"I dont know what to say to you about it Ms. Clarke. You have argued with me about it and showed me time and time again how much you don't wish this to happen I believe in this project.... That being said my current feelings towards you and the land itself.....I do not know what to do any more.... Ms. Clarke I am not sure what you want from me I believe this would be a good thing for your land I do yet it pains me to hurt you and be your enemy"

She could see the frustration on his face, hear the pain it caused him to be at war with himself. The same pain coursed through her veins - hating herself for the attraction she felt for this man but unable to stay away from him.

Slowly, she took a hesitant step towards him, breaching the bit of space between them.

"I didn't bring you up here to make you feel guilty or to make you doubt yourself and your employer." Shane chose her words carefully, not entirely sure what she wanted to say to him. "I brought you up here because I wanted to show you why I've been so hostile towards you. And to apologize for my attitude yesterday. That's not who I am." She shook her head, her fingers brushing against the back of John Marston's hand softly. Her eyes drifted towards his lips. Those same lips that had made her feel things she'd never felt before.

"And I wanted to say that...that I couldn't stop thinking about you last night." She leaned forward, until she could feel his breath on her lips. "I've never felt like this. I don't want it to stop."

Shane brushed her lips against Marston's, tentative, shy. Two things that had never before been associated with Shane Clarke. Her hands going to those broad shoulders, pulling Marston closer as she opened her mouth to him.

 

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Before John could say any thing more she was kissing him shyly but kissing him nevertheless. He felt his desire for her bloom inside of him once more and he kissed her back pushing her closer against his chest. His hands snacked around her torso keeping her steady and pressed against him.

And then the kiss deepened.

He found his tongue in her mouth and he was lifting her up pressing her against him as his hands became more eager. He touched and caressed her claiming every inch of her skin as the desire coursed through him. He wanted her..... wanted her in a way he had never wanted her before. The soft swell of her breast were pressed against his hot chest even as he moved down finding her neck as he bit and kissed at the sensitive skin.

"You make me forgot myself" He breathed into her neck nipping at it softly "forget about it all until all thats left is the burning desire I feel for you"

 

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Shane gasped as John's teeth nipped at the tender flesh of her neck. Her back arched, pressing her breasts, capped with nipples that peaked with desire, into his hard chest. His hands covered every inch of her, caressing her body, claiming it as his.

Her gaze met his as he pulled back, speaking softly of desire. The word sent a jolt through Shane. Desire. Yes. Desire for his hands on her. Desire for him to continue to kiss and touch her in ways that were driving her insane.

"No more talking." She whispered, voice husky as she pulled his mouth back to hers. Finding her confidence, Shane brushed her tongue against his. Delving into John's mouth, her tongue teasing his. Her hands slipped down his chest, down his stomach, feeling the muscles rippling beneath his shirt. That damned shirt. She tugged at the fabric, wanting it gone. She wanted to touch his skin, to feel him hot against her. Not breaking the kiss her fingers pulled at the buttons, struggling to undo them. She pushed him against the wall of the loft, tugging at that blasted shirt until, finally, she could get her hands on that muscular torso. Her fingers raking down his skin, feeling him beneath her. One hand resting on his chest, feeling his heart beat rapidly beneath her palm.

 

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He groaned the second her hands touched his bare chest. Desire hot heady and all consuming blossomed out from where she was touching spreading through him like wildfire. He needed her, desired her, wanted her and nothing was going to get in his way...

He reached down pulling his shirt apart sending some buttons scattering. His chest hot and bare pressed against her and suddenly he was intent on feeling her naked skin against his. He picked her up pressing her against the wall continued to kiss her passionately. His hands traveled down grabbing the front of her own shirt pushing it up and exposing the flat expanse of her stomach as he pressed himself against her.

A ragged moan tore from his lip and he thrusts his bulge against her. His cock throbbed in his pants eager to get out eager to touch her as his hands slipped down to her ass grabbing it massaging the globes as his tongue took over her mouth.

 

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If the bulge pressing against her was any indication, Shane knew John wanted her as much as she wanted him. She felt him lifting her up, his hands on her ass as he spun them around and pressed her against the wall. Her hands clawing at his chest, as he moaned into her mouth. The moan sent shock-waves down her body, making her sex clench in anticipation. The rough wood scratched through the fabric of her shirt and Shane arched into John, grinding her sex against his.

Pulling his hands away from her ass she felt her feet hit the floor, spinning them back around so that John was once again pinned to the wall.

Breaking the kiss she met John's gaze and shook her head. "My stable. My rules." She smirked, fire sparking in her eyes as she finished undoing the buttons of his shirt. She tugged it off him, letting it fall to the hay-strewn floor. Kissing her way down his neck, her tongue flicking over the vein that pulsed there before kissing down his chest. Her tongue flicking over each nipple. Shane didn't know what she was doing, her primal instincts leading each action. She pressed a hand against the bulge in his pants, stroking it slowly as her tongue swept over the muscles of his torso.

 

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Before things could progress any further she was pushing him away. He paused and faltered for a second starting to think she was having seconds thoughts. Before he could say any thing however he caught the lustful sexual look in her eyes.

"Fair enough" He moaned nodding his head to show he understood her words. Before he knew it she was back ripping his shirt off and tossing it to the side as her tongue and mouth began to worship his chest and body. He moaned in pleasure shivering from the delight as his head tipped back. His eyes closed and his mouth hung open his tongue flicking out as she continued her assault.

"Oh god Shane oh god!" He moaned his eyes rolling into the back of his head. Her hand had found his cock and was stroking it and each stroke shot through his body as if a live wire had been pressed to his skin.

"Oh god baby stop teasing" He moaned in pleasure "I need you!"

 

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Driven purely by instinct and a lust she'd never felt before, Shane slid to her knees, her nimble fingers undoing John's britches. Her name on his lips was enough to ignite the fire burning inside her and she pulled his britches down swiftly.

She gasped as his length came into view, hard and pulsing with need. Though she had spent years swimming naked with her brothers, John's was the first truly male form Shane had seen. Her eyes moved slowly from root to tip, taking in the length and girth of his manhood. Slowly, almost worshiping the impressive organ, Shane ran a finger down the length, feeling it pulse beneath her touch. She looked up at John, wisps of dark hair that had come loose during their kiss fell into her face.

The tip glistened with his arousal and Shane ran her thumb over the smooth head. She heard a sharp intake of breath and her eyes flew back to his, making sure she hadn't hurt him. Curious, she leaned forward, her tongue sweeping over the head.

Outside the roosters took up their cry, greeting the sun that now crested the horizon.

"Shane? You out here? Get your ass moving or we're gonna eat all the food." Isaac's voice floated through the open loft door.

"Shit." She muttered, pulling away swiftly. She began pulling at her clothes, righting them before fixing her hair. She stood and pressed a quick kiss to John's lips. "If we don't go now they're just going to come up here." She moved for the ladder, flashing a look at John's raging hardon. "Sorry."

 

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Her mouth felt like heaven

He had yet to fully have it but the way her tongue swept across his head left him little to imagine. He felt his cock pulsating with need and moaned watching as their eyes met and he showed her with no words just how much he desired her and wanted her.

Then the roosters crowed

All to soon her brothers called up to her effectively dousing his desire. The minute she moved away he did as well pulling on his pants and shaking his head at her sorry.

"Dont be" He said chuckling and picking up his shirt shoving it back on "It would have happened sooner rather than later go down I will meet you in a few minutes"

He took the time to calm himself breathing in deeply and waiting for his..... member to fall limp. Once he was sure he was decent he walked out putting his hat back on and moving into the breakfast area.

"Morning" He said nodding at them all trying not to stare at Shane "Thank you for letting me bunk with you guys for the night I hope you dont mind I borrowed some clothes" He said sliding into the empty seat by shane and starting to get some breakfast for himself.

 

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Sitting at the breakfast table, John Marston seated beside her once again, Shane was finding it very difficult to concentrate on her food. All she could think about was the feel of him against her, the way her body reacted to his touch. Even now, with just the slightest brush of his leg against hers, Shane's body was on fire. She squirmed in her seat, her sex wet with desire. How did no one know what was going on inside her? How could they all just go about their breakfast, discussing the clean up that awaited them, and not know that Shane had nearly had a literal roll in the hay only moments ago.

Shane hated that they had had to leave so abruptly - though a small part of her was thrilled at the idea that Marston had been left as prone as she'd been just the day before at the swimming hole. Her body thrummed with the need to be touched and she prayed that no one could see how her nipples puckered beneath her cotton shirt.

Conversation ebbed around her, but Shane couldn't concentrate. Her foot brushed against Marston's, her leg resting against his. Just a little bit of contact that was all she needed to keep from going insane from wanting.

"Will you be staying in town for the Jubilee Festival, Mr. Marston?" Ethan's question cut through the fog in Shane's brain.

Shane had nearly forgotten that the festival, marking the day the town was founded, was only a few days away. She loved the Jubilee Festival, everyone gathering in town to eat and drink, music flooding from the saloons and hotels. There were races and games and contests. It was nearly as big a to do as Independence Day. She cut a glance at Marston from the corner of her eye, wondering if he would be around that long or if he would retreat to wherever it was he'd come from.

She was not ashamed to admit that she wanted him to stick around.


Three Days Later

Marston had left Crooked River shortly after breakfast that fateful morning and for three days Shane forced herself to focus on her work and not on the memory of his touch.

The Clarke family rushed through their chores on the morning of the festival, all of them eager to make their way into town for the festivities. For the first time in eighteen years, Shane took special care with her appearance. Brushing her hair out and braiding it neatly over her shoulder she popped her hat on and appraised herself in the mirror. Black trousers that clung to her hips and the curve of her ass and a sky blue button up that brought out the stormy blue of her eyes.

Shane rode Honeycomb into town, surrounded by her family. They pulled up outside one of the hotels, the town already thrumming with life and music. Jumping down to the ground and hitching Honeycomb up, Shane cast her eye around for John Marston, wondering if he had stayed in town.

 

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Three days later

Three days of hell

Three days of desire

And three days of indecision

John had sent post to his boss explaining the situation and that he had yet to make the deal. He had not yet received a reply but he was already waiting for the firm reminder they needed the land.

However John didnt know what to do on that front

When he wasnt agonizing over those details he was drinking and trying not to burn a hole in the rug of his hotel. She stayed on his thoughts and if it wasnt for Ethan telling him that they would need a few days to decide he would have been back over there sooner. However he respected the man respected him enough not to keep bothering him.

And since that was his only excuse to be out there

So three days later he found himself ready to have some fun at the town festival. He had no idea if Shane was going to be there but given every one in town was going he had a good feeling about it. He put on the rancher clothes he had bought for himself eagerly and after getting a shave and a haircut at the local barbers he went over to the festival grounds and began looking for Shane.

 

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Shane bit her lip, fighting the smile that threatened to give her away as she spotted John Marston. Noticing the direction of her gaze, her brother's glanced around to see what she was looking at.

"Hey it's Shane's boyfriend." Mark quipped, pinching his little sister.

"Shut up asshat." She swatted his hand away and crossed her arms, glaring at him. "As if I'd ever want that son of a bitch."

As Marston approached she hoped he hadn't heard what she'd said and, if he had, she hoped he'd realize it was merely her attempt to cover up anything between them.

"Hey there, Marston." Isaac greeted the man, each of the brothers nodding their own hello.

Ethan grasped the railroad man's hand and shook it heartily. "Glad to see you stuck around. Today's bound to be a fun one."

Shane tried to catch Marston's eye as she stepped away from the group. "I'm gonna go look around." She said. Just being near him had her body aching and Shane hoped he caught the subtle tilt of her head as she drifted behind the hotel.

 

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"Here is hoping" John said coming up. He felt his eyes being drawn to Shane and with great difficulty attempted to play it cool as he shook her brothers hands. They were excited about the fair but he caught the knowing looks of concerns some of the brothers gave him. They were still worried about the farm either that or they were more aware of what was going on with Shane then she thought.

Before he could spend much though on that she was walking away a subtle tilt of her head. John caught the brothers eyes turning to him daring him to confirm their thoughts. He shuffled clearing his throat and then turning to the hotel.

"I just forgot I left some thing at my room" John murmured ignoring the snickers from the boys. He walked back over to the hotel stepping inside before kindly asking if he could use the back door. They agreed and he went through coming up behind her and pulling her against his chest.

"God have I missed you" He growled leaning in to bite and nibble at her neck

 

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Shane melted into John's arms the second he took hold of her, his lips finding that sensitive spot at the crook of her neck.

"I missed you, too." She moaned, guiding his face to hers for a heated kiss. Her tongue pushing against his lips, letting him know exactly what she wanted. She pressed herself against him, grinding her hips into him.

"I've spent the last three days wishing we could have finished what we started." Her hand sought the growing bulge in Marston's pants. "Thinking about you touching me. Feeling you against me." Shane pressed feverish kisses along his freshly shaved jawline as she caressed the growing member.

 

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"Oh god nothing would delight me more" John said moaning in pleasure as her hands caressed his bulge. He responded in kind his hands finding their way to her ass and her legs and paying both equal ammounts of love and attention. He pressed against her kissing her deeply eager to have her again even as his member throbbed beneath her touch.

"I have a hotel room up above" He said with a nod of his head "however your brothers would probably break the door down to find us if we snuck away for long however I am not sure I can keep my hunger in check for much longer"

He groaned picking her up pressing her against the wall. His hands moved all over her touching and caressing her eager to get as much of her skin as possible as fireworks went off above them.

 

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Shane squeezed his bulge as she shook her head. "They know I'll be gone for awhile. I never stick around at these things." She tipped her head towards the revelry going on on the other side of the building. A soft moan escaped her lips as John caressed her, stroking the curve of her ass.

"They won't suspect anything." She said, nipping at his lower lip as he kissed her. "Please," the word was as close as she would come to begging.

Shane used to swear that she would never need a man. That she would never give herself up to a man. But John Marston did things to her that made her question everything she had once so staunchly declared.

She didn't just need him. She desired him. Her body burned for him to touch her and tease her. His touch made her feel alive and she craved it more than anything she'd ever craved before.

 

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He groaned biting his lip "I could never say no to you" he finally said leaning in to give her one last deep kiss before he set her down. He grabbed her hand threading their fingers together before reaching out and pushing the back door open. He led her back in ignoring the shouts from the hotel manager about using the back office and murmuring put it on my tab.

He brought her up the stairs leading her to his door on the far end of the hall. He opened it for her leading her into a neat tiny room with a few of his pictures from home on the dresser. The moon was out hanging in the night sky drawing them in. He turned closing the door and locking it behind him before coming back over and softly touching her cheek.

"You sure about this?" He asked leaning in their lips inches apart "I dont want to take you to a place your not ready for"

 

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Before Shane knew what was happening they were in Marston's room, the door closing behind them, sealing them in. Outside she could hear the Jubilee Festival going in full swing, but in that room it was just them. Shane and John and no one else.

She leaned into his caress, a kitten mewling in pleasure at the tenderness. But Shane didn't want tender right then, much as she enjoyed that John didn't want to make her do things she didn't want, Shane was ready for something more. Something that would make her knees tremble and her heart quicken.

Yanking at his belt, Shane pulled it from his pants in one swift motion.

"All I know is that right now I want to touch you." She slipped an eager hand inside his pants, cupping the bulge that twitched against the heat of her palm. "If we get to somewhere I'm not comfortable I'm not afraid to say no."

As if to prove a point, she tugged his pants down as she moved to her knees, coming face to face once more with his aroused cock. Wrapping her hand around him she began to milk him, her hand steady and sure. She wasn't about to back out now. Keeping the pressure light, she didn't want to hurt him after all, Shane moved her hand up and down the shaft, watching as the head of his cock it began to glisten. Her tongue teased the head, tasting him. The white goo coated her tongue with a saltiness that wasn't completely unpleasant. She rolled it around on her tongue for a moment, trying to decide if she liked it, before flicking his tip once more. Her hand moving steadily the whole time.

 

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He heard her words and nodded relief filling his system. He would have respected her wishes if she asked him to stop.

But it would have been very hard

Instead she seemed just as eager as he was. She practically ripped off his belt sending it scattering across the rough wooden floor. He moaned in pleasure kissing her once more before he felt her pull away. She was moving down once more tugging his pants down and freeing his hard throbbing cock. Before he could ask her what she was doing her hand was around his cock pumping and teasing it as he tipped his head back and moaned loudly.

"Oh damn girl thats it thats it" He purred in pleasure his hips twitching as he got lost in the pleasure of her touch.

Her tongue was suddenly on his head lapping and teasing it John moaned her hot wet tongue sending shockwaves of pleasure up his body. He ran his fingers through her hair marveling at the long silky whisps.

"Get undressed" He growled pulling his shirt off entirely naked before her "I need you Shane"

 

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Shane looked up, her attention shifting from the hard shaft in her hand to the man before her as he moaned in pleasure. John's fingers ran through her hair, tugging the strands loose from their braid. She marveled at the look on his face - pure ecstasy and unveiled lust. She watched him strip off his shirt, those muscles coming into view. God she could look at those all day. His desire was clear and Shane couldn't help the smile that tugged at her lips. She had done this. She had made a man so lustful he lost himself.

Everything was happening so quickly, yet time seemed to stand still as Shane stood. She led John to the bed and pushed him down on, the springs squealing in protest beneath his weight.

I need you, he had said. The words sparking inside of her. Igniting her on fire. But Shane didn't want to waste this time they had. She wanted to take her time, to savor the moment like a good whiskey. She wondered what Pop or her brothers would say about her right now if they saw her. But why should she not have her pleasure? It wasn't like the boys were saints. They made good use of the whore house any time they were in town. Why shouldn't Shane enjoy another person's company if she so chose?

John's eyes were on her, watching her like a drunk watches his drink. Moving slowly, taking her time, Shane began to unbutton her cotton shirt. One slow, painful button at a time. Her eyes never leaving John's as the shirt fell open, revealing her breasts to him - the nipples hardened peaks of desire. She tugged her shirt free, letting it slide to the floor and join John's own clothing. Her belt soon joined the pile and then her pants, leaving her naked in front of him. The patch of hair between her legs already slick with desire.

"I want you to touch me," she said, her voice rough with need as she reached for his hands, placing one on her left breast just above her heart and the other between her legs.

 

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In seconds she was bare before him without a stitch of clothing on. His eyes ran over her body lust igniting and burning inside of him as he took her in ALL of her. His tongue flicked out across his lip and he began to compliment her when her words and her movement reached him. She moved his hands onto her body her words a beg for him to touch and tease her.

And he eagerly fufilled her wishes.

His hand on her breast pulling and teasing her nipples, and his other hand on her pussy running his hands against her wet lips. His large thumb found its way to her clit teasing it circling it over and over again. His lips had found its way back to hers his tongue diving inside and claiming the territory as they bumped against the bed. He made no move to take her down to it yet however instead he showed her what a mans hand could do.

What he could do

 

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She whimpered, melting against his touch as he teased her nipple. His large hand wrapped around a swollen breast. He pinched and pulled at the hard nipple, making Shane's knees tremble.

"Fuck," she gasped as John's finger circled the hidden button that sent waves of pleasure coursing through her body. His touch was doing things to her that she'd never experienced from her own hand. John Marston was a master at manipulating her body, making her feel things that had her sex soaked with need.

Her fingers tangled in his hair, pulling his head closer as they kissed. Her already swollen lips tender as he kissed her passionately. She thrust her tongue inside his mouth, moaning into the kiss. Her hips rolled forward, her body desperate for more as he teased her.

 

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John teased her for several moments drawing on all his skills and his own brief experiences to bring her body on the cusp of pleasure. He had not intended to make her orgasm before entering her but suddenly he wanted to was hungry with need to give her that ultimate pleasure.

"Hold on darling" John said burying himself into the crook of her neck picking her up and laying her on the bed. He reached down giving her a deep kiss as his fingers slide inside of her his thumb still teasing her button as he stoked and teased inside of her.

"its going to be intense" He warned her playing with her stroking his fingers in and out as he felt her body tighten "its okay baby just let it go for me give me what I want"

And with that his tongue returned to her mouth as he strove to push her over the edge with his fingers deep inside of her, his thumb on her clit, and his other hand still pulling and teasing her nipples.

 

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Shane gasped as John slipped a finger between her slick folds. His finger rough against her wet, velvet walls. She moaned at the fullness, at the way her walls stretched against his finger. She'd never felt anything like this before and, combined with the pressure of his thumb against her clit, Shane didn't know how much longer she would last.

"its going to be intense" He warned her playing with her stroking his fingers in and out as he felt her body tighten "its okay baby just let it go for me give me what I want"

He stroked her, teased her, toyed with her until Shane was a puddle of pure bliss. Her body rocked against him. Hips rising up to meet the slow thrust of his finger, her back arching in a desperate attempt to feel his hand on her breasts.

"Oh god." She moaned, her eyes closed, fingers gripping the coarse blankets beneath her. "Oh my god." She gasped as stars erupted before her. Her body trembling from head to toe in unadulterated pleasure. Her eyes flew open as a wave of orgasmic bliss crashed over her and she met John's gaze as he brought her over the edge.

 

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John felt her explode around his fingers her orgasm coming crashing down. His fingers kept on stroking and playing inside of her seeking to heighten and heighten the experience and the pleasure. Her orgasm rocked over her body causing her to pant and moan and scream in pleasure as he watched and admired the beauty of her.

Once she had finally come back down to earth he moved between her legs. His hands stroked her legs moving up and down her outer thigh and long toned legs before grabbing her hips. He pulled you close the head of his fat cock pushing against her click folds as he leaned in to kiss her once more deeply.

"This may hurt a bit" John said between kisses as the head of his fat cock began to rub and caress her sensitive lips "I promise however after you relax and get used to it it will feel good"

He moved his head to the side biting and kissing on her neck. His hands on her ass keeping her steady and against his cock as he slowly began to enter her using his hips to drive his cock inside of her.