Claiming Heaven

[illianacole]

(closed for illianacole and NickIsSora)
Celeste O'Connell sat on her best friend, Nick's, couch already half drunk and missing her top. It didn't matter anyways, there would never be anything between her and her lifelong friend. Though she thought him everything a man should be, she had never seen a dominant inkling in him. Being a natural submissive she needed that.

It was actually a so called dominant that had brought her to his door tonight. She had been out with Tony, her boyfriend and Dominant, when he'd informed her in the middle of a very upscale restaurant of all her faults then stormed out.

"I just don't understand, Nick. He called me short and fat and said that I was too needy to ever be on his radar for a real relationship. How could he use me like that?"

Celeste may have been short at only a couple inches over five feet, but she enjoyed the strength and seeming safety that taller men offered her. She liked them well over six foot if she could find them. And she sure as hell wasn't fat! she might weigh 160 soaking wet, but that was all in the curves and she knew she had those in all the right places. She even had the sexy long hair that fell to her waist in golden soft curls and cornflower blue, almost grey, bedroom eyes.

She would give Tony that she was needy. It was nothing new. she'd always been that way. However, if she was given enough attention and affection whenever she was with her man, she was usually okay to be on her own until they were next together.

Now she was sitting here downing a 12 pack of beer like it was water, wearing only a bra and very tight skirt, while crying her eyes out.

 

[NickisSora]

It finally happen Tony had broken it off with Celeste and now here she was. On his couch,drinking,crying,and ranting. As late as it was around the 11pm hour now he could not kick her out that would be out of the question. Nick had known Celeste for years, since elementary school.

"Tony is a ass hole he broke it off with his last girl friend over a anniversary gift. Your a sweet, sweet girl Celeste any guy would be lucky to have you."

Nick was not lying, if he knew he had a shot he would ask her out right now. How could he though she was his best friend she would not be interested in a guy like him. Girls had dated Nick before but, there were either not loyal, not very loving, or did not think he was dominant for a male. Nick with the status of 5'11" close to 6'0", his brown hair, blue eyes, and fair skin. Nick was not muscular but his tone figure made up for it. Nick was always there for Celeste no matter what, her choice in men had not been very kind to her.

"If anything...."-he said hopefully she take it as a joke.-"I would date you because were so close."

 

[illianacole]

Celeste looked at Nick with tears still in her eyes. She knew he was joking, it made her heart ache. She'd had a crush on him for so many years. How could he possibly understand that she desperately wanted him to tie her down and tease her until she begged for him? He'd never even heard of BDSM as far as she knew. It was the one thing she'd never told him for fear that he might think less of her.
"Oh, Nicky," she sighed, "You have no idea... I'm not the sweet innocent girl you think i am. I need their dominance. It would be so much easier if you did know what BDSM was."
She hadn't meant to say that last part. She was just drunk enough not to care that her secret had slipped out though.

 

[NickisSora]

-Celeste loved him didn't she? Nick did not know but, if the last part was true then she was kinky as heck and, Nick wanted nothing more then to make her dream come true.-"Celeste do you want to spend the night here? I think we should get some rest and talk more in the morning."-he said helping her up from his couch, slowly helping her to the bed room.-"I care for you very deeply Celeste."-he said as his eyes met with hers.-"I am not exactly all that innocent either, but like I said let us talk about this in the morning over breakfast."-he said as he got her to the bed and he smiled pulling the covers back for her.-"Come on Celeste lay back and rest."-he said kindly to her. Taking his pjs Nick changed in the bathroom grooming him self and went back to the bed room. The dark night the street lamp lights, kissing the blinds seeping through as Nick looked in his dark room and began to sleep on the question. Should I tell her everything tomorrow? If i do will she hate me?-

 

[illianacole]

Celeste lay in Nick's bed listening to the sound of him changing and going through his nightly routine. What had he meant about him not being innocent? Nicky told her everything... Didn't he?

Sighing she rolled over and closed her eyes. Like many other nights, that night she dreamed of Nick holding her down by her throat while his body pounded into hers passionately and he growled that she belonged to him and him alone. As always, it ended too soon though and the morning sun was streaming into the room.

Slowly she opened her eyes and smiled softly at the sight of Nick's sleeping form. She loved waking up like this, even if it was always accompanied by the mother of all hangovers.

 

[NickisSora]

-Nick dreams of Celeste once more, as innocent as the dream started it did not end as such. Grabbing Celeste by the hair in his dream began to ravage her body being dominant his dream ran vivid and a haze after a while. Like always it gave him a hard on. Nick slowly woke up and groaned wishing the dream did not end as his eyes met Celeste's eyes.-

"Morning Celeste."-he said groggily as his form slowly sat up and smiled hugging her tight.-"How did you sleep?"-he said as he let go yawning covering his mouth.-"Hope you had a pleasant dream."-he smiled as he sat up. His aqua orbs looking at the window getting him self ready for the day, his chocolate hair draped his brow and, his form leaned on the soft mattress.-

 

[illianacole]

"It was bittersweet," she said with a half hearted smile as she climbed outof the bed trying not to notice the way his hairfell into his eyes and how beautiful he looked, "I'm sorry i unloaded on you again, Nicky. I know it's gotta be a pain in the ass to be my best friend sometimes."

God she had to get out of here. She was so wet from her dreams that she could smell the musk of her arousal when she sat up. She couldn't lie to nick and, as sweet as he may be, he would notice that scent. She couldn't tell him what he did to her.

 

[NickisSora]

-He looked to her from the way she sprang out of bed he noticed the smell and ignored it she must of had another arousing dream again.-"Well not really I love being your friend I love helping you. I would do anything for you."-he smiled.-"Now come on i know a small pancake house where breakfast is waiting...My treat."-he smiled standing up grabbing his clothes to change into. Turning he bumped in to her ass by accident his boner poked her, Nick blushed and rushed around her to get to the bathroom to change.-

"Oh god she had to feel that...I have to talk to her at breakfast. Celeste will you still love me even as a friend afterwards though."-he said to him self quietly as he washed his face, put on his clothes, deodorant, fixed his hair, and walked out of the bathroom looking for his wallet and keys and cell phone.-"You almost ready."

 

[illianacole]

Celeste jumped as Nick came back into the room. She was dressed, but she was no where near ready to go to breakfast with him. She'd felt his erection when he'd bumped into her and it had nearly undone her. She'd almost spilled everything and ruined their entire friendship. Still she knew it would hurt his feelings if she turned down breakfast again.

"As ready as I'll ever be." she said as she skittered past him through the front door.

The ride to the pancake house was awkward to say the least. Nick seemed tense and She couldn't stop stealing small glances of him, wishing there was more between them. She had to concentrate hard not to stare at him when they were seated across from one another in the restaurant.

The waitress was prompt and offered a warm smile as Celeste placed her order. Once the woman had left Celeste could stand the strain no more. She had to try to put things back on an even keel. THe best way to do that was just to ask Nicky what was bothering him.

"Are you okay? You seem a bit tense this morning. I didn't do something foolish in my drunken stupor last night did i?" she asked in a rush.

 

[NickisSora]

-The Ride to the Pancake house was not there joking and laughing experience as usual. Instead of many conversations there was none. When they got to the pancake house Nick placed his order when the Waitress came.-

"I am not as well as i thought i be."-he said.-"I want to know something."-he said.-"Do you honestly love me?"-he said looking at her eyes.-"Be honest and no running from me we are friends."-he said. his eyes looked at hers she almost looked hurt and scared all at once.-

 

[illianacole]

Celeste panicked. did he really say that? Did he know? What had she told him last night? Oh this was not good. How was she supposed to lie to him when he looked so sincere?

"Is it that obvious?," she said flatly. There was no use lying. not at this point. he knew she couldn't lie well as it was...

 

[NickisSora]

-Nick looked to her.-"Last night I joked around with you asking what if i dated you? You told me you had no idea what you felt for me. I wanted to know though if it is true or were you just that drunk last night."-he said looking to her eyes for answers. He hoped for a yes in the worse way.-

"Before you give me your answer you been tensed the past few times we been together what is on your mind?"

 

[illianacole]

Celeste sighed heavily. "Oh, Nicky. I know exactly how i feel about you. I've loved you for years. It's just... complicated. I have secrets... things about me as a person that i am terrified to share with you. These last few times we've hung out.... it's just been harder and harder to keep them secret"

She mumbled the last sentence at her lap, unable to look at him in the eyes. She couldn't watch as their friendship crumble.

 

[NickisSora]

-Nick looked to her. At least he knew now if that's the way she felt there was no choice.-"How about after breakfast we go back to my place and i will tell you everything about me if you tell me everything about you. We will open up to each other and there will be no more secrets."-His eyes smiled to hers as he reached over a hand cupped her cheek and stroked it.-"If you think that was going to crumble our friendship or make it break i have news for you. I love you as well."-he said softly enough for her ears.-

 

[illianacole]

Leaning her face into the warm touch of his hand and savoring the sound of those words from his lip, Celeste searched his face for any indication that he knew her secret. No matter how much they both felt for each other, she knew there was no way it could work without him being more dominant. "I can do anything you ask, Nicky, but i'm afraid. I can't lose you."

 

[NickisSora]

-He smiled to her.-"You will not lose me Celeste."-he promised as he stroked her cheek.-"Right after breakfast I can share secrets with you i only kept to my self and told no others."-his sky orbs loked back to her and his hands stroked her smooth creamy skin.-"In fact you might be quiet shocked to find out what i can be like."-his smile lit the space around them as there food came being placed in front of them.-"Let us eat shall we?"-he smiled as he began his breakfast.-

 

[illianacole]

Celeste ate her breakfast in relative silence, givingonly monosyllabic answers to what Nick was saying. Her mind was reeling between fear and utter confusion. What on earth could Nick be hiding? He told her everything! He wouldn't keep anything from her, would he? Not her Nicky. What was he going to say when she told him what she dreamed of at night? the reason she had dated so many assholes in her past? Could she really trust her sweet, caring, and generous best friend not to leave when he learned that what she really wanted was for him to claim her heart, body and soul? In a very rough and unforgettably passionate way?

Before she had realized it her breakfast was eaten and they were back in Nicks car heading for his house. How the hell was she just supposed to blurt this all out while sitting in his living room? When the engine shut off she felt the bottom of her stomach drop out. Nothing had ever been this important.

 

[NickisSora]

-Nick drove back to the house finding breakfast very satisfying. Once back home, Nick sat with Celeste in the living room.-"OK! Let us get this over with. Shall I begin or would you like to begin. Remember Celeste, I will not with hold anything I am going to tell you little secrets I have and i expect the same."

 

[illianacole]

Celeste sat on the couch literally trembling at the idea of doing this. It was best to get it out of the way though. "Nick, the reason i've managed to date so many assholes is that i'm a submissive." She said springing from the couch to pace in front of him as everything came rushing out,"I'm very heavy into BDSM and quite a few rather kinky things. I didn't tell you all ofthis because well i've had a crush on you for years and you always think i'm so sweet and innocent and i couldn't bear the possiblity of losing you in my life. Especially not since at night it's youi dream about holing me down and claiming me for your own. It happened again last night and when you bumped into me this morning, i nearly got down on my knees and begged you to fuck me stupid."

Slowly she had come to a stop and was now standing beforehim in her skin tight mini skirt and corseted blouse looking for all the world like a broken woman who truly expected him to walk out of her life forever. "There. That was my big secret." She mumbled waiting for the fall out.

 

[NickisSora]

-nick smiled and slowly stood up and gently wrapped his arms around her.-"Celeste do you wanna know why i have dated many a slut and go out on the weekends and you do not hear from me for hours at a time."-he chuckled at the idea that it was all to funny.-"I am a dominant. I know i do not seem like it but, let me show you."-he took her hand and gently lead her towards his room.-"While outside of sex i am always the Nicky you know and love but, when I am in the moment."-he stopped as they entered his room and he opens his closet on one side was his normal clothes but, when he pulled back the other side of the closet he saw Celeste nearly cream herself. On the other side of the closet was leather dominant outfits, Costumes for play, Chains, Whips, all sorts of devices and toys.-"I have done it practically every where. I am in no way Innocent and as sweet as you always thought of me not since my 18th birthday."-he looked to her eyes his blue orbs looking back to her form which seem to stop shaking his eyes back to hers he waited to see her response and to hear what would become of them.-

 

[illianacole]

Celeste's jaw dropped. How could she not have known? How could she have missed the one thing she'd been searching for in him for years?

Hesitantly she took a few steps into the room. Her world hadjust shifted significantly and she was utterly unsure of herself now. "Why wouldn't you tell me Nicky? We... this whole time?"

She was leaving the biggest question on her mind out but it was there in her eyes, in the shortness of her breath, even in the faint scent of her very real arousal. Could he possibly want her? Had he been trying to find asubstitute for her as she had been for him?

 

[NickisSora]

-Nick looked to her eyes then paced around the room.-"Celeste, the other secret I have is. I have loved you the same you have loved me. Years now my mind has been for you. Those dreams I have waking up with hard cocks because I dream about being with you so much more as just a Sexual object but, I truly do love you. I thought i was never good enough for you though. I also thought the very idea of My best friend loving me would of broken us apart."-he stared out the window his stomach turned.-

 

[illianacole]

Without thinking Celeste crossed the room, coming up behind him and wrapping her arms around his body with one hand resting over his heart. It was the way she'd always comforted him, but it was so much more this time. "Nicky you could never have broken our friendship with this information. I wake up soaking wet almost every morning because i dream about you taking me, claiming me, marking me. I've wanted so desperately for you do that for so long."

 

[NickisSora]

-Nick gasped softly with her arms wrapping around him and, with her words made him breath easy as he turns and faced her.-"I am happy to hear that Celeste. Now I will ask...would you be my girlfriend?"-he smiled to her as he held her hands nice and tight.-"I will be dominate and we will have all sorts of fun. Sexual and non sexual being as romantic to you and as dominant to you as you like. "-Nick hoped she would not reject his offer that this love would work.-

 

[illianacole]

With those words every bit of fear that had plagued her for the past few years fell away and Celeste was left with the comforting knowledge that Nick really would be her everything. With a soft kiss to his cheek she fell to her knees and looked up at him with all the love in her heart. "Does this answer your question?" And then very seriously she added, "I've always been yours for the claiming Nick."