Cocksuckers, how many know of your oral obsession?

Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of helplessness and vulnerability that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a Cocksucker is a major aspect of who I am.
I can answer your question with a question. How many? Well, how many vehicles do you estimate have passed the billboard at mile marker 257 on I-70 westbound since 11/30/25?

(This is known as a "humor-based response". Hit? Miss? Meh?)
 
Aside from the guys that I suck, my brother knows. In fact, when I visit him, he makes sure that he plans a party where I am the center of attention so to speak. I always fly back home well fed…
Is your brother among the party favors?
 
Aside from the guys that I suck, my brother knows. In fact, when I visit him, he makes sure that he plans a party where I am the center of attention so to speak. I always fly back home well fed…
Does he feed you too???
 
Plenty of anonymous chatters, but only 2 people (women) irl other than the cocks I’ve tasted.
 
Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have cautiously admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of helplessness and vulnerability that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a passive receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a subservient Cocksucker is a major aspect of both who and "what" I am.
Hmm who knows, well of course all the guys I sucked off and more before I married (none since), so it would be a couple of jocks in hs, God maybe 15 or so I was with in college, two lifelong friends whom I was introduced into the lifestyle so long ago, about a half dozen after college and before marriage.

Let's see who doesn't know, 1st and foremost my wife (who will never know), my entire Italian Catholic family, my lifetime co-workers (well minus one boss who during my college years caught me jerking off to gay porn in the bathroom, yes I was stupid enough to not lock the door, and told me if I would suck him he wouldn't tell anyone which was a promise he kept.
 
As of last night there are five more people that know about me. My fb invited me to his place for a blowjob, from me. As soon as I was naked, I prefer to be naked, the door opened and in came five friends of his, strangers to me.

Three guys and two women. They were laughing and were not shy about comments. It wasn’t easy but I got over the shock and they wanted to watch so I got on my knees and tolerated their laughter and rude comments till my friend came in my mouth and on my face.

Despite the humiliation I was very aroused and I didn’t attempt to get dressed afterwards. 😋
 
I added an unusual person today...
Last night I was browsing Double list and came upon an interesting ad from the next town over. I wrote to the guy and we started an email conversation with the intention of meeting this morning at his place to swap blowjobs. After 10-15 emails back and forth he sent me his photo, unsolicited I might add.

I recognized him immediately as we are both active members of a local civic association!!!

I wrote to him and mentioned that I know him and he knows me, asking if he was comfortable moving forward. I assured him his identity would remain a secret, regardless of his decision. He asked how I know him and I told him. Two minutes later I dug out a recent photo of me and after some cropping sent it to him. He replied that he never would have guessed that I am a cocksucker as I am usually surrounded by the female members at gatherings. He even asked me if the rumor that I was fucking one of the member's wives was true! (it was true, and I told him so).

We said goodnight after firming up our plans to meet at 9:45 this morning. His wife was heading to brunch, so we had limited time to play, and he preferred that we not get naked just in case she came back early.

I was very nervous when I got there and talked 100 miles an hour recalling some of my more memorable experiences with guys. Finally he came and sat next to me and kissed me to calm me down. I melted into his arms and soon I had his pants and boxers down to his ankles and I was on my knees in front of him with my mouth full of cock. Heaven!!!

We traded blowjobs and kisses and hugs for about 90 minutes right there in his living room. Both of us looked silly with our pants and drawers pulled all the way down, but it worked in this situation. We both fed each other our cum, and made loose plans to get together again this week at my place. The holidays might make it impossible, but we will try like hell to make it work!
 
As of last night there are five more people that know about me. My fb invited me to his place for a blowjob, from me. As soon as I was naked, I prefer to be naked, the door opened and in came five friends of his, strangers to me.

Three guys and two women. They were laughing and were not shy about comments. It wasn’t easy but I got over the shock and they wanted to watch so I got on my knees and tolerated their laughter and rude comments till my friend came in my mouth and on my face.

Despite the humiliation I was very aroused and I didn’t attempt to get dressed afterwards. 😋
This is a very hot story if it's true. I hope it is; if so, you're living out my own fantasies. Did none of the others ask for their turn?
 
I find it thrilling to be known as a cocksucker. Not sure why
When I came out to my kids, after my wife of 30 years died, my bi daughter was calling me a fag, in a loving way. We shared a lot of history and experiences.

I think her husband got pissed and suddenly all the support is gone. I’m so sad.
 
This is a very hot story if it's true. I hope it is; if so, you're living out my own fantasies. Did none of the others ask for their turn?
Going to my FWB next week. He’s going to try and get 2 of his buddies and use me as a cum dump.

I want to be fucked missionary and make out with who ever is fucking me. I want to be spitroasted by the other two, then let the last one breed me while I suck off and swallow the other guys.
 
There are various random guys/gals online that I've chatted with who know that I enjoy m2m play, but IRL, it would only be the guys that I've actually sucked and the women that have partaken in MMF with me and their husbands or me and my buddy. I have a few female friends online that aware that I enjoy man play as well, but I've never participated with any sort of play with them.

As far as people in my life, no one knows at all, and I doubt that they'd ever guess my secret
 
When I came out to my kids, after my wife of 30 years died, my bi daughter was calling me a fag, in a loving way. We shared a lot of history and experiences.

I think her husband got pissed and suddenly all the support is gone. I’m so sad.
I'm betting your daughter is still supportive, in her heart. She may just be afraid to show it around her husband. Which sucks—of he's got a homophobic thing going on, she shouldn't pay any attention to him.

That said, it's also true that sharing stuff like this with kids can be awfully awkward, because it puts the like to their cherished childhood images of you. My daughter knows, abstractly, that I'm bi — but she made it clear long ago that she doesn't want to know any more than that.

In your case, just give her time.
 
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