Confessions from My Closet

MeeChell

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We all have some type of secret. We really do, wither we are willing to admit to it or not. It might not be a secret we keep all to ourselves, you know the one you let slip to a friend just to see the reaction. All the same, there is something we don't want the whole world to know about the inner most hidden spot of ourselves. I know, what could a 44 year old professional and mother of 2 have that is so secret? Yes you do reach a point in your life when there is very little that is all yours. Maybe it is the seach for that lost time I am looking for here. Or it is more the case that I am use to having an outlet for those secrets and thoughts that is now gone and I need it back. No friend that I can trust with those secrets. Time to let the confessions out of the closet..........and see where they go.
 
Confession 1, The desire to start this thread. To put myself out there and get the good with the bad.
 
Confession 2, I love erotica. I really couldn't say who my favorite writer on Lit is, but I can say there are a number of talented individuals. Not sure of the correct term these days so I will go back to an oldie but appropriate term, I can cream my jeans, reading the Lit stories posted.
 
Confession 3, Is there ever a time when you look at someone and just can't get the image of them out of your head. I work around men all day long and most are not hard on the eyes, but every once in a while one comes along that makes me take a second look and wonder. Wonder about their hands, their mouths and which is bigger, their cock or their feet.
 
Back to confession 3, Yes there is always that one guy that just makes me stop and smile. Not an open smile because that would get noticed, but the inward smile that causes the corner of your mouth to turn up. AHHH that one guy. Sexy without being overly such, confident without being cocky (yes it is possible) and just all around drop dead HOT. He even does the Don Johnson look wiht a fine twist. Oh, the killer of the whole package, his voice. Got to LOVE a solid deep voice. Now that does bring a whole twist to the image, wondering how he sounds when he fucking you. I can spend hours, of which does happen, talking to him. Then shortly after, a quick trip to the ladies room. ;)

So guys, does talking to a lady with a hidden smile on her face make you take a second look yet?
 
Confession 4, Why does movies and TV show men that can last more then a few mins in bed? I have NEVER found one that could last more the 5 mins with me! Oh wait, does that mean I suck in the sack? :rolleyes:
 
Confession 6, Someone I am working with brought up a name of and old friend I had not thought about in a while. Then today his namn came up in a 10 min conversation all about him. Now I keep thinking of what might have been. Now the day is totally shot!
 
When things cooled with a young woman I lived with, and sex was becoming scarce, I turned quite naturally to masturbation. The big pile of stuffed toys (in her words "my animals") on my side of the bed was a convenient place to deposit. And I never needed to hunt for a tissue. ;)
 
Confesion.....I stay up very late on the weekends doing "house-work"...so I can play on Lit...
 
Back to confession 6, Change that day to week. I even pulled his picture up from the 'lost files'. So sad of me.
 
Confession 7, I don't like cold rain and the thought that winter is close. What happened to my summer so full of plans and thoughts, lost for another year.
 
Confession 8, Why is Lit so additive? Don't really know why I like reading all the posts, but do have to admit it is educational.
 
I can last!

and no it just means they don't know how to hold back with a beautiful woman!

Confession 4, Why does movies and TV show men that can last more then a few mins in bed? I have NEVER found one that could last more the 5 mins with me! Oh wait, does that mean I suck in the sack? :rolleyes:
 
COnfession 9, I can not wait until November 4th. But then all we will hear about is speculation on how the new President will fix all that is wrong with the US. But one does wonder how a President can fix greed?
 
Next confession (since I stopped learning to count at 10) Iam feeling a little overwhelmed. Had a job interview yesterday and not so sure I really want the job. Not that it is a bad job, but I am not sure I am ready to give up all the freedom I have at my current job. Not that he current job is all THAT, but it does have perks. I do worry about how safe the current job is and know that if there was an offer, the prospective job is VERY secure. The fun of getting old. Guess the answer will be if there is an offer and if they call the current boss for a reference. Now there is something to look forward to, the look on the bosses face.
 
Todays confession, I miss the Halloweens of my college days. Man I would dress in tight, low cut things that would make the guys just stop in the tracks. The BF would walk me through the college hang out area and just beam. Halloween is the perfect time to let the true inner slut run free.

I keep thinking about a movie West World. I wonder if anyone would actually make a place like the one in the movie.
 
Today's confession, I hate guys who don't wear their wedding rings EVERYDAY. Like it is not important one day but it is another.
 
Back to the previous comment, there is a consultant that I have had the pleasure to work with over the last couple of months. The reason I say pleasure is because he is HOT, smart and overall worth a try. The reason for the above comment is because the last time he stoppedy by, low and behold he was wearing a ring on the all important finger. Now I am never going to say I am an angel because I am not, but I don't go flirting with a man I know is married. So I figure I must have been making some difference since he wore the ring but I also am not happy with the thought that I wasted all that energy for nothing, okay there was that to die for smile.

Just thinking about that smile, those eyes and that hair. YUMMY!!! He was just something I would go after also. Youngish, fit and smart! Dang!!!
 
A friend of mine is in an open marriage. She just loves telling me about her weekends out being 'bad' as they call it. I guess her spouse loves her bring strange men home after a nite at the bars so he can hear them fucking in the room next door. She was telling me about the last adventure this week. Not details, but enought to know the guy was young, single, VERY hot and large enough to make her sore after. The plus of the story was the fact she did not tell him about the open marriage until after the spouse opened the bedroom door. But she did have to comment on the fact the guy lasted 2+ hours and the spouse was in there right after. Now that is a good nights adventure.
 
Why is it that if you are nice to someone they take it wrong. I don't know how many guys I work with that I consider someone okay to work with but not someone I would associate with out of work that feel the need to tell me about their sex, lack of sex or how hung they are. Like I really care or going to go there. Yes I am a female and yes I think about sex, but that does not mean I am going to go there at work. Way too many issues in that area.
 
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