Confessions: What are yours? (part 2)

[oodvibrations]

ICT i am bored.

 

[Lustful_Intentions]

Honey, I'm good.

In a short period of time, you've gotten a few people here who have told you that they've been where you are and they throwing out life lines to you. Take them up on it. You're here for a reason. I'm the old fucker here so if you want to chat me up PM me. I guarantee that I've seen much of what you're dealing with right now.

I don't think I'm quite the 'old-timer' that Brad is, but, same goes here. I've dealt with stuff, had loved ones deal with stuff-what you're feeling is legitimate, no doubt, and you need people who will listen.

 

[The_gladiator]

ICT that I have been struggling with the idea of suicide for the past seven years and every time I think its under control something happens.

ICT that I can't take this constant pressure, tension and pain anymore.

ICT that sometimes I feel like I should never have been born.

It is clear that you are feeling overwhelmed, lost and not sure where to turn to. Sometimes life feels like a wave that is poised to wash over you. I know others that probably know you have offered to listen and be there for you, however I want you to know I am also willing to talk to you and listen, and offer what support I can. Hang in there.

 

[ozrod]

ICT I am surprised at your comment, Rod. You are usually very perceptive!
IACT I find your new sig pics stunning!

Thanks mate, but I think you're biased.

Maybe it's an interwebs thing. Maybe I'm just shit at interacting with them. Either way, you'd think I would have worked it out by now.

Cheers.

 

[Wild_Honey_66]

Ict- I really miss having a good friend that isn't married that I can talk to after like 5pm.

ICT- I appreciate that. Sadness just kicked in when I realized most of my friends are not ones I can pick up the phone and talk to when I am sad or upset, or happy or anything.
IACT- this is another reason why I do not want anymore friends from Lit and have stopped giving out yahoo and kik info and shut my PMs off.

ICT i'm feeling your pain, Sassy. {hug}

IACT I wish that my friends here could be my friends irl, too. I hate it that many of them can't, and that I don't even know stuff like their last names. they could totally disappear off the face of my earth forever and i'd never hear from them again.

IFCT the thought of that makes my heart hurt, a lot.

 

[missgreekgeek]

ICT i'm feeling your pain, Sassy. {hug}

IACT I wish that my friends here could be my friends irl, too. I hate it that many of them can't, and that I don't even know stuff like their last names. they could totally disappear off the face of my earth forever and i'd never hear from them again.

IFCT the thought of that makes my heart hurt, a lot.

ICT that I thought I was the only one who got close to others and they disappeared leaving me like what in the actual fuck?

I wish a lot on here could be my fb friend or someone I didn't have to wait until they were on Lit to talk to.

I hear ya ladies 100%

 

[missgreekgeek]

ICT I am probably the poster boy for that situation.

IFCT I wont quit doing it.

Pot calling kettle black cause I do it more often than I'd like to.
But those close, now how to get at me

Or should say will find ways to ensure I don't leave them really.

 

[Lustful_Intentions]

Pot calling kettle black cause I do it more often than I'd like to.
But those close, now how to get at me

Or should say will find ways to ensure I don't leave them really.

ICT it's always difficult when your friends disappear from here. I've learned to accept it.
IACT There are some that I'd still miss a great deal if they ever had to leave, especially without saying good bye.

 

[Wild_Honey_66]

ICT I've only had one leave without telling me where he was going or why, and then never come back and explain, so I guess my track record is pretty good.

IACT I think part of what's hard is knowing that the ball is always in their court. if something happened to them, i'd have no way of knowing. if something big happens in my life, I have no way of getting hold of them if they didn't choose to respond.

IFCT even when I know why they've left, I still miss them.

 

[Wild_Honey_66]

ICT I've never been told why. They just left and that was that.

{hug}

 

[mrmphilllll]

ICT that I want to take these clothes off for someone to see me...

 

[TongueLust]

ICT I've never been told why. They just left and that was that.

ICT It's good to see you.

 

[Raquel25]

I confess that I have so much stuff to confess to that I can't even fit it on this pixelated paper.

 

[AbsintheFather]

ICT I used to take things a lot more personally here.

IACT I don't worry so much about that anymore. Everyone has a reason for coming here and a reason for leaving. None of that has anything to do me, so I can't get overly concerned.

 

[SassySheDevil]

ICT i'm feeling your pain, Sassy. {hug}

IACT I wish that my friends here could be my friends irl, too. I hate it that many of them can't, and that I don't even know stuff like their last names. they could totally disappear off the face of my earth forever and i'd never hear from them again.

IFCT the thought of that makes my heart hurt, a lot.

ICT- This is probably a big reason it hurts. If anything happened, I'd never know. It's not like their family/friends would say "Oh, we should message SSD on Lit to let her know" However, I admit that the ones I am closest to on here, my husband does know of by name. Only a couple of those I talk about enough that I think he'd try and find a way to get ahold of them. I refer to them by their real name to him, vs their nick name here. So he'd get on here and have no clue unless there was a lot of messages in my PM folder or something.

 

[Wild_Honey_66]

ICT- This is probably a big reason it hurts. If anything happened, I'd never know. It's not like their family/friends would say "Oh, we should message SSD on Lit to let her know" However, I admit that the ones I am closest to on here, my husband does know of by name. Only a couple of those I talk about enough that I think he'd try and find a way to get ahold of them. I refer to them by their real name to him, vs their nick name here. So he'd get on here and have no clue unless there was a lot of messages in my PM folder or something.

i'm pretty sure that if something happened to two or three of my closest friends, i'd never hear about it.

I can imagine myself on my deathbed, moaning the names of my Lit-friends, and my family all looking at each other like, 'who the hell is that?'




actually, my #2 daughter knows my friends by their first names (and they know who she is), and she would know to get in touch with elli. elli would know who to contact, but she might not know how. she'd probably just post it and hope that they'd see it... and i'd be forgotten in a week. ah, the ebb and flow of Lit.

maybe it's time we invest ourselves elsewhere, Sassy.

 

[crashD]

i'm pretty sure that if something happened to two or three of my closest friends, i'd never hear about it.

I can imagine myself on my deathbed, moaning the names of my Lit-friends, and my family all looking at each other like, 'who the hell is that?'




actually, my #2 daughter knows my friends by their first names (and they know who she is), and she would know to get in touch with elli. elli would know who to contact, but she might not know how. she'd probably just post it and hope that they'd see it... and i'd be forgotten in a week. ah, the ebb and flow of Lit.

maybe it's time we invest ourselves elsewhere, Sassy.

i was on another bulletin board where one of the most popular posters just disppeared.

enough people asked that the admin dug into his personal info, found his facebook and discovered he had passed away.

they let everyone know. thought that was nice of them.

 

[draconus_infernus]

ICT I wish there was time to slip in a second date with my new ladyfriend.

IFCT I loved making her scream.

 

[BradBigBrain]

i was on another bulletin board where one of the most popular posters just disppeared.

enough people asked that the admin dug into his personal info, found his facebook and discovered he had passed away.

they let everyone know. thought that was nice of them.

ICT three of my PG friends have passed way.
IACT it was pretty damn sad.
IFCT they were fairly popular

 

[Ellafun]

ICT I cheated by using the word exquisite on the ABC thread instead of an "X" word.


IACT I was called an "incorrigible flirt" by a Litster today, and that he's right!

 

[irish1234]

ICT I have been Mia but I am back

 

[CheekyGirl90]

ICT that I took a pen from work today

 

[taytay097]

ICT I stole the last piece of candy from a friend

 

[Superman2008]

ICT that I took a pen from work today

ICT... naughty naughty.

 

[Story_Daddy]

ICT I have never been to a confessional...

IACT I don't understand the appeal....

IFCT Once, during a wedding (in a church), a female friend and I spent a lot of time talking about places in a church that one could have sex- and the confessional figured prominently...