Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

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ICT I see now why you were excited. Especially if it was someone else operating the control or it was set on random. :)

ICT it will be someone else in charge of the controls. It's one of those that you can control with an app on your phone. :D
 
ICT I've started chatting gay fantasies with a guy here on Lit and it's really hot to do.
 
I confess that I was watching a smutty video clip this morning featuring a very attractive brunette woman about half my age. She addressed the camera giving jack-off instructions to some supposedly compliant male. As she gave her directions, she posed, postured, fondled her breasts, and pulled first one item of clothing, and then another, up, down or to one side revealing for the camera, various parts of her anatomy which ordinarily remain hidden in polite society.

Along with her jack-off instructions, she spent a fair amount of time verbally abusing the supposed voyeur. She chided him for being a sissy-boy and for wearing his wife's pink thong. She impugned his masculinity in other ways. She talked as if she expected him to follow her instructions to the letter. She intimated that when she instructed the watcher to bring himself to orgasm, he would also be expected to kneel and consume his ejaculate from the floor.

This production went on for about ten minutes. It culminated with the instructions that one would have expected from the foreshadowing narrative. These were followed by a few more words of belittlement by way of a denouement and a fade to black.

I watched the whole of this production fully, if casually, clothed in jeans, t-shirt and running shoes. I confess to being aroused by the young woman’s performance, and I was watching it for the purpose of being aroused, but at no point did I actually follow any of the young woman’s instructions. Nor, did I physically stimulate myself in any other way. I simply enjoyed watching her exhibition and listening to her naughty talk. I don’t ordinarily receive any particular thrill from humiliation, and it does not feature regularly in either my sexual behavior or fantasies.

Eventually, I got up from the computer and went and took a shower. When it came time to get dressed again, I went to my special underwear drawer and got out a pastel thong. (My significant other does not actually own a thong, but I have a few. They’re all cut for a man and accommodate my equipment.) I spent an hour on the internet trying to figure out how to describe this one. I am a guy. I know the names of the eight crayons in the orange and green box, but beyond that my color vocabulary fails me. It’s hex #e25e8b. The internet variously suggests that I call it Moderate Pink, or Soft Red, or a light shade of Pale Violet Red.

I confess that that young brunette certainly captured my imagination and I am probably having the best Thong Thursday I’ve had all year.
 
Icy I need a haircut.
I usually keep it in a ponytail.
But last night slept with it loose,I woke up in the night and moving it out my face I realized how long and soft it was and got hard playing with it ...
 
ICT sometimes I don’t know when to back down from confrontation.
IACT I’ve never been someone who has backed down from a challenge.
IFCT this time it might be different if I want to maintain who I am.
 
ICT it’s nice to see someone else post on this thread. Welcome back Dr Liz!
 
ICT I never let him in to allow me to wonder about things but sadly I can only learn from mistakes. No Regrets
 
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