Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

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ICT as a photographer...

...I am incredibly frustrated by how difficult it has been to find models, ANY models, for my artistic and erotic photography projects. Models that aren't flakes, models that know what common courtesy and punctuality mean, models that understand they are hired and paid to do a job.

Maybe I should go back to photographing landscapes. I never had a landscape arrive a hour late, after I already sent the make-up artist and my assistant(s) home, with their pay. I never had a landscape no-show. I never had a landscape cancel because her grandmother suddenly died...AGAIN. I never had a landscape say, after a no-holds-barred pre-shoot meeting to discuss wardrobe and shoot scripts, "I never agreed to pose like that/wearing that/doing that;" or "that's not what erotica means to me."

Sigh. Human. Fucking. Nature. It's driving me crazy!
 
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...I am incredibly frustrated by how difficult it has been to find models, ANY models, for my artistic and erotic photography projects. Models that aren't flakes, models that know what common courtesy and punctuality mean, models that understand they are hired and paid to do a job.

Maybe I should go back to photographing landscapes. I never had a landscape arrive a hour late, after I already sent the make-up artist and my assistant(s) home, with their pay. I never had a landscape no-show. I never had a landscape cancel because her grandmother suddenly died...again. I never had a landscape say, after a no-holds-barred pre-shoot meeting to discuss wardrobe and shoot scripts, "I never agreed to pose like that/in that/doing that;" or "that's not what erotica means to me."

Sigh. Human. Fucking. Nature. It's driving me crazy!

Humans are the worst.

((hugs))


ICT...I'm having the sweetest day. Sometimes...that man..is really lovely. (don't tell him I said that!) :heart:
 
ICT that sometimes I go on Craigslist just to see if people I know are looking to fuck. Not to follow up, but to just enjoy the idea.

IACT its a hard thing, sometimes, to love someone with anxiety. It's been three or four months since my lady and I have spent any quality time together, let alone banged.
 
...I am incredibly frustrated by how difficult it has been to find models, ANY models, for my artistic and erotic photography projects. Models that aren't flakes, models that know what common courtesy and punctuality mean, models that understand they are hired and paid to do a job.

Maybe I should go back to photographing landscapes. I never had a landscape arrive a hour late, after I already sent the make-up artist and my assistant(s) home, with their pay. I never had a landscape no-show. I never had a landscape cancel because her grandmother suddenly died...AGAIN. I never had a landscape say, after a no-holds-barred pre-shoot meeting to discuss wardrobe and shoot scripts, "I never agreed to pose like that/wearing that/doing that;" or "that's not what erotica means to me."

Sigh. Human. Fucking. Nature. It's driving me crazy!


This is exactly why I only put my flyers for model searches up at morgues and funeral homes.
 
ICT that sometimes I go on Craigslist just to see if people I know are looking to fuck. Not to follow up, but to just enjoy the idea.

IACT its a hard thing, sometimes, to love someone with anxiety. It's been three or four months since my lady and I have spent any quality time together, let alone banged.

I understand the difficulties of living with and loving someone with anxiety. It is not anything I would wish on anyone.
 
Thanks, Eros. It's been a challenge. I mean, I see it being worth the long run, but in the mean time it's a little sticky. And not in the fun way.

If you can't laugh, why live, right?
 
ICT This feels wrong and bad. But it's not my decision nor my responsibility to set to rights.
 
ICT my bf is an asshole and if I didn't just want to go to bed, I'd let any guy at the bar have a shot at me tonight just to pay that fucker back for the shit he is trying to pull.
 
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ICT to looking at a few girls post today and PMing a few on here today. Its been awhile and I became weak. Never heard back thou. The women pics looked great and did the job.
 
ICT to looking at a few girls post today and PMing a few on here today. Its been awhile and I became weak. Never heard back thou. The women pics looked great and did the job.

Word of advice. Just because a woman posts a picture, or comment, does not mean she wants you to PM her. (Not always true) most times, it's polite to start by commenting on the thread, and interacting with het there first..🙄 good luck.
 
ICT flowers at work today made things a little better and there will probably be makeup sex after dinner and a movie tonight. 😎
 
ICT there's a guy at our CrossFit box who is my absolute physical ideal. And, while everybody else there is just wonderful, this guy is such a fucking tool that he actually dries me up.
 
...I am incredibly frustrated by how difficult it has been to find models, ANY models, for my artistic and erotic photography projects. Models that aren't flakes, models that know what common courtesy and punctuality mean, models that understand they are hired and paid to do a job.

Maybe I should go back to photographing landscapes. I never had a landscape arrive a hour late, after I already sent the make-up artist and my assistant(s) home, with their pay. I never had a landscape no-show. I never had a landscape cancel because her grandmother suddenly died...AGAIN. I never had a landscape say, after a no-holds-barred pre-shoot meeting to discuss wardrobe and shoot scripts, "I never agreed to pose like that/wearing that/doing that;" or "that's not what erotica means to me."

Sigh. Human. Fucking. Nature. It's driving me crazy!

ICT I'm intrigued with the line of photography you're in and would love to pick your brain.
 
ICT there's a guy at our CrossFit box who is my absolute physical ideal. And, while everybody else there is just wonderful, this guy is such a fucking tool that he actually dries me up.

ICT I knew a female fitness instructor and nutritionist who fell into much the same model. One of the most plastic, in regard to personality, people I've ever known. Literally repulsed me after very little time in conversation.
 
ICT I knew a female fitness instructor and nutritionist who fell into much the same model. One of the most plastic, in regard to personality, people I've ever known. Literally repulsed me after very little time in conversation.
ICT I once went on a date with a really muscled tanned, very good looking guy...all through the date he talked about himself and how great he was, not even sure he actually asked anything about me.......I was bored to tears and thought that his ideal date would probably have been a mirror! So at the end of it when he asked to see me again I declined...the look on his face was complete confusion...don't think he had ever have that happen before....complete douchebag.
 
ICT I once went on a date with a really muscled tanned, very good looking guy...all through the date he talked about himself and how great he was, not even sure he actually asked anything about me.......I was bored to tears and thought that his ideal date would probably have been a mirror! So at the end of it when he asked to see me again I declined...the look on his face was complete confusion...don't think he had ever have that happen before....complete douchebag.

Good for you! I'll bet it had and he was probably too dense to ever figure out why. Maybe he hooked up with TNMan's gym babe. :)
 
Good for you! I'll bet it had and he was probably too dense to ever figure out why. Maybe he hooked up with TNMan's gym babe. :)
they would have been the ideal couple....only arguing over who's turn it was for the mirror lol xx
 
ICT I spent the night at home, alone, away from people, tv, technology, social media, and Lit and it did me a world of good. ICT it makes me think I need to carve some things out of my life and make some healthy choices and healthy changes.
 
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