Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

[quietlyhorny]

ICT I recently discovered I suffer from incredible stress-driven anxiety. So much so it's forced me to take a leave from work. That leave starts on Monday. I don't consider myself weak, I just hope some down-time helps.

 

[Planetbeat1]

ICT it has been far too long....

 

[GangnamPerv]

For a long time I would have said that I hated giving head, that cum was gross and what not.

But the truth is, if I hated it so much I probably wouldn't do it as often as I do. I've had sex with about 10 guys, but I'll bet I've sucked off about 40.

The first lie I told myself was that I didn't want to get pregnant, then it was that it was easier in college when roommates where asleep or could come in any time.... but come on, I gotta admit, I kinda like how much of a slut it makes me feel like.

I walked in on a roommate blowing a guy once and it was simply the sluttiest thing I had seen in person, jaw extended head going back and forth a guys hand on the back of her head.... so filthy.

I like watching porn with girls blowing their guys, such a private moment. I could simply never have the same respect for a woman once I had seen her servicing a cock with her mouth. Fucking, sure that's good for you also, a guy going down on a girl, ya he's a stud, but its so submissive and dirty to let a guy cum on your face or in your mouth or even on your tits.

This isn't very feminist, I know, but it's just this one thing I can't get over. I'm actually really nervous after the first time I blow a guy, like he might look at me like some kind of filthy animal that he would never speak to again. I was incredibly relieved when my new guy I am with looked ecstatic after the first time I blew him. This is getting better as I get older.

I understand this is a huuuuuge double standard. I wish I felt it was more empowering or something like that. I don't think of myself as submissive either, but I do this thing that I find totally submissive and I feel pretty whorish and completely turned on when I do it.

IACT hoping that made sense.

I have always believed that your sexual desires don't necessarily represent your beliefs or personality. You could be a slutty slave and a feminist at the same time and that's ok in my book. People are complicated and you can't help what you are attracted to; don't beat yourself up about it.

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT I was kinda pissed he didn't go but kinda glad too.

IACT it still woulda been nice to have someone to dance "with". Blondie and I dance together but not, cus she's my best friend but also my daughter so it would be weird. That and she has no rhythm lol

 

[ForestFlame]

IC that haters make me laugh.

 

[LizVegas79]

IC that haters make me laugh.

ICT they make me mad ... and really disappointed in humanity ....
but we were lucky to be out of harm's way yesterday - some friends and friends of friends and co-workers not so lucky though.

 

[barefootgirl69]

ICT they make me mad ... and really disappointed in humanity ....
but we were lucky to be out of harm's way yesterday - some friends and friends of friends and co-workers not so lucky though.

ICT I was worried about you .. and clean your damn inbox!

 

[o2baPrince]

ICT they make me mad ... and really disappointed in humanity ....
but we were lucky to be out of harm's way yesterday - some friends and friends of friends and co-workers not so lucky though.

Glad you are ok.

 

[ForestFlame]

ICT they make me mad ... and really disappointed in humanity ....
but we were lucky to be out of harm's way yesterday - some friends and friends of friends and co-workers not so lucky though.

Oh I didn't mean about the news report hun. I wasn't aware of that till later. Such barbaric practices need to be stamped out and the Governments need to do more to prevent them. They always seem to know who to go to immediately after these types of things happen and make arrests etc, so they must already have the intel to prevent them! So sorry your friends and colleagues were caught up in it. My condolences and best wishes go out to everyone caught up in this horrible crime.

 

[Wolfking05]

ICT they make me mad ... and really disappointed in humanity ....
but we were lucky to be out of harm's way yesterday - some friends and friends of friends and co-workers not so lucky though.

*hugs* Glad you are okay Sorry about your friends and co-workers

 

[Chasingdreams]

I’m in love with someone who doesn’t love me back.

 

[xhxhxh]

I’m in love with someone who doesn’t love me back.

Im sorry to hear that

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT there are times when I don't want to deal with shit. Times when I feel as if I'd better off somewhere under a tree.

IACT these are the times I have to push myself to remember why I'm not.

IFCT I might be in a weird mood today. Hopefully it improves as I have a zoo date with babies this evening.

 

[Isevil1976]

ICT I may have a problem with sex and porn, but I’m ok with it.

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT I may have a problem with sex and porn, but I’m ok with it.

ICT I get this. Me too.

IACT I kinda don't wanna go tonight. My Mr.'s not goin, hers is and this mf get on my nerve. Singular cus today I have one and they all workin it.

IFCT I really want a room for nothing but sex any and every way I want it.

 

[Downundergirl79]

ICT I wanna do a SRP but I don’t know...

 

[suckonsimon]

ICT they make me mad ... and really disappointed in humanity ....
but we were lucky to be out of harm's way yesterday - some friends and friends of friends and co-workers not so lucky though.

ICT I was worried about you .. and clean your damn inbox!

Likewise and Likewise, Liz! Really wanted to send you a pm. But, please know that I am among the millions of people around the world really rooting for you good people of LV and those who were visiting. xxx

 

[barefootgirl69]

ICT I set out to write him a love letter but ended up getting aroused thinking of him ❤

 

[iNeeditslow]

ICT at times I feel like someone’s dirty little secret. While it was hot at the beginning, it isn’t so much now

 

[Xerxes82]

ICT it's awkward having sexual fantasies about a platonic friend. Even one here on Lit. Feels like taking advantage. Not sure that makes any sense.

 

[SassySheDevil]

ICT at times I feel like someone’s dirty little secret. While it was hot at the beginning, it isn’t so much now

ICT- I understand this. I have too many friends that like to keep me a secret, or want me to keep them a secret. It gets old.

 

[DarkrSide]

ICT I hate the dream I had last night. Only because I wish it was real and not a dream.

IFCT I hope I have the sequel dream tonight

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT I hate the dream I had last night. Only because I wish it was real and not a dream.

IFCT I hope I have the sequel dream tonight

ICT this intrigues me. Share with us? Or just me cus I'm nosy? Lol

 

[LizVegas79]

ICT I just changed my avatar because my sadness and regret over what happened in Las Vegas this past Sunday is not so slowly changing to anger.

 

[draconus_infernus]

ICT depression has been kicking my ass the last couple of days.