Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

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ICT he’s on my mind, even when he shouldn’t be...like when I’m spending time with my husband. I’m thinking of him.

IACT Ive been feeling a bit of a lapse in. My depression. It probably has to do with my increased pain, increased migraines, and upcoming MRI of my brain which is making me anxious. And I just feel...sad.
 
ICT I need a great friend who's also willing to play around.
Great sex. Laughs. Good conversations. Sex again.
 
ICT my mind is in turmoil. I’ve been thrown a right turn in my life Road. It’s not bad or good-just a sudden change, and I’m struggling to process it.

IACT I’m having anxiety about my brain MRI tomorrow.

IFCT with all that, I wish I could just be held right now. Safe and secure. Content. Warm. And be comforted and cuddled.
 
ICT my mind is in turmoil. I’ve been thrown a right turn in my life Road. It’s not bad or good-just a sudden change, and I’m struggling to process it.

IACT I’m having anxiety about my brain MRI tomorrow.

IFCT with all that, I wish I could just be held right now. Safe and secure. Content. Warm. And be comforted and cuddled.

*Hugs* I hope it's nothing serious. :rose:
 
ICT I called into sick to work tonight for the first time in months - but I'm not sick, I'm just super horny!

IACT hub's will be home soon with the kids so it's going to be surprise fam time tonight if I get my s**t together and throw together dinner.

IACT it might also be surprise "date night" for hub's and me tonight after the kidlets are put to bed! :devil:
 
ICT I just accidentally deleted a bunch of new PM's so if you wrote to me and I haven't written back yet please re-send.

TY :rose:
 
ICT I need to think before I open my mouth. I hurt a very good person and I feel terrible about it.
 
ICT I don't know what he wants from me. I don't know what to do to make him happy. He doesn't understand that I cannot make everyone different than they are. I'm not superwoman. I have feelings that he hurts on a regular basis. But he doesn't care about that because nobodys feelings matter except his apparently. He never apologizes for upsetting anyone because it doesn't matter. We're all selfish and think only of ourselves but he doesn't see it when he acts exactly as he accuses everyone of being. I don't know how to make him happy. I'm not sure I can. I feel broken and useless.
 
ICT I don't know what he wants from me. I don't know what to do to make him happy. He doesn't understand that I cannot make everyone different than they are. I'm not superwoman. I have feelings that he hurts on a regular basis. But he doesn't care about that because nobodys feelings matter except his apparently. He never apologizes for upsetting anyone because it doesn't matter. We're all selfish and think only of ourselves but he doesn't see it when he acts exactly as he accuses everyone of being. I don't know how to make him happy. I'm not sure I can. I feel broken and useless.

ICT Codependent No More might be a good book to check out. You aren't responsible for anyone else's feelings. You can't fix what you can't control.
 
ICT I am tired. Of everything.

IACT I wish I could stop thinking. Of everything.

IFCT I think a nap might help. Or something.

Edit...that was a pretty bleak 2500th post. Yeesh.
 
ICT I'm entering my second trimester (this is my first pregnancy). I'm horny all the fucking time. Today I seriously thought about locking my classroom door and masturbating during my lunch. :eek:

IACT it's not just sex or getting myself off. When we aren't fucking, I'm wanting to suck my husband off all the time. I mean, I've always liked giving head, especially to my hubby, but it's almost an obsession now.

Is this normal for this point? And if so, when does it stop?
Hubby is going to wear out, I think.
 
ICT i need more sleep, and yet... i have been enjoying why im staying up late almost every night.
ICT i am not a patient person, and yet, life is telling me to slow down, enjoy and be PATIENT. its almost hair pulling out enough with the stress.
 
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