Crossdressing orgins

I would honestly love to steal a pair of my sister or mom's panties when I visit them to recreate my teenage years. But what excuse do you have to go upstairs in their bedroom?
I still cum in mu mom's panties whenever i visit = she's 81 now and hers are the ones that charge me up the most! I leave them back in he panty drawer as a gift. She's never said a word in 40 years!
 
I still cum in mu mom's panties whenever i visit = she's 81 now and hers are the ones that charge me up the most! I leave them back in he panty drawer as a gift. She's never said a word in 40 years!
Crazy you say that. I used to cum I'm my sisters and mom's panties, and also my mom's night gowns when they were clean. Obvious crusty spot from me. They also never said a word. Did the same with the dirty hamper clothes but those of course got washed. But I don't doubt when grabbing them to put in the washing machine they somehow never noticed. Does your mom wear sexy panties? Have you stolen some pairs?
 
For me it was my aunt. She wore the most delicious white lace panties and conservative, pointy bras. I used to wear her clean ones until rubbing myself against them made me cum, then return them. I was just thinking about visiting her come the holidays
Bummer it was only holidays. I still think, oddly enough,on holidays, I should figure out a way of sneaking my mom's or sister's dirty panties depending where it is hosted. But then I worry, do I wear them, or have a permanent dirty pair of their panties.

But I know I would never actually keep them dirty. I would suck on them to clean them the first chance I got. I sooooo miss tasting them being older now.
 
Bummer it was only holidays. I still think, oddly enough,on holidays, I should figure out a way of sneaking my mom's or sister's dirty panties depending where it is hosted. But then I worry, do I wear them, or have a permanent dirty pair of their panties.

But I know I would never actually keep them dirty. I would suck on them to clean them the first chance I got. I sooooo miss tasting them being older now.
You are never too old love to hear your stories used to paint years ago got to use a lot of clean and dirty ones so beautiful
 
My moment came later in life, although those temptations you mention were there in my formative years but somehow I must have resisted?
I guess I was just going through a rut in our marriage, bored I guess, needing a thrill or just some excitement, marriage can feel like a chore sometimes.
She was at work, I was supposed to be working from home but have so many distractions, I was tidying up our bedroom, I noticed a stray crumpled up stocking under the edge of the bed, I picked it up to put it away but was fascinated by the silky texture, I could still smell her perfume and musky aroma on it.
I put it to my nose and inhaled deeply, the feminine aroma was exquisite, a heady mix of female pheromones, perfume, musky sexual tones and just a hard day at the office type smell, all blended together to create this magical mixture, it was intoxicating.
Something made me curious how it would feel on, curiosity got the better of me and I slipped it on, instant arousal, I was fully erect and leaking precum. I slipped the other on and I literally ejaculated within a minute, hands free!

It was such an intense thrill and powerful climax I knew I needed more....

It just got progressively more involved from just wearing her lingerie, to her outfits, dresses etc.
Then I bought wigs, dabbled in makeup and HRT, it was very addictive and spiralled out of control very quickly...

Just a warning to anyone thinking you can just dip your toes into this then go back, you can try but the pull is very strong....and it will grab you and not let go...

I tried many times early on to stop myself progressing but failed, I'm now living as a woman full time...🤭💋
I can identify with everything you're saying here. Especially the scents and the pheromones. From a very early age. I can't say on this side. I started wearing cute little Care Bear panties, and little Mermaid panties. Soon enough everything lacy and white eyelet. I tried to stop several times thinking that this might not be a good lifestyle. But I admit, I had a terrible time. Just walking through a department store. I always ended up in the women's department touching fabrics, and wondering what it would be like to wear such wonderful clothes again. I stopped several times and then restarted and now that I live alone i have two closets and guess which one has the most clothes in it?
I absolutely have given in to being feminine.
 
I have no idea what made me even think of it but, when I was about 15, I decided to go rummaging through my mom’s underwear drawer. This was in the early 70s and women of my mom’s age still wore nylons w/garter belts. No one was home at the time (a rare occurrence in a family of 11!) so I pulled out a pair of nylons. They felt so good on my fingers I could only assume they’d feel great on my hairless legs. 😱 I thought I’d died and gone to heaven. I ran to the bathroom and got myself off wearing the stockings.

Days later I found a black garter belt and used that to keep the nylons up while I masturbated.

Fast forward a couple of years and I learned how to suck myself off, always wearing those nylons.

Since I’ve been married (40+ yrs) I’ve had the opportunity to wear my wife’s lingerie, especially things she doesn’t wear anymore and has forgotten about. When I first retired, she was still working so I started wearing the lingerie, panties, etc., under my guy clothes during the day. Alas she’s retired too so I don’t get the chance to wear the items anymore 😢
 
I also developed my love of nylon panties from my mother. She would wear Vanity Fair briefs. I still remember the first time I took them from our clothes hamper...the smell and feel of them ....I just had to put them on. I did and and loved wearing panties ( still do). In fact , my wife and I go shopping and I will buy Vanity Fair panties for me. I now have my own sets of panties, camisoles, baby doll and thigh highs .
 
This is a fascinating thread. Lots of CD starting in early childhood. What do you think is going on? Is it something some people are 'born' with?
 
I can identify with everything you're saying here. Especially the scents and the pheromones. From a very early age. I can't say on this side. I started wearing cute little Care Bear panties, and little Mermaid panties. Soon enough everything lacy and white eyelet. I tried to stop several times thinking that this might not be a good lifestyle. But I admit, I had a terrible time. Just walking through a department store. I always ended up in the women's department touching fabrics, and wondering what it would be like to wear such wonderful clothes again. I stopped several times and then restarted and now that I live alone i have two closets and guess which one has the most clothes in it?
I absolutely have given in to being feminine.
Embrace it and enjoy, I've learnt the hard way, resisting is futile!😘💋
 
It started with my sister's panties. I also liked how her nighties with their panties felt to sleep in. I moved on to wearing her panties, skirts, blouses, dresses and nylons when I got the chance. Eventually, I was on my own, then married. I now dress up and go shopping as a woman to buy my own feminine things. I only buy my female clothes and shoes when I am dressed. It is all part of the fun.

I still enjoy going up an escalator in a mid thigh pleated skirt and wondering if people behind me could see my panties.
 
This is a fascinating thread. Lots of CD starting in early childhood. What do you think is going on? Is it something some people are 'born' with?

I think some of it is thinking mom and sisters look cute. So it's sort of a straight thing at first. But then you do finally feel a pair of panties or stockings or slip on heels. All of them feel so much better than any of your boy clothes. Then it just takes off as soon as you give in and try them on.
 
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