diamondjim
A Gentle Man and Lover
- Joined
- Jan 11, 2004
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Big hug and a smile
Being venerable is what makes us human. Please, don't give up your humanity. It is ok to be be mad, hurt, resentful of the affection pulled away and feeling the loss with an air of solitude. You know how many of us that really enjoy looking at your pictures and having our own private fantasy's of you in our arms close, warm and tight. What you may not really realize that many of us also watch you as a woman, venerable, open and REAL. There is no reality where I can ever touch you and kiss away your tears. But in my heart I can take you for one slow dance and hold you close. Please believe, you are soo young there is a lot more love for you to share and explore. One soft kiss and a smile DJ
Just when I think I'm better, I'm not.
There's no reason to yell or place blame, and I randomly cry at dumb things. Like remembering the last time I took a bath and did what he asked.
I still sleep with his sweater. At this point it smells more like my shampoo than him but there's enough of him that it makes me fall asleep.
In my life I have been in love 3 times....and if any of those people walked back into my life as a lover, I'd have them...I still talk to them all.
Maybe I'm lucky...3 times....but maybe I'm not because I was vulnerable each time...and maybe I just don't want to be vulnerable any more...
Being venerable is what makes us human. Please, don't give up your humanity. It is ok to be be mad, hurt, resentful of the affection pulled away and feeling the loss with an air of solitude. You know how many of us that really enjoy looking at your pictures and having our own private fantasy's of you in our arms close, warm and tight. What you may not really realize that many of us also watch you as a woman, venerable, open and REAL. There is no reality where I can ever touch you and kiss away your tears. But in my heart I can take you for one slow dance and hold you close. Please believe, you are soo young there is a lot more love for you to share and explore. One soft kiss and a smile DJ



