Curiosity - My earliest experience that still haunts my fantasies

[Scooter58]

You can jerk mine if you want!

Ok but you have to tell me how it feels and groan loudly when you squirt!

 

[tristantrotsky]

Isn’t it remarkable, and bizarre, that talking about one’s OWN life experiences is seen as so incredibly taboo? I didn’t (darn) but SO many men had such boyhood experiences. What harm do people think revealing them to adults actually has?

I was approached by four older boys while I was walking home from school. They'd heard that I was a cocksucker, and they gently pressured me, not quite in a threatening way, but in a manner that let me know that I had no choice, to accompany them into a secret glade beside the stream where the first one got his sizeable cock out. I was eased down onto my knees and held securely as he rubbed the cock-head along my lips until I opened my mouth and it slipped in. I was a little scared, but also very aroused as I began sucking him. The other boys laughed and made crude comments which made me feel so very embarrassed, but also excited. When he ejaculated in my mouth, his place was immediately taken by a second cock... uncircumcised this time and bigger. I sucked him off and moved on to the third in a resigned acceptance. The fourth boy had his cock out, I could see it from the corner of my eye as I sucked his friend, but at the last moment he chickened out and ran off out of the glade back towards the path. I must admit... as the third boy filled my mouth with his spunk, to a degree of disappointment as I was allowed to lurch to my feet...

 

[liqueur]

I was approached by four older boys while I was walking home from school. They'd heard that I was a cocksucker, and they... let me know that I had no choice, to accompany them into a secret glade beside the stream...

Ah, the halcyon days of boyhood!

 

[Scooter58]

Isn’t it remarkable, and bizarre, that talking about one’s OWN life experiences is seen as so incredibly taboo? I didn’t (darn) but SO many men had such boyhood experiences. What harm do people think revealing them to adults actually has?

I love this thread! The real life accounts are amazing and I love reading them. I’ve enjoyed chatting with several posters on this thread. Even in my more “innocent “ phases of my young life there was this homoerotic undercurrent to everything. Boys had instant and constant hard ons and we didn’t know what to do with them(initially). My brother showed me what to do. Amongst my friends, there was constant joking about dick play and dick sucking and I believe it was a thin cover for what we really wanted… which was to see and feel each other! I love the openness of this thread and hope everyone can reveal their most “taboo” stories. When I was young, there was something that felt wrong or taboo about touching my brother’s dick…and THAT was what made it all the more alluring and irresistible!

 

[tristantrotsky]

Ah, the halcyon days of boyhood!

Indeed, I did jack-off a number of times to that memory as I re-lived it in my mind. My only regret was that I'd missed out on sucking the fourth cock, I'd glimpsed it, and I wanted it...!

 

[sandybrooke]

It was my first gay experience. I had come out to my wife, and she encouraged me to explore my sexuality. Therefore there was no guilt. I could not believe how good another man's cock felt. So hard but so soft to touch. He gave me a blow job that was far the best I ever had. He taught me how to suck a cock to make a man cum. I knew I would be having more gay sex.

At the same time I learned I was bi not gay. I went home, and my wife asked me to discuss my experience. Soon she and I were having sex. I found out I needed both straight sex and gay sex. Fortunately my wife was OK with that.

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Very liberating that your wife understood. My second wife was the same, It encroached into our sex play and she would orgasm as I ate her pussy saying I was getting butt fucked.
She encouraged my love of sucking cock and even helped me find a buddy.

 

[sphilly512]

i guess I knew I was bi my whole life but had a hard time describing the feelings to myself. Women were always number one but every now and then I’d wonder. Just even thinking about the biology of it made sense. I think the first time I truly knew was from reading stories here a million years ago. One person had a gif as their avatar that was an ejaculating cock straight on as if it was pointed at you. I’ll always remember the tingle I got when I first saw it. Years later after a few girlfriends I had my first experience. Me and a bunch of friends were at a local club and had a great time. They all petered out after a while and left but I wanted to keep going. I had driven there but knew I wasn’t driving home after a bit. For whatever reason, I asked the DJ for a ride home and he gave me a wry smile and said yes. I felt that same tingle again and figured I’d go for it. We ended up going back to his house and I remembered asking if he was gay. He had my pants off and my cock in his mouth before I knew what hit me. That night I got the 5 best blow jobs I think anyone has ever gotten in their life. I finished each time and to this day have no idea how I was able to cum that much. I even offered and tried to return the favor but I think he was rolling all night and wasn’t getting it up. I came within a whisker of fucking him after all that but I was just too tired. Sadly it was a one time thing because I hadn’t processed everything about myself and got scared. It’s a recurring theme.

 

[mikurt]

i guess I knew I was bi my whole life but had a hard time describing the feelings to myself. Women were always number one but every now and then I’d wonder. Just even thinking about the biology of it made sense. I think the first time I truly knew was from reading stories here a million years ago. One person had a gif as their avatar that was an ejaculating cock straight on as if it was pointed at you. I’ll always remember the tingle I got when I first saw it. Years later after a few girlfriends I had my first experience. Me and a bunch of friends were at a local club and had a great time. They all petered out after a while and left but I wanted to keep going. I had driven there but knew I wasn’t driving home after a bit. For whatever reason, I asked the DJ for a ride home and he gave me a wry smile and said yes. I felt that same tingle again and figured I’d go for it. We ended up going back to his house and I remembered asking if he was gay. He had my pants off and my cock in his mouth before I knew what hit me. That night I got the 5 best blow jobs I think anyone has ever gotten in their life. I finished each time and to this day have no idea how I was able to cum that much. I even offered and tried to return the favor but I think he was rolling all night and wasn’t getting it up. I came within a whisker of fucking him after all that but I was just too tired. Sadly it was a one time thing because I hadn’t processed everything about myself and got scared. It’s a recurring theme.

That is a hot fucking story! Was that a long time ago? Have you done anything with a guy since then? Been a few years for me and am needing it bad!

 

[sphilly512]

That is a hot fucking story! Was that a long time ago? Have you done anything with a guy since then? Been afew years for me and am needing it bad!

It was a long long time ago. After a long term relationship ended, I replied to a few ads with one being a one time thing not really worth mentioning and another that lasted about a year or so off and on until I found the girl I’m with now. I posted one of our sessions in another thread.