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[Drobabes]

haha, thats how I felt when I was trying to save the song for Kuznet finally getting Cora XD

I'll try to post tonight. I'm..mm, kinda having a bad time right now.

but I got this sweet cover:

 

[Poprockz]

<_< Hey, if something's going on, please don't feel like you have to post unless you really want to. You okay?

That's definitely an awesome cover. Super sexy. <o<

Here's a sexy song I found earlier. Apparently it's the opening of True Blood, but I haven't seen it, so it was kinda new to me.

 

[Drobabes]

Oh yea, True Bloods fucking awesome. I used to read those books in highschool, and the first like half of that show is really good. I haven't got too far into the show, but everyone says it starts to kind of go down hill after the first few seasons, but those first few seasons are fucking sick.

No I know, but I would like to try and post. And yea, just stupid anxiety shit. Me and my boyfriend were trying to fix something on the computer, and it got kind of frustrating, so we decided to come back to it. It wasn't even that bad, but I just got all anxious anyway. Like, this happens sometimes, where I'll be following the directions of whoever, doing exactly what the directions are, and it still doesn't work and then they get frustrated. I don't even think he was frustrated with me, probably the computer itself, but I just...go bleh. Like, I don't know if it's a me thing and I'm the one not getting it, or it's just a "problem not getting solved=frustration" and that's just normal, but then I react like I got yelled at. I don't know. But it puts me in a bad mood, and I think like my sister is the only person in the world who I don't get truly anxious around when that happens. Everyone else, I like, don't feel that comfortable enough with therefore it makes me super uncomfortable when voices get at all irritated. Even if I've known them for years.

Eh...sorry for the text wall.

 

[Poprockz]

Hm, okay. I was re-reading your post with Kuznet capturing Cora with the music by the way, and it was almost too intense for me. The music was just too perfect and creepy.

No, no. I know what you mean. I'm somewhat able to handle it if it's in a customer-service type situation, but if someone I know and care about raises their voice in frustration, it just makes me super tense, like I expect something bad to happen. It's confusing because I know it likely won't, but I can't help feeling on edge. Sometimes it comes with feelings of incompetence, or helplessness, like you want to be able to alleviate the frustration but there's nothing you can do, so you just kind of end up sitting there like a kid trying to ride it out until the storm passes. :/ I don't know if that's what's going on with you, but if it's that, then I feel for you. If not, I still think it sounds very uncomfortable for you.

It's weird to say, but I almost feel like when people yell, it almost feels like it has physical weight, like it almost crashes into you in a way. Do you ever feel like that?

 

[Drobabes]

Yea, customer service I can handle because it's usually got nothing to do with me, and I can move on from that, but when it's someone you know, it's like yea, is it my fault I made you mad? And like, there's a whole fucking duffel bag there I gotta unpack, which I'll save for the therapist, but that incompetency is definitely a part of it. Combined with my own frustrations of "I did what I was told, why are you mad at me?"

Though the mad at me part isn't exactly accurate, even if it feels that way sometimes. Or maybe is, I don't know. I just hate hearing that "well I don't know what you did", which I have heard from everyone that this has happened with, and it's like...what do you mean? I did exactly what you told me to and nothing else >: ( so it's just, eeh. I think I tend to over react on my part sometimes. I don't think it should bring me to tears, I should probably just literally say what I said up there and stick up for my damn self.

>It's weird to say, but I almost feel like when people yell, it almost feels like it has physical weight, like it almost crashes into you in a way.

Yea. No, it definitely does sometimes...

>I was re-reading your post with Kuznet capturing Cora with the music by the way, and it was almost too intense for me. The music was just too perfect and creepy.

*cackles maniacally before suddenly coughing and clearing my throat*

AH HA, EHEM. Mm. Thank you, I'm very flattered.

*turns around and forcibly stuffs her ego down into the Ego jar and screws it tightly shut*

 

[Poprockz]

Yeah... I've gotten that several times when I've called into customer service for stuff. The person on the other end is basically like, "welp, it seems you're too dumb for this." And I'm like (in my head), "I'm not dumb, I did what you asked, it's YOU who doesn't know what to do next! Why don't you put me on hold and talk to someone who knows more about this shit!" It's hella frustrating. I am of the firm belief that crying over shit is a perfectly acceptable reaction. The fact that you cry means it's that impactful to you whether you can articulate why or not.

I feel like if MCASS was a movie series, that would be the climax before it fades to black. <.< It would be the most epic cliffhanger. It would cut out as soon as he said goodnight to Cora.

 

[Drobabes]

Eheheh~ Oh that makes me so happy, cause that's exactly what I was going for~

Dude, Poprockz, Damien's part afterward made me fuckin cry though Dx like I imagine that part would either be rolling behind the credits as the movie ends, or be like one of those extra scenes after the credits, no music playing, just his back as he walks back into the compound with some hella sad lighting :<

Oh, before I go to work, has funnies:

 

[Poprockz]

You know, that’d be perfect. It was like the one point where everyone was separate. Damien all alone in the compound, Vin in the back of the truck to the sewer room, Cora in the arms of her worst nightmare, Sabastian at the Rebel Base, Quint in the shed, and Sayori asleep on the bed.

I can’t help but be in awe of how well it all came together. Now where is my own ego jar? Gotta shove that back under the bed where it belongs!

Pfft! XD I feel enlightened for now knowing how to properly handle and fill his wife’s beaver.

 

[Drobabes]

Haha, naw, let's just put our ego jars up on the shelf Save them for a rainy day

Oh man, I really like that visual though. Like I could totally see the whole, camera slowly paneling on each sad face, then ending on Damien >.<

Hehe, properly handling your wives beaver is very very important.

Hmm hmm... what the hell was I doing? Oh that's right, trying to get my head in the mind of a young horny soldier.

 

[Drobabes]

I'm going to finish this fucking post before bed, if it kills me >: (

 

[Poprockz]

<.< Holy shit, you were up super late.

 

[Drobabes]

Uh...it was technically early XD I usually go to bed at 7.30/8 now XD

But them beans needed to be served

 

[Poprockz]

Good god, I can imagine going to sleep at 5, but 7 or 8?! <_< Lord have mercy.

Them beans were very delicious though, especially the Quint beans. Guilty boi...

 

[Drobabes]

Oh, derp. I'm going to have to edit my post a bit, I got a bit of coras and quitns dialog mixed up. It was supposed to be Quint making the comment about ripping his arm out XD

Edit: I'm sorry Poprockz, I let my vampirism secrets slip. You must now die~

From meme overload

 

[Poprockz]

Ooooh, okay. XD I'll keep that in mind. I really liked their dialogue as well. You do the sibling-squabble thing down to a tee. Lol

Later on...

*Angelique blows a puff of vape juice in Vin's direction*

Vin: >_> Can I... have some of that?

 

[Drobabes]

Ha! XD He...might actually ask, depending on the circumstances XD

There we go~ Fixed~

>Sibling squabble

It's because my sister is older than me and practically raised me. I...know very well how to throw down some loving squabbles D:<

I say loving because we very rarely actually get upset with each other

 

[Poprockz]

In response to your edit:

<o< Noooooo! I won't tell nobody! And I won't tell Nouh Bdee!

Lol I love the clips when she has Abaddon in them. XD

And now to your regular OOC post:

Heh, well. I'm not sure she would be opposed to letting him take a puff of her hot stick if ya know what I mean. Her vape, of course.

That's awesome- not all siblings are super close like that.

Also, sorry Quint, but Sabastion's going to be making some weird assumptions about your horniness right now.

 

[Drobabes]

Ha! Let the weird assumptions ensue! When he joking brings it up to Cora later, Quint's going to do that slow head spin, angry look, like, "you fucking say what, mate? >:[ "

XD

She's a good older sister ;_; I'm definitely not looking forward to Sayori's grieving T_T

 

[Poprockz]

I really think it'll piss him off for sure. XD

<_<" Yeah... Sayori is definitely going to go through a rough patch. Perhaps someone will take her under their wing at the resort. Who knows?

 

[Drobabes]

>.>

Quint's going to be so torn between trying to keep an eye on Damien, and trying to keep an eye on Sayori XD And possibly feeling something that is definite NOT jealousy. Nope.
<_<

 

[Poprockz]

Heh, he's going to have to keep an eye on EVERYONE, including himself. Though I suppose Vin and Sabastian will have to keep an eye out for each other.

Lol Deeeeefnitely not. <.< Sayori will also not be getting jealous as well.

 

[Drobabes]

Ooh~ Yea, Quint might be a bit less opposed to having fun with someone than Vin was

Later, at Damaris cabin:

Cora: Why are you acting like that?

Quint: Like what?

Cora: All promiscuous and shit

Quint: D:<

 

[Poprockz]

Maverick from across the room: "Promiscuous boy, wherever you are, I'm all alone and it's you that I want~!"

EDIT: Oh yeah, I was going to ask: Is Jesse laying on the bed completely, or are her legs kinda hanging off? Like is she laying length-wise or width-wise? Lol I'm writing the post backwards for some reason.

 

[Drobabes]

Ha! Oh my god, him and Maverick are going to become really good friends I feel like XD

Hm. I think I'll leave it up to you Either way works...if she doesn't stop him, that boy is gonna find her hidden treasure

Edit: I find it really funny that you said that about Maverick, cause I was just listening to, "do you really want to hurt me?~" on the radio, imagining Quint half laughing, half trying to sing that as he runs away from Sabastian XD

 

[Poprockz]

You know, Maverick gets a bad rep for being a horny mofo with no filter, but he's actually a decent dude who is just pretty blunt most of the time. I think Quint might not like him at first when he gets flirted with, but eventually he'll come round.

<o< Brave Tommy. She's not going to stop him, but she's going to give him an out if he wants it.

I can't think of the word "promiscuous" without thinking of that song. XD

Lol "Do you really want to make me cry?~" I'm sure the singing would only make Sabastian more pissy. XD

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