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[Drobabes]

I'm used to kind of pushing down fear and trauma until it's safe to deal with on my own, but I think I didn't...realize, until last night, just how important he is to me. I thought I did, but that was different. I was legimately fucking terrified. I've never felt that kind of fear for someone before outside of my family and some close friends. I didn't even get that scared when my ex would have close calls. I mean I was scared and upset of course-I cared about him at the time, but not like that. That was wildly different somehow.

Yea the exercising together is what we had planned on for the spring and summer, so this will just be a seal the deal I suppose.

Thank you for letting me get it out ❤ I think I need to try and sleep...I really haven't yet, not well at least.

 

[Poprockz]

I’m very much a person who avoids, so I usually don’t end up getting it out until something really major happens. So I totally get the build-up.

I suppose it’s times like these that we realize what’s really important to us. It seems like he’s someone you’re going to want to hold onto for as long as possible. If both of you make a commitment to being healthier, I’m hoping you will stay together for a long time to come.

You’re welcome. I hope you sleep well.

 

[Drobabes]

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[Poprockz]

<o< Mmmm…. Cookies.

 

[Drobabes]

I'm too tired to make the brain do anything, but I'm feeling a little playful. My boyfriends doing much, much better and he may even be able to get it under control enough to get off the insulin. It's going to take work of course, but it's such good news.

Anyway, these jams are *sweet*

 

[Poprockz]

Whew! I’m glad he can possibly avoid the insulin. That shit’s expensive.

Your boyfriend soon:

 

[Drobabes]

That video just made this place steam up ">_>

 

[Poprockz]

If that was steam, then this is smoke:

 

[Drobabes]

<_< what in the world? XD I almost feel violated XD

*plops* they finally let him go home a bit ago. I'm not sure if they completely got it stabilized, but at least they felt like it was safe for him to go home.

 

[Poprockz]

Yeah, I feel a bit violated whenever I watch them pour… paint? Cream? Milk? In her mouth.

Whew… I’m glad to hear that for him. I’m sure he’ll be a smart boi and avoid anything that would trigger him again. I bet that’s a huge weight of your shoulders, knowing he’s out again.

 

[HornyIsh69]

*Ish rolls in and sees what's up here.* Hey hope ya don't mind me rolling in. Seeing what's up here.

 

[Poprockz]

Eeeeeey, it’s Ish! I personally don’t mind at all. It’s been a while, how’ve you been?

 

[HornyIsh69]

I've been okay and yes it has been a hot minute for true.

 

[Poprockz]

Nice, nice. Been up to anything interesting lately?

 

[HornyIsh69]

Nice, nice. Been up to anything interesting lately?

Just scrolling. You?

 

[Poprockz]

It’s been a rough couple of days, I tell you what. Still, I’m digging the nice weather. I kinda want to go on a picnic or something, but I also have allergies, so I would need to bring a shit-load of tissues as well.

 

[Drobabes]

Oof, I'm sorry Popz You doing okay?

I'm gonna try and get a post in tonight/tomorrow. Only reason I haven't yet today is because I was trying to work out a deal with someone to buy a used Rv. Gonna go look tomorrow.

Can you take any allergy meds? I was doing zyrtec, now I'm doing clariton. Loratadine is the drug name I think. It works pretty good and doesn't make me sleepy. Point being, go for a picnic gurl

 

[Poprockz]

I’m okay, just life shit you know? I’ll keep an eye out for a post if you get the chance.

Yeah, I may just end up doing that, but a lot of the time they don’t work well enough to keep the runny nose at bay. They just end up helping with wheezing. I’ll have to try that. I’ll try anything to be able to get some of that dank sun! >_<“

 

[Drobabes]

Okay >_>

Seems I'm gonna have to start time limiting myself again >_>

Tuesday. Absolute latest. And two posts before next friday. D:<

On a side note, and I really, REALLY don't want to get my hopes up just yet...but I MIGHT, big might there...finally be getting an apartment... I don't know, don't wanna get my hopes up, but I want it so bad Dx

 

[Poprockz]

<_< Tuesday it is. Though the Friday thing seems a bit ambitious, I must say.

Oooo~! An apartment all to yourself sounds real nice! Living in a shared space can be nice and all, but there's nothing like having your own place to crash. More privacy, more autonomy... I really hope you get it. Even if you don't, I have hope that you will soon.

 

[Drobabes]

Fuckin hell I don't want to go to work >:[

 

[Poprockz]

But the work wants you to come so badly though! It relentlessly pursues you, needing nothing more than to have you close, but wanting for you to fulfill its hopes and desires. It wants you to arrive spry and leave without an ounce of energy after your midnight dance. Though it knows it started out as a transactional relationship, it wants more but it can't bring itself to say it!

 

[Drobabes]

Pfft XD Alright, one if these days, if I ever become rich, I'm going to hire you to write romance pieces on everything. EVERYTHING, POPROCKZ!!

 

[Poprockz]

I would be up for that challenge. XD

You know, I've considered trying to write an erotic novel, but I lack the focus, skill, and planning it takes. I read some of the stories on here and just whistle in amazement. Hopefully someday I'll be just as stunning.

 

[Drobabes]

You're already pretty stunning darling, you simply must be more confident in yourself!~

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...yes I'm referencing mlp, no I totally haven't been watching it for stress relief, I don't know what you're talking about >_>

*clears throat*