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[Poprockz]

Ah yes, as is the hallmark of mental and physical chronic illness- relapse. I suppose it isn't quite relapse per se as it's not like you can stay "sober" when it comes to that stuff. Hm. Hope you're feeling better in any case.

Though it seems like you are, based on your hunger for beans and the like. Let me know when/if you want me to post in MCASS, but at the very least I'm looking forward to the Hard Knock Life Post.

Pet funnies:

 

[Drobabes]

Haha, I mean in fairness it feels like a relapse. Like, "were doing good, we're doing good, oh hands are numb and cold. Oh calves are cramping. Oh look that random person in the store looks an awful lot like someone you used to know and now hate, better go run to the bathroom real and have a mental breakdown"



If I don't laugh I'll cry, so weeee!

I think soonish would be good if you're feeling up to it. I've made up my mind to do a post on each thread before I get back to MCASS, so atthe very least it will put a fire under my ass

I got Hard Knock started but gotta get that rhythm going. Got a postfor Nouh, just gotta edit, and I gotta read through Jades thread again... Not quite sure if I have the capacity to keep up with that one,so I need to read through and decide if I want to or not because he's waiting on me to let him know.

But! I am looking forward to rp again. Looking forward to hobbies again and just enjoying living alone. I did nothing my last day off but run around in my PJs and bake food and it was amazing lol

 

[Drobabes]

Welp, I found Quint's spirit animal.

 

[Poprockz]

Why not laugh and cry at the same time? Multitasking! As for the RP, I'll go ahead and take a look at it. I think I'm going to try to shave down my replies a bit. I think while adding necessary inner turmoil is great, I think I went a bit overboard and slowed the RP down by adding unnecessary fluff.

I love baking shit. In fact, I may end up baking something today as we're out of sweet things that can be consumed.

He's a maniaaac! Maaaaniac on the floor! XD I could see the gang walking in on Quint doing that somewhere random.

 

[Drobabes]

You know, some times that can be quite therapeutic!

Hey, you do you boo, but you know I am a fan of the inner turmoil and fluff In my opinion it didn't weigh it down at all, but if you want to change and make some tweaks then I'm here for it

Mm, baking. I have a whole box of supplies specifically meant for baking, I'm just trying to get the right day to not only motivate myself, but have my special person come up and do the fun with me We all baked cookies on Christmas, and she was freaking adorable frosting and sprinkling hers XD I think we had tried to use a bunny cookie cutter, but the tail broke off so she just turned it into a whale lol I can't wait to see what she would do with my Darth Vader cake pan

Edit: lol, I still really want to get Quint into positions to just do the most random and ridiculous shit for absolutely no reason except to get a smile on people's face.

He's going to keep looking for every moment in which they are not running scared and just pull the most ridiculous stunts. They might get annoyed, frustrated, and downright ready to toss him in a cold pond...but he'll be damned if they don't at least have a good laugh for the day.

Dr. Quintonian Bluefield works in many fields of medicine

 

[Drobabes]

I've been having some serious talks with friends and family the last few days, and thinking I might have ADHD >_> I don't know if it's something that I would be able to easily get checked out, a friend actually said it's a bit hard because a psychologist needs to be the one actually diagnosis it, and that can be a process, so in the meantime I've been researching...kind of non-stop, which can be a symptom? Heh heh...I don't ever go too hard focusing on some specific thing I'm interested in and lose all track of other obligations! Heh, never!

But also, a lot of it is clicking to the point where I got a little uncomfortable

Always reading multiple books cause I get bored, even if I enjoy it. How I clean and organize, or lack there of. The whole school thing where I would do really good on tests or final grades, but the teachers always said I just needed to try harder... Getting really stuck when I know there's something I need to get done, even if it's something I enjoy, and just... aaah! All of a sudden I can't do that thing and have to run away from it and go jog for ten miles or something just to get any amount of chill back enough so I can sit and focus. Or the taking on so many talks or hobbies because it sounds like fun, and then completely crashing and not being able to keep up. Being "too emotional", or crying easily, getting annoyed easily, or laughing easily. Constantly losing or misplacing things, which I used to think was a symptom of being sick and being sick alone, but now I question if it was actually this and the real reason I seem to "do better" when I'm not sick, is because I'm capable of getting up and getting the exercise I crave. Which in turn helps me focus...

<_< I'm rambling a lot, but I'm also bored as hell, almost done with work, and just curious if anyone else has gone through this stuff. I mean on here, I know there's other people that have gone through it obviously.

 

[Drobabes]

I've been having some serious talks with friends and family the last few days, and thinking I might have ADHD >_> I don't know if it's something that I would be able to easily get checked out, a friend actually said it's a bit hard because a psychologist needs to be the one actually diagnosis it, and that can be a process, so in the meantime I've been researching...kind of non-stop, which can be a symptom? Heh heh...I don't ever go too hard focusing on some specific thing I'm interested in and lose all track of other obligations! Heh, never!

But also, a lot of it is clicking to the point where I got a little uncomfortable

Always reading multiple books cause I get bored, even if I enjoy it. How I clean and organize, or lack there of. The whole school thing where I would do really good on tests or final grades, but the teachers always said I just needed to try harder... Getting really stuck when I know there's something I need to get done, even if it's something I enjoy, and just... aaah! All of a sudden I can't do that thing and have to run away from it and go jog for ten miles or something just to get any amount of chill back enough so I can sit and focus. Or the taking on so many talks or hobbies because it sounds like fun, and then completely crashing and not being able to keep up. Being "too emotional", or crying easily, getting annoyed easily, or laughing easily. Constantly losing or misplacing things, which I used to think was a symptom of being sick and being sick alone, but now I question if it was actually this and the real reason I seem to "do better" when I'm not sick, is because I'm capable of getting up and getting the exercise I crave. Which in turn helps me focus...

<_< I'm rambling a lot, but I'm also bored as hell, almost done with work, and just curious if anyone else has gone through this stuff. I mean on here, I know there's other people that have gone through it obviously.

Oh and not to mention coffee. Holy crap can I focus better with coffee. Rarely (if ever maybe) get withdrawal symptoms from it, and I can go to sleep with it as well. Not that I'm a 100% immune, of course it will make me sick if I have too much, but in comparison to most people I can have quite a lot of it and be fine.

 

[Drobabes]

 

[Poprockz]

<_< As someone who has ADHD, that very much sounds like you have it. Doing multiple things and switching between them because you have different levels of interest in each, not being able to sustain a hobby even if you’re really excited about it at first, caffeine to concentrate, being easily frustrated and overwhelmed. And… the dreaded “wall.”

Awww. >.< That’s such a sweet song! I love it.

 

[Drobabes]

Oh god the wall ">_> I hate that damn wall... It's okay though, I'm learning to climb it T_T I cut some rps off that I was doing, put one on hiatus until further notice, and I've been actively being pretty strict with myself to not take on more hobbies. Like I wanted to get a puppy! But also like, still have the time to do these million other hobbies, and take care of my fish, and visit family and friends, and help out over here, and go over there... yea. No. Drowy had to have a talk with herself lol

But I feel like I'm getting better with it now that I'm aware this may be the thing going on! I'm not impulsively grabbing items in the store for a new fun hobby that I'll either never start, or never finish. Sure, I'll grab the items and put them in my cart, and walk around the store for about 45 minutes satisfying my brain that were gonna do it...but then I'll put them back before checkout time

I know! It was such a sweet song! My friend showed it to me on another website, and I was like, "Oh my gosh! I have to share this with everyone I know!"

 

[Drobabes]

@Poprockz @Nouh_Bdee @JadeKnight @HornyIsh69

*slowly peeks her head in from around a doorway and looks around*

*slowly reaches in and places a link down before disappearing into the ether*

 

[HornyIsh69]

@Poprockz @Nouh_Bdee @JadeKnight @HornyIsh69

*slowly peeks her head in from around a doorway and looks around*

*slowly reaches in and places a link down before disappearing into the ether*

*Looks over at the peeker* Oh, hello!

 

[Poprockz]

<_< That was some serious Quint energy right there. Lol

I'm glad to hear that you're working past the impulses. It's fucking hard to resist sometimes, but it's better if you want to be a more relaxed, responsible person. I feel like it takes off a lot of pressure too. Like there's this pressure to continue the hobbies that just spoils it sometimes, or the pressure from having so many things that you need to do. Your stomach is only so big, so you can't put an enormous mountain of food on your plate.

 

[Drobabes]

<_< That was some serious Quint energy right there. Lol

I'm glad to hear that you're working past the impulses. It's fucking hard to resist sometimes, but it's better if you want to be a more relaxed, responsible person. I feel like it takes off a lot of pressure too. Like there's this pressure to continue the hobbies that just spoils it sometimes, or the pressure from having so many things that you need to do. Your stomach is only so big, so you can't put an enormous mountain of food on your plate.

Lol, I was even thinking of Quint when I left that link, but now I totally see it. I wonder if I even know how to write a character that doesn't have a ton of ADHD traits...

>"Your stomach is only so big, so you can't put an enormous mountain of food on your plate."

I can, and I will, and no one can stop m-

Oh. Oh, you were talking about something else. Ahem. *nod nods* Agreed. Speaking of, Im about halfway through this book that was lent to me and I really need to finish it because I'm supposed to be reading another for an rp... But I also just want to goof off and finish my post for Hard Knock, because I got stuck and deleted a lot of it...gah lol. Maybe I'll switch back and forth between the two tonight.

*Looks over at the peeker* Oh, hello!

Lol, hello. Don't mind me, just leaving random funnies around on the counters.

 

[Poprockz]

Hmm. I mean, Cora also has those traits, but I’m not sure Vin does.

Lol well… if the dinner’s worth it, amiright?

Woah woah woah, which RP requires research book-reading? <_< That seems a bit much if you ask me.

Yes! Switching is the ultimate task-helper!

 

[Drobabes]

>.> That's true. I suppose I could look at the 'normal' people in my life lol

Indeed

Well, not "requires" so much as me requiring it of myself because I want to know the original source material vs. the movie version, because the movie version is very dumbed down. We're doing a Tarzan Rp, but Tarzan is not the main protagonist, but instead Clayton. And apparently Clayton was not the true villain in the book, so not only do I want to know the time period and the way they spoke back then,I'm also just super curious! I didn't get to finish reading Alice in Wonderland, but wooboy was it different and seriously had my interest >_> maybe that will be next on the list.

It is! I'm not doing the most productive great tonight, but we're getting something done!

 

[HornyIsh69]

Lol, hello. Don't mind me, just leaving random funnies around on the counters.

Hi there, I enjoy your random funnies. They make me smile.

 

[Drobabes]

Hi there, I enjoy your random funnies. They make me smile.

 

[Drobabes]

*scoots through the thread on her belly*

 

[Poprockz]

Huh. I never knew the original Tarzan had a different plot. I guess it makes sense since a lot of Disney movies stray from the original, but that’s an interesting twist. Who actually was the real villain?

<_<
>_>

Scoot scoooot!

 

[Drobabes]

Oh my god! Oh my god, Poprockz, it's got such a different start! I have no idea how this story is going to end, but Clayton and Jane were actually Tarzan's parents!! Oh it's so freaking sad, but it was so interesting! It's similar but not the same as the movie, obviously. Clayton and his wife Jane had started out on a journey/job from the state, but the ship they went on has a very cruel captain that led to mutiny from the crew. When they killed the old captain and took over, they left Clayton and Jane on an island so that there would be no evidence of them on the ship, risking the crews safety. And from there Jane passed away a year after having the little baboon, (not sure why), and Clayton was killed by the leader ape while prone from his grief. The mother ape took little Tarzan, and that's where I'm at.

 

[Drobabes]

It's time~

 

[Drobabes]

>sipping sugary liquids

Well that makes a hell of a lot of sense. 99% of the time I'm posting, I'm sipping on sugared up coffee lol. Usually after a walk or run

 

[Poprockz]

<_< Huh. That is actually pretty interesting. So in the original Tarzan and Jane didn’t bone because they were mom and son. I wonder where Disney was all like “Let’s change Jane from his mother to his Mommy.”

Mmmm. Sugar. I love me some sugar.

 

[Drobabes]

No clue honestly, maybe there's another Jane later in the story. Right now the story is following along more of a Lord of The Flies feel, in that it got pretty gruesome lol

I'm rampaging through my house tonight, cleaning with several breaks and exercise stretches between tasks. I'm trying to motivate myself with the, "you can play with your hobbies over the next week once the house is clean, and then you'll actually have room to put the things where they need to go"