Embers Freedom (closed)

[Asa]

Wrapping her arms around him as he carried her. Tensing as she felt his hands on bare skin but relaxed almost as quickly. She smiled to him as he carried her

 

[MarioDiesel]

He enjoyed carrying her like this and he felt her relax again as his lips founded hers again and he presses his lips lovingly on hers and just gave in to what he felt was right hoping she would do the same thing.

They arrived in the bedroom and he sat on the edge of the bed and placed her in his lap still having his lips on her. as he took one hand of her and placed it on his side stroking and caressing the hand a bit letting her know that all is well.

 

[Asa]

Tenderness was to her more frightening than the abuse she had endured for so long but she wanted to trust and enjoy what he was so gently trying to show her. Another side to it all. She felt him move her hand and let her hand rest there on his side as they kissed

 

[MarioDiesel]

He kissed her deeper and deeper and the longer they kissed the more passionate it became. He moved one hand back up again to the back of her head while his other hand ran over her back and body.

Feeling her hand still on his body worked encouraging for him and he could swear he even felt it move as well. It felt like she was experiencing something as well something different then abuse.

 

[Asa]

She was confused not knowing what to do or what she truly herself wanted. It had never been her call before. Her mind began to draw from what she did know... Do what it seems they want you to do and survive. Her hand did move some as she felt him deepen the kiss and his hands slithering over her.

 

[MarioDiesel]

He gently let himself and her fell back on the bed as he held her in his embrace as he then took some initiative to see how much she would allow he moved his hand under her shirt and rubbed her bare back and he shivered a bit feeling that contact and he looked her in the eyes.

 

[Asa]

She watched his eyes and expression and laid her head down on his chest. Confusion had brought her back into a survival actions but her desire to trust him would not be ignored either.

 

[MarioDiesel]

He smiled friendly at her and stroked her hair as well looking in her eyes wondering what was happening in her mind as well. He gently stroked her face and hair and in the closeness that he felt he took the time to lean forward and whispered against her with a soft low voice.

"I love you Ember." He had no idea where that came from he just know that he said it and bit his lip a bit nervously before holding her in his arm waiting what she would do next. Hoping that he didn't scared her away his hand kept resting on her body and stroked it gently exploring more and more of her body careful and slowly not trying to push her.

 

[Asa]

She looked to him stunned by his words with no idea how she should reply.

What?

 

[MarioDiesel]

He sighed a bit and looked her in the eyes.

"When I met you you left your impression on me and after tonight I don't know what happened all those thing about you and being with you and feeling you close really feels good." he spoke softly holding her hand in his.

"I hope you don't mind me having said this and letted you know what was going on in my head?" he spoke softly. Not sure what she would do next but the fact she was still laying on him he took that as a good sign.

 

[Asa]

You say what I am used to is wrong... Then what should it be?

Hearing those words from him something she had never heard a man say to her before she whimpered.

 

[MarioDiesel]

"you deserve someone who is good for you. That makes you happy and safe and makes you laugh." he spoke softly "I'm not saying I am that person I just know you deserve something nice in life he said.

When he hears her whimpering he holds her even closer and let her head rest on his shoulder and neck.

"I'm sorry if I upset you Ember I just wanted to let you know how I felt about you."

He keeps holding her close in his arms

 

[Asa]

Not upset just... Confused.

Show me what else there is outside of what I have known.

 

[MarioDiesel]

"Well you already experienced it a bit for yourself, just being able to laugh and have fun and when we kissed it felt like it came spontaneously did you feel the difference? Everything that comes naturally is better then something forced."

He looked at her knowing what he wanted to do next he just wasn't sure how she would react so he decided to approach it different.

"It comes with everything kissing, laughing, joking, sex, ... it all is better when it just happens that's why I did what I did and said what I said Ember." he still caressed her and he was rubbing her arms while he spoke.

"Maybe it would be a good idea to give in to your instincts and you can see where it goes and no need to be worried its's just me and you here and I know that you trust me." he says friendly trying to break through all her defenses.

Then he asks her it. "Have you ever had sex with a male that just happened and wasn't planned at all ? It's the best that you can have." he tells her.

 

[Asa]

She shook her head no in answer to his question. Makzim had been her first and that wasn't instinct or anything good just him "enjoying what was his" she could still hear his sneered words in her ear.

 

[MarioDiesel]

He heard her reply and saw that she spoke of him something she didn't do in the beginning.

"I see well I can tell you that once you have and had a decent man you will know about what I speak." He told her trying to fish subtle his hands moving over her body again.

"I noticed something you don't seem to mind my touch at all Ember. It's almost as if you enjoy it and if you enjoy this wait till you felt the loving passionate touch of a male." He said trying to work in on her curiousness.

 

[Asa]

Show me...

She whispered staring into his eyes.

 

[MarioDiesel]

A bit surprised by her words he stared at her before taking action. He layed her on her back on his bed and crawled on top of her placing a long kiss on her neck and moving his lips teasingly close over her neck and collarbone.

 

[Asa]

Briefly tensing when he moved on top of her. Her eyes closed as she calmed herself trying to enjoy the feel of his lips and his movements

 

[MarioDiesel]

He felt her tense up and he waited a bit before doing more till she calmed down a bit. He looked at her again and kissed her lips then breaking the kiss to ask her something.

" You are sure about this Ember ? I don't wanna hurt you so I need to make sure that it is what you want." he says as his hand places itself on her hip and he started rubbing his hand over her hip over her shirt for now.

 

[Asa]

Yes... I want to know...to understand

 

[MarioDiesel]

"okay then." He leans back and takes of his shirt as he presses his lips back on hers gently pushing with his tongue between her lips as he rolled around and place her on top of him since he didn't wanted to make her feel to uncomfortable he made sure she was laying on top of him still in their kiss.

He placed his hand on the side of her leg and slowly started rubbing it upwards. Deciding he wanted to put her in a certain mood first before going to fast he wanted to make her also wanting him.

 

[Asa]

She really had no idea what to think when her moved rolling her on top of him. She felt his hands and gasped it felt nice it felt so tender it felt... She closed her eyes her legs moving almost on their own to rest on either side of him opening herself up more to him.

 

[MarioDiesel]

He felt her legs next to him and rubbed it up more and more going slowly under her shirt on the sides.

He heard her gasp and he gasped as well pressing in more and more and making there kiss deeper.

He grabs her free hand and places it on his bare chest.

 

[Asa]

She could feel his heartbeat and it strangely calmed her more as she laid there. Her other hand reaching to his cheek.